#sil yaps

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WHOOOOH THE NEW TADC HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK.

I HAVEN'T FELT THIS HORRIFIED IN A LOOOOONG TIME.

THOROUGHLY UNSETTLED.

DARE I SAY MY TIMBERS HAVE BEEN SHIVERED-

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yuta “if you like it i love it” okkotsu

this man would eagerly do anything you asked and love every second of it simply for the fact of taking pleasure in your enjoyment

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I open tumblr and see the user interface has slightly changed.

"Ugh."

I begrudgingly keep scrolling.

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I am once again a prisoner of the Obey Me! fandom.

How long will the obsession last this time? Who knows!!

All I know is I'M GOING INSANE OVER LUCIFER ALL OVER AGAIN I LOVE HIM SO MUCH GODDAMMIT

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Made a thing

Most of my free time is spent creating stories, creating alternative versions of myself that live through all these awesome adventures and find love in the most unlikely of places... Summer, my most adored creation, is a fragment of myself, just like farmer Sil, Silvia Miller, Rhianna Trickett and many others I've created through the years and that you have yet to see. I find myself both playing God and unaware subject, creator and creation, person and character, and it's all so damn fun!

This part of myself that creates, writes, draws, weaves stories of love, hardship, happiness and grief with her best friends... she almost feels like a character herself. Or something a bit bigger than that. A facet of myself that's grown into one of the best things in my life. It lets me connect with people and with my emotions, it brings color into my life and it allows me to share that color with the people I love the most. So I thought, why not make something with that?

And here she is. It almost feels like re-introducing myself to you all once again. Sil is me, I am her, and yet we are not quite the same all at once. She is a concept. The concept of this wonderful part of my life that gives me so much joy. I know to most people this is all gonna sound like garbled nonsense, but to those that do understand... I hope you like this interpretation, and that you never stop weaving stories. Keep writing, keep drawing, keep dreaming.

Since I don't trust tumblr, here's what's written in the pictures:

"Sil"

BIRTHDAY: April 24

HEIGHT: 175 cm

WEIGHT: 83kg

AGE: ???

♡ Is immortal and has lived through many lifetimes, each one different from the last.

♡ She is a Storyweaver, which makes her both a creator and its creation. She lives through stories and exists in multiple timelines at once. Aware and unaware all at the same time.

♡ Has taken on various identities. Some she remembers, some she doesn't. Some more unique than others, but at the end of the day all have some things in common.

♡ Her existance is paradoxical, but it doesn't seem to bother anyone.

♡ She holds her many lovers close to her heart, and loves them all equally, often devoting her life to them. In each timeline, she always finds room in her heart for love and passion. Not all timelines end happily though.

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Okay so I am not a huge TMA fan (not because I don't like it, I love it actually, but because I discovered it, like, last year and there's so many episodes and I am already bad at keeping up with shorter series AND NOW TMAGP IS OUT HELP-) but what I was NOT expecting and got me absolutely DELIGHTED is seeing it being crossed over with Gravity Falls. Like, HELL YES. The Mystery Twins against MORE horrors?? Love it. Specifically the horrors from TMA?? YYYYEAAAAAAAAAAAH

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Ah yes... the ol' "drawing an eye because I am stuck with art block". A classic.

Welp, gotta start somewhere-

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Today's page from my journal