May 2, 2016
Oh and the reason it’s purple is because my mom brought me to this volunteer modeling thing but it was for a hair product company and they couldn’t use me unless they dyed my hair so they dyed my hair and neglected to tell me that they were fuckinf dyeing it purple and I hate it and I locked myself in the bathroom and called my sister and cried to her for like ten minutes because I think it looks fuckinf ridiculous on me and I didn’t care if they knew that I thought it looked terrible. So anyways, everything sucks right now and I want to take a vacation by myself and not talk to anyone for an entire month
#Im just gonna go momentarily move to my lake house and be#silent forever#this is as personal a#of a post you'll get from me I'm really upset and have already complained to so many of my friends and feel like whining some more so#me#ignore this#and my hair smells bad and it's all coarse and dry and doesn't feel soft anymore and it's purple#I hate it#I feel like a wannabe grunge chick or some stupid shit I hate it#it doesn't match any of my clothes at all#ugh#and my computer isnt working BC the wifi is terrible and I have two more days of classes and I don't want to see anyone at all#and I have to deal w finals and I just want to disappear into the ground or some shit and this isn't just about the hair I'm#really in a bad mood rn about everything and everything and everybody has been annouinf me or making me mad and my best friend visited me#on Friday and she could tell that I was really annoyed at everything that's happening in my life and nothing is satisfying me at all and its#a really awful place to be in atm BC I'm not even sad I'm just annoyed at everything and I don't want to see anyone at all#or do any of my favorite things BC there's something wrong w them like I hate so many of the books I've been reading recently too#ugh this entire post is just me whining about everything just ignore it don't message me about it I'll be fine by tomorrow
