thinking thoughts abt roommate!sanzu x lazy!perv!reader.
tw/cw: short, more mind spilling than anything, fem reader, masturbation, shirt/panty stealing, uh i think that’s all
he’s a celeb in the final timeline, so maybe this is before he took off. just quit his job, waiting to blow up, & has to share rent to get by. he didn’t want to move back in with his sister, so..
he’s a very clean person, so he’s constantly complaining. the cup on the counter, your unmade bed in the mornings, the makeup you left in the bathroom.
you aren't necessarily dirty.
you're just...messy. careless.
actually, scratch that, you're a very dirty girl. some nights he can't even sleep cause you're so loud fucking your fingers or using a vibrator.
omg imagine you’re too lazy to do your own laundry and all your clothes are dirty.
so, you just put on one of his shirts. no panties or bra either.
and when he sees you walking around like that, he's annoyed, but also turned on cause like hello???
you finally clean your clothes while wearing his. he finds you doing laundry just like that, and when you bend down, he sees your bare pussy...
omg imagine panty stealing but its you taking his boxers?? he's very meticulous so i think he'd notice the missing pair almost immediately.
or you being one of his first fans, thirsting in his comments off your alt account knowing damn well he’s in the room right beside you.
you getting turned on every-time he's filming a new video. putting your ear to the wall, listening to his voice, and playing with your clit. getting off on trying to keep quiet.
there’s so much swirling in my head. i'm literally going feral.
ngl engineer girl has no planning i just be making this shit up as i go 😭 im trying to speed up the pacing and make chapters longer but part 6 is giving me HELL 💔
actually writing feels like constant filler but writing stuff in my head feels like peak cinema
guys i'm so mad the request someone sent me (admittedly a while back) is literally gone. it was the first like-writing request ive ever been sent too. it was yandere tr related i'm pretty sure. if you're reading this, feel free to send it again! i was gonna start working on it today but tumblr literally hates me
also i been slow with writing bc spring semester is kicking my ass. like omg i have this stupid project thing due tonight and the way my interviewee won't answer the phone?? WHY IS EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE DISAPPEARING
just realized I don’t even follow you im actually distraught 💔💔💔💔 your writing is genuinely top tier tho I’m eating everything you post up 😛
You guys keep gassing me up omg. I love the small community over here and seeing familiar faces in my notifications/inbox! Thank you so much for the support, it seriously does mean a lot. Merry Christmas to everyone here, by the way! I hope everyone has a great holiday.
I honestly didn’t expect to enjoy this blog as much as I am. It’s been so much fun, though. Every single fanfiction I’ve ever written is posted to here (for now lol), and I haven’t done much at all.
I feel like writing takes me forever, but i’m working on it. I also sometimes worry about the logic (?), like I be questioning if y’all catch onto certain aspects/if i’m getting it across well.
But you guys make me feel like i’m literally a professional and it seriously helps so much with keeping me motivated! I’m considering starting a fic on quotev and I feel even more confident in doing so.
I want it plot heavy yk? Like I want it to eat downnn. I have so many different ideas in progress, and I plan out the timeline/plot on notion (i’m cooking ngl). Maybe I should get a beta reader but who knowsss like I’m new to this, not true to this.
I’m always yapping with these asks, but I can’t help it. I just love talking to y’all and I love talking about writing.
Thank you to both of these anons! I’m so happy everyone is enjoying Engineer Girl, this is such a compliment.
The love and asks you guys are sending have been equally shocking and motivating! I love all of my anons, mutuals, and this small community I’m building on this blog. 🎀💕
(Part 3 is coming soon btw, I accidentally deleted the draft so I’m having to restart. It’s coming, though.)
Omggg miss silk!!! The chemist and engineer darling fics just —
HIII! My first ask omg I’m so excited!!!!
I’m glad you’re enjoying it! I feel like I mention it constantly, but I’m pretty new to writing and it’s kind of surreal to think people enjoy my stuff 😭
I cringe when i re-read them idk. It’s like hearing your own voice on video.
ANYWAY, chemist darling was heavily inspired by engineer darling (obviously). The chemist fic was more of a one-shot.
I wanted to write specifically for Sanzu and happened to watch the rookie, so the idea kind of just happened. I pushed it out for fun. (also to practice smut cause that was my first time)
Engineer Darling/Engineer Girl was an idea I actually planned to make an entire series on a03, but I felt like my skill wasn’t ready to build a plot so heavy (the version you guys are getting is very, very simplified tbh). The original title was gonna be “dealer”.
As in, weapons dealer.
If I were to write it in the original manner, it would be more like…narrative. Writing in a headcannon format is easier for me, but I hope to flesh out my style soon.
After I reach that point, I might move some other ideas to a03 (i also like quotev. i feel like no one else does tho…)
ALSO the whole engineer girl plot was an idea I sat on for a year! Im not even joking I started a Pinterest mood board for it last year and just now started writing for it.
I have another fic idea I’ve developed for 2 years, but I won’t touch it till my skill catches up. It’s too good to mess up 😂
Sorry for the yap session! Thank you so much for the ask! 🎀💕
illumi is so so SO fine. i really miss my man holy shit. it’s time to start writing for him. chrollo too omg. i might need them both at the same time idk