(( @silently-mad whoops I made the thing we were talking about))
The hospital waiting room was crowded that day, the dull murmur of conversation punctuated every now and then by a cough or a child laughing or crying. Melissa had paid little attention to the buzz of activity in the lobby on her way in - it was some sort of charity event, some celebrity or sports team come to visit the young patients and sign autographs. At the moment, she couldn’t care less who was there. She had much more important things to worry about.
She was settled in one of the uncomfortable chairs with a picture book in hand, reading softly to the toddler curled up in her lap. The little girl couldn’t have been more than three or four years old, and she was clutching a stuffed toy cat that looked like it had seen better days. Both the child and her mother looked exhausted - the doctor was running late, and they had been waiting for nearly an hour. It had been at least a week since Melissa had last gotten a full night’s sleep, between studying for midterms and worrying over a sick child.
Perhaps raising a daughter alone while going to college full-time had been too much to take on, but even at times like this she didn’t regret any of it. She had been so young when Lily was born, barely out of high school, and her father... well, she hadn’t spoken to Lily’s father in years. And that, she had to believe, was for the best. It wasn’t always easy, juggling parenting and school, but she had always managed to get by somehow. Lily was her world, and she wouldn't give this life up for anything.
She had hoped Lily might be asleep by the time she finished the book, but had no such luck - by the time she reached the last page the child was coughing again and whimpering. Melissa set the book aside to wrap her arms around her, kissing her forehead and stroking her tangled hair reassuringly.
“Shh, shh... I know, sweetie, I know. You’ll feel better soon. I promise. How about some apple juice, hm?” She reached for the bag next to her, full of everything from textbooks and lab reports to toys and crayons. Somewhere in that mess, she was certain there was still one more juice box.
She was so preoccupied in her search that at first she didn’t notice the man across the lobby watching her. It wasn’t until she looked up, juice box in hand, that she caught his gaze. The sudden rush of familiarity stunned her for a moment - what was he doing here? It was no use pretending she hadn’t seen him, but she looked away quickly anyways. Maybe, she thought, just maybe he wouldn’t recognize her. She had no idea what she would say to him if he did. As far as she knew, Logan must have hated her. And she couldn’t blame him for that, considering how suddenly she had dropped out of his life. She’d always meant to contact him, someday - an email, maybe a phone call. But she had never found the courage to look for him, and she knew she would never be able to tell him the real reason why she had to leave. Now he was right here in front of her, and she found herself praying that he hadn’t noticed, that he wouldn’t try to talk to her. It would be so much easier that way, even though part of her wanted more than anything to see him again.








