#shutupbee.txt

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Life update but I got meds and I'm just...happy to have them. It'll take time for my body to get used to them but still it's a step to progress.

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When you're tol and panrom and have no one to cuddle and smooch... :((

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Wow. What a self loathing filled day. I'm sorry to like all my friends forced to call me their friend. I'm such a shiity person and you all could do so much better you you got stuck with me. I'm sorry.

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@capndirosso Aaaa thank you so much for the compliment! It means a lot to me. ;;o;;

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TFW you don't sleep like at all so you were left with your thoughts most of the night and wanna die.... //sigh. Gonna try to digital art today.

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HI MY NAME IS BEE ABND I WANT TO FCUKIGN DIE OH BOY DO I. I don;t feel like I can even talk to my friend everythign hurts and I really wanna die. I’m tired of losing my shit both physically and mentally . Why can’t I just keep everything together...? Why do I have to just feel like  this all the fucking time. I don’t even feel like I can proplerly rant to my own best friend because I don’t feel like she cares sometimes or that she doesnt’ wanna believe me on this and I feel so sick I might vomit for real and I just  would accept it yknow....I  just want Kai....I really do...

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@paulgiovinco @duuz-diz-din @its-always-sunny-in-tokyo-3 @captainshmittyart@georgebito My school got rid of our Illustration majir and I blame @chrispimentel for not working in his major. Lol JK we all know this school is shiit.

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I love losing my stuff and feeling like shiit.