Jun 19
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Hi I'm back hi hi I'm back helloooo hi I am back and I'm cleaning I'm so back hiiii
Hanging shelves and stuff in my room since Cal won't come back & I don't know how to relax without some bullshit to focus on and nothing is holding my focus!!!!!
What makes this all feel even worse is that I had to reassure her that everything would be okay and it would all be fixed when we woke up, just to get her to go to sleep. And I knew it wasn't true. But we needed sleep and she wouldn't be able to fall asleep otherwise
Hi I wanna elaborate bcs I'm the elaborator™ & apparently I talk about my struggles now?
The reason I'm so worried when they have One bad episode and shut down is because that's usually my thing, like I have manic episodes and then I crash and they always take care of things during those periods. I guess I've been going a little overboard lately because now she's going through whatever this is and it's probably all my fault???? Shit man idk what to do. I'm just gonna take care of the vessel and then I can watch comedy until I'm ready to pass out again. I cant keep thinking about this
Okay I have totally done stuff today so I need that manic bitch to STOP
ohhhh but I could do a full plant cart clean....
AND THEN BE IN EVEN MORE PAIN? MATTY. NO.
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