Apr 3, 2024
tw: mentions of sh and depression and self hate
I don’t deserve therapy
my pain is so small compared to everyone elses
just some shit with my dad, some old toxic friends who didn’t understand what adhd was and a bunch of shit with myself but not anything I can’t handle
I don’t sh and I’ve never felt the need to even though I have felt depressed before
My parents are together
I am more than okay with my life stability
so I shouldn’t be complaining
…
I sometimes wish things were worse so I was more like everyone else
which is so self centered and horrible and twisted but I still think it
I’m probably just faking it
I’m a horrible disgusting person
