#shyanpositivity

[wetookanoath]

9 or 10 with shyan <3

Took number 10 aka Quick, goodbye kiss from this list of kisses! Edited by lovely @chaostheoryy who I love! ~

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His fiancé was in the kitchen the morning Shane woke up in his childhood bedroom. He was disoriented for a few seconds but, as the rays of sun hit his face, he slowly remembered why he was home in the first place and an idea rang happily in his head: 

Shane needed to find Ryan.

“Good morning.” Ryan smiled at him, sipping coffee from a mug with Shane’s name on it. 

Shane smiled, remembering he had bought the mug with his first paycheck at age twelve. He had babysat for his neighbors and received his first real income ever. Back then, he had saved half and used the other half to buy the mug. Many years later, his fiancé was drinking his mother’s coffee from it, gazing at him with that look in his eyes.

“Did you sleep well?”

Ryan chuckled, his cheeks going red. “Shut up, Shane.”

“Aww, baby.” He said, crossing the kitchen to stand at his side, backs against the counter. “Don’t be shy, I thought you were fantastic last night!”

“Oh my God!”

They laughed together and soaked in the sunshine and the smell of coffee, the cold that could only come from his Schaumburg home, alive and green, fresh in the morning, ready for them and their big day. Was it ridiculous to think life had decided to grant them a good weather day because of their wedding? Probably, but Shane couldn't care less, especially when Ryan looked this beautiful in his old Bienvenidos a Tokyo t-shirt and his pajamas’ bottoms.

“What are you two doing here?” 

Both looked at the entrance to find Scott and Ryan’s mom walking in. 

“You should already be in the shower, Shane!” Scott reminded him, walking towards the pot of coffee. “And Ryan, you’ve been awake for like half an hour, why are you still here?”

“Uh, just taking some coffee.”

“Time is going to run out on you if you keep losing yourself in your thoughts, baby.” Linda told him. Shane smiled at that, knowing all too well how Ryan would get lost in his own head as he drank his coffee for hours. “So get moving, boys! We got family breakfast in forty minutes and a wedding this afternoon. Moving!”

“Yes, ma’am.” Shane answered, smiling at Ryan’s mother before looking at him. “Kochaine?”

“Mmm.” Ryan sighed, looking calm and happy. He’d probably find out later that day he would stress to the point of yelling, but right now, Shane drank in the sight of his gorgeous groom. “See you in forty?”

So, he kissed him. Something small and soft, barely a real kiss. Just a sweet peck to his lips to say goodbye and good morning, to let him know how loved he was and how much he could hardly wait for this day to unfold before them.

Ryan smiled at him when they parted, walking backwards towards the entrance until Shane winked and made him laugh. Closing his eyes, he turned to walk to the stairs and up to the second floor to get ready for their day.

“So cute,” he heard Linda say. Scott giggled like a child.

His cheeks were warm when he looked at them and he gladly accepted the mug of coffee Scott passed to him.

Today was going to be a great day.

[bigdickmadej]

Ok but Ryan asking Shane to do the bit again had me thinking: Ryan telling Shane to do his bit in bed, asking him over and over to do it again and again and again...

Ryan is literally like, “I fucking hate that, do it again” because boy can’t ever say when he really likes and wants something. It’s like if he almost thinks he can’t enjoy these things, like he doesn’t deserve it and it breaks Shane’s damn hard so much because his baby deserves the world a this feet if he wants to.

So of course he does it. He does it as many times as Ryan asks, even if it can get boring for him, even if he doesn’t think it’s that good. But Ryan likes it and if Ryan is enjoying himself with him, then it’s Shane’s favorite fucking bit because he gets off if Ryan is getting off with whatever Shane is doing to/with him.

The voice is new, though.

When Shane did the bit for the episode, he did it mostly because he knows TC can be heavy with the cases sometimes being so damn sad. He did to make Ryan laugh and the audience laugh, too. But as much as Ryan said to hate it, the amount of times he asked for it during the episode makes Shane wonder if this is going to become a thing.

It gets forgotten after, no one mentions them until one night, as they are going at it, they are being little shits and making the other laugh between kisses and caresses, when Ryan tells him, “how’s that stupid thing you did? My australian boyfriend?” and without thinking, Shane responds with the accent and that strange voice he chose for the bit.

And it gets his man going. Like... he is not even sure why, it just happens.

So of course he keeps doing it, and suddenly they are roleplaying and holy fuck, since WHEN Ryan likes the stupid (and sometimes good, sometimes not so good) accent he does?

There’s no time for questions when Ryan is swallowing his entire cock, though. Or when they are coming together in Shane’s hand after stroking their cocks with it. Or when Ryan is riding him asking for him to keep doing that, keep talking like that, and he is laughing but at the same time so turned on, it’s something really fantastic to see.

[beaniegara]

After that post you added the pic of Ryan, all I want is a sugar daddy demon AU with ancient demon Shane that doesn't know what to do with his time and cash after years of solitude so he gets himself one of those boyfriends things but it's actually a sugar babe. And that sugar babe is paranormal enthusiast Ryan

I love this SO MUCH you have no idea, my friend. I just went OMG when I saw this first thing in the morning kjfdngskfdhgfd just the idea of a) demon shane spending his money on a sugar babe because he’s Bored b) that sugar babe being none other than ryan, someone VERY into the idea of dating a demon for several reasons is [kisses fingertips like a chef] 

and we can both agree there’d be lots of ryan being a brat to be spoiled + fear kink in bed, right? right. if anyone is up for writing this, please do!!!

I brought this up with @yaboybergara and we brainstormed something short that I ended up writing so if you’re up for some demon!shane smut, here you go, bud kfdngdfkhb 

[millslawrence]

You said Ryan bothers Shane and talks shit of him with a big smile because he likes him. How do you think would Shane react to him liking Ryan? :)

He is that dude that does EVERYTHING in his power to make his crush laugh and he is always making sure Ryan is laughing around him and smiling when he sees he has done it!

And he is always ready to side with him when someone attacks him, ready to fight the wind if he gets scared, ready to do everything in his might to make him feel better.

Typical of course. Everyone sees this but not Ryan lol

[levyfiles]

Yo, we are spreading some positivity around and I wanted to say that your blog is one of my favorites that inspired me to do mine in the first place. Your fics are top notch! From all of them, which one is your favorite and can you tell us a bit behind the scenes stuff of it?

Sorry about the delay in this reply! I think your blog is great and I’m so happy you messaged me or I might not have found your fantastic content and it always makes me all starry-eyed and soft to learn that this blog I often come back to and have so much fun with has inspired others to have the same sort of fun. I’m always a fan of seeing the spread of positivity and a community that always needs a little now and then.

(Granted I have a long and daunting selection of asks to get to in my inbox right now and find myself finally making time for them so please do bear with me). 

I had a notion that the fic I was currently working on might be done before I answered this and since it's my favourite one right now it was hard not to vomit up some meta about it but it’s pushing 12K as we speak and I’m having a bit of editing crises with my complete 60K one. Basically I’m pushing myself through a bit of self-prescribed writer’s therapy right now with the projects I’m working on and while it’s doing me a lot of mental good, public results are taking their time. What I hope is that it’s really worth the wait.

Having said all that, I gotta give the title to Ihidaya. It’s because I started working on the fic when inspiration hit and the sheer shock that I was actually inspired to write for a whole new fandom I’d never read a single thing from made me start this very blog. Ir’s strange to be talking about this now since it’s just a month after the anniversary of when I made my first post here and only a few days since the anniversary of when I posted chapter 1

The premise hit last year while my sister and I got to talking about demon!Shane headcanons. Neither one of us had ever really bothered checking the tumblr tag because I’d started watching bfu back when the Tupac and Biggie Smalls episode first aired and it was just this casual little weekly ritual for Fridays before I slept for work.  I started to notice the demon!Shane headcanon arise in the comments and mentions in the episodes I was enamoured. I think I made a joke one day while watching an episode with my sister that it’d be pretty damn hilarious if Ryan tried an exorcism and the demon in Shane flew out and the guy left behind was a complete stranger. We talked about the behaviorisms of a guy that has had a demon in him from a young age and what that could mean about who he had become as an adult. Logistics got away from me (they always do) and I was suddenly breaking out the research. There has always been a saturation of biblical lore when it came to demons in nearly every medium so I wanted to try something a little different and my gilfriend in high school going into college was from Jordan and she used to talk my ear off about witchcraft in Syria and pre-Christian invasion stories and best of all, syriac mysticism. I would listen to that shit for hours and I still would and I’ve still retained a deep fascination with it. Just the idea of what we consider demons now once being considered gods and maybe they were such a deep part of the earth’s composition that some of them were only comprised of smoke and ash. This gave birth to Smoke Monster Madej as I’ve affectionately labeled him. 

I also intended for That Scene in chapter 3 to happen at the Buzzfeed offices but, if you’ve read it, I think we can agree that really wouldn’t have worked out the way it did.  

[ebonybow]

Bro, your art is beautiful and inspiring and you are really cool <3

asfkgjhfjk thank you so much. i’m a huge dweeb but thank you, this is so sweet <3

[wetookanoath]

Love your blog so much <3 I was rewatching the Sallie House part of the 3 cases episode and I love how much Shane turns back to smile to Ryan every time. He is having fun with him being scared but also very aware of Ryan. My headcanon is that filming this episode, he realized his feelings for Ryan :)

I think most of us headcanon the Sallie House filming as an important moment of their relationship when it comes to our fiction and I like that a lot, because we have little stories like Ryan running out the house scared shitless and Shane going for him, calming him down and convincing him to go there and finish the job. I really wish the person who filmed and posted this hadn’t deleted. But it was at Midsummer Scream 2017.

Sharing this headcanon, I like that Shane was very aware of Ryan at all moments in spite of this being the first time we believe he saw him this kind of scared. It’s different from being at the Island of the Dolls and the Winchester Mansion. This was a modern case involving a damn demon.

He had a lot of fun, that’s for sure, but you can see how much he found Ryan’s antics kinda endearing, but also how it really comes so easy to him to respect him, his fear and space.

Get yourself a man like Shane who eats demons for breakfast and protects you from the evil wicked wind by yelling at it.

[beaniegara]

You think shyan would like to get married? If yes, who would pop the question (maybe how?) and how do you think their wedding would be?

oh man, this is a great ask & some awesome questions that I had *not* considered until you asked me and that made me think SOFT THINGS  

like, first of all, I think yes, they would get married. mostly because ryan looks like he’d want to do it by the book and have his family there to celebrate it with them and all that jazz, but also because shane is very aware of how beneficial a marriage can be in the long run (he’s a practical man ok, he’s thinking taxes, hospital runs, insurance, etc lol). I don’t think of shane as a guy who necessarily *plans* on getting married but listen, if it’s to get married to ryan? he’s booking the venue and sending those invitations before ryan can say “shut up, shane”.

I can see ryan asking shane, by the way. you see, ryan has big plans. he wants to surprise shane and make it a memory they’ll both cherish for the rest of their lives and YES SHANE I AM CHEESY because he’s just that much of a sap. so of course if ryan were to go big, he’d probably kneel in front of shane at disneyland and make that big scene where everyone around them would start clapping and cheering for them but nah, that’s not shane. so he plans something smaller but just as cute, like maybe proposing in the restaurant at knott’s because that was one of the first places they had dinner together, OR OR OR!!!! planning movie night except when ryan hits play it’s this very sweet (”cheesy” “oh my god shut up”) video ryan made for him and then he goes down on one knee in his pajamas and shane can’t stop smiling because he’s such an IDIOT and he loves him so much. OR EVEN!!!! they’re filming an ep somewhere in europe and in one of their days off they’re just like, hanging around and taking pics of each other and making stupid jokes and ryan just smiles and says, “marry me” like it just occurred to him, in the champs élysée or some shit, that he wants to spend the rest of his time with shane even though the motherfucker probably planned that from the day they started planning the trip. 

I think they wouldn’t have a big ceremony, but it would be big enough to have both their families present because it’s something both sides have been waiting for so long, and everyone is so happy for them. I can imagine like, something in the evening, at twilight (”I know what you are” “I can’t believe you’re quoting twilight to me at our wedding but sure, what am I?” “my husband” “that’s infuriatingly sweet and I love you”), maybe at a manor-like venue because shane liked the idea of making it fancy and historical-like, while ryan just liked the vibe of the place. there would be vows and they’d both try not to cry and fail miserably, and of course their vows would make everyone laugh and cry together with them. ALSO THEY TAKE A BAZILLION PICS BECAUSE THEIR FRIENDS ARE ALL THERE and their first dance is to one of shane’s many indie folk songs that ryan pretended to hate at first–like he does with all of shane’s indie music–but then started associating it with shane, and then later they both found out they thought of the other when they listened to it, which made it Their Official Song. (in my head I’m considering it NFWMB because that’s the most shyan song to me.)

now all I can think of is how soft they’d look at each other at their wedding and I think that image will be on my head for the next three months so ty <3