#shutupliz

[monster4monster]

Things that reminded me of you just in one day...

I saw little girls in a double stroller wearing matching outfits with ring pops in their mouths and Mickey and Minnie shoes that when you put the feet together they're kissing... Somebody referred to lifting legs their "arm day." You would've scoffed and laughed I just know it. A friend sent me a Snapchat of a cowfish. Everything at work reminds me of you. Spanking the hotdog buns... working at a cart where I hung out with you on my day off but I wanted to be with you so I just sat by the cart. Everybody's always asking about you... I woke up and pretty sure I had a dream about you... but you know me I never remember them.

[monster4monster]

Thoughts...

It's been a month since I saw the Dirty Heads in concert. And a lot has changed since then... Looks like things are going back to the way it used to be.... And I just have to accept it. It just happened so quick... It has been hands down one of the best months down here though. So many adventures and memories... Don't get emotional Liz. Things happen for a reason. Let it go.

[monster4monster]

I absolutely hate

When people call me a ditz or call me absent minded... I am forgetful and I get distracted very easily but that doesn't mean I'm stupid.... It hurts a lot and it's just like... Cool pointing out my insecurities on things I can't really help... Even when I'm paying full attention my mind ends up being somewhere else...

[monster4monster]

Insane amount of self doubt and self loathing crushing me tonight. Well this is fun.

[monster4monster]

That feel when a ship could possibly sail. Wow.

[monster4monster]

I'm in mobile so I can't add a see more partition sorry everybody! Just a random little letter to a maybe possible not really follower who doesnt actually follow me follower? If that makes sense... I don't know if you still read my blog... And I don't know why but I still check yours to make sure you're ok... no I'm not the anon. Not this time. Uhmmm. I'm sorry I disappeared again... (and one reason why I never answered your asks was because I hit the ignore user button so I didn't see anything you sent me for awhile and by the time I saw them they were uber late and I didn't feel like stirring something up again. I hope your life returned to normal after I disappeared. Again.) Idk why I felt like posting this today or right now. I should be studying for a test lol oops. I hope (if you do see this) that this finds you well. I think of you when basset hounds or huskies or Alaskan eskimos come in to work. Sooooo.... how about this "cold front" of 80 degrees? Lololol damn this South Texas weather amirite?

[monster4monster]

What have we learned today Liz??

I learned that if I'm hungry enough, 3rd wheeling, and a little sleep deprived, I WILL get aggitated and eventually threaten to hit the 2 wheels with my car if they don't stop leaning on it and let me go home to eat. -.- People piss me off sometimes.

[monster4monster]

I can't sleep. I have way too much on my mind. I'm so sleepy and I know Imma regret this in the morning but when I close my eyes I think of everything I need to do and I just can't sleep. Super great. Too tired to even do anything I need to do. I'm so useless. Oh hey look my selfloathing is back for the night maybe longer...who knows...