#sicknasty

[belalughostie]

crunkcore-dd @5weetmeat 'z trollsona because I think I've begun hyperfixatijg on the beast

step on it 💔💔😭😭😭 buggg

[rat-femurs]

impromtu toronto trip in august and i just remembered they have claw machine arcades and my heartrate went through the ROOF

[ekkoastral]

jael posing outside the gaadge show at runaway earlier this fall (2023)

[pisswizzardrequiem]

[pisswizzardrequiem]

[mbharestuff]

got a sick black knife today, it's time to become a Knife Queer.

[divorce]

disappearance of the real into its virtual double was something taken for granted since childhood

the more "I" disappear from the real world, the more I come into "'real' existence" in the virtual

its not real until it is れpresented with vertices in a matrix

the "real world" is that which is not absurd, made up from rational thoughts; the world of death is merely absurdity

where do people go when they die? into non-sense, it is a whacky place, it is pandemonium (that's all, if you can believe it) ... nefertiti, khopesh, karnak -> ammenti

i place my father's head on the mantle of the family home

[divorce]

still on a 3-day (so far) fever dream,

the trip of being sick is almost as good as LSD

i've uncovered so many dormant places and revisited so many past modes, as my body tries to repair itself

(likely) initiated as a last measure against this tension, i want to solve it, i want a cure bamn

une animAL, when it experiences traumatic event immediately shakes it off Man ALone, is stagnant, sits with it, nurses the pain, sets it up on an altar and worships it

i have become 400 different people, and idk who this person will end up as, or if there is any end and not merely a process (not a process of becoming)

a security camera sits in every corner of the mind, with a cctv monitoring (instead of the other side) on the inside. the individual = the mass.