#simon d aomg

[itsnotbiba]

[jayparksmainthotty]

So we’re all just gonna ignore that Simon D is the new Frank Ocean of Korea? Sit there and think about what I just said, think about it 😂😜

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Chill Anniversary Date w/ Simon D [ requested ]

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My Little Fairy (Simon D x Reader)

This was requested by anon. Enjoy!

You were always the shy one, the “baby” of the group of friends. No one really knows why, you were acting like that since you were a young kid, you would smile and play kindly with the other kids, it wasn’t your thing to run around and make a mess like most kids.

As you got older that didn’t change. You preferred to listen to others than talking, you had few friends that you loved but not many, sine you always doubted yourself and could barely say a few phrases when you first met someone.

Kiseok saw you sitting on a bench on the park right across from his office window every day at 11 p.m to 2 p.m. and it was always the same bench and the same time. You would always bring a book and something to drink, you always looked so peaceful and happy, a ghost of a smile was on your lips, he noticed how you replied to anyone that talked to you with a smile, how you would pet the dog that passed by with their owners, how sometimes you would stare at the kids playing with a glimpse of melancholy but also excitement.

After weeks of being a weirdo, he decided to work the courage and walk those stairs, cross the street. He froze, what was he going to say to you? he couldn’t just start talking to you. As he walked with his mind completely off, he didn’t see the bump on the grass and tripped down.

“oh my god”

you said and left your stuff to run to the man that fell down kind of hard.

“are you alright sir?”

“physically yes, emotionally i want to crawl to a hole for the rest of my life”

you left a small chuckle as you looked at him. You knew those eyes, if it wasn’t for the mask you may have been more successful at recognizing him.

“we all tumble”

“not in front of the girl we wanted to flirt with

Kiseok loved how pure you were, how you would blush every time he made a flirty or dirty joke. How you would play with your fingers when you got nervous around him, your genuine smile when he complimented you. He was so used to women that tried to take advantage of him or girls that were just seeking a good night sex, he almost forgot that women that would blush and hide their face after a single kiss.

AOMG took you in as family. Even though you were younger than their “baby” Hyuk-woo they could tell that your feelings for Kiseok were 100% real, so they accepted you and enjoyed having you around.

Of course you had to be there for Kiseok’s birthday. You were happy for your man no doubt, but his birthday was one more reminder that you had a big age gap. You had just blow out your 25th birthday cake, Kiseok was turning 34 in Korea. They were plenty of times you were scared to seem childish and unattractive to him, that he would realise how much of a baby you are and leave you.

No matter how you felt, you got dressed in a A line princess sweetheart beading sleeveless short mini organza dress in lavender colour, you did your heart in loose curls and put it up in a ponytail and your make up soft and summery, you even put on heels and got to the club.

You were not happy to see a sea of women that looked much more sexier and older than you, most of them around Jay and Kiseok. Of course when Kiseok saw you, he politely excused himself and got to you. He swiftly wrapped his arms around your waist and gave you a kiss on the forehead

“Happy birthday”

“Thank you babygirl, come on and drink with us”

He saw how your smile dropped when you saw the women that were in the V.I.P area, so he made you sit right next to him and took your hand in his.

“Ladies, this is (y/n)”

None of them spoke, they just kind of nodded at you with displease and got to talking with Kiseok, completely ignoring your entire existence.

As time went by your insecurities catch up with you and ate you from inside out, you clearly stood out with your girlie dress, you felt like you look like you just left prom. All the women here wore sexy dresses that showed up their glamorous bodies, Their hair flowed down like a waterfall and their make up was done to perfection. Kiseok seemed much more interested in them than you, so you did what everyone here hoped you would do, you picked your bag and walked away without saying a word and looking at the ground.

You heard your name but didn’t turn around, you just kept walking towards the exit. You almost made it to the car until a hand wrapped around your elbow and pulled you back

“y/n, what happened? are you ok?”

Kiseok asked concerned. He thought you got sick or something, when he saw you leave the worst case scenarios bombarded his mind. Your eyes avoided his and looked at the concrete.

“I just want to leave”

“why? who hurt you?”

you got silent again, there was no one to blame except you. Kiseok placed his hands on your cheeks and made you look in his eyes

“tell me what’s wrong”

“it’s me ok. I am a baby, i showed up in the club like i’m going to prom, and all those girls, they are so glamorous, now look at me Kiseok. I…. don’t belong here”

Kiseok could do nothing but hug you. The reasons that made you feel insecure were the reasons that he wanted you by his side. When you showed up in that dress you looked like a fairy, he was actually worried about your age cause you were so young and full of energy, he was getting old and could not really keep up.

“I love your dress, i love your youth, i love everything about you. Do you love the old man?”

“i love you and you’re not old”

“Give me a kiss”

He requested and you pulled away from his shoulder to give him a quick peck.

“Don’t worry about those girls we got way bigger fish to fry. I want you, my little fairy to be there and no other girl will change that

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Imagine Simon and Jay competing for your affection

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The Truth Is. . . Part Five

London

Siyoung took great pains to woo you. His attempts to sweep you off your feet literally and figuratively were charming even if they didn’t fit his personality. If asked honestly it didn’t fit yours either. You hated to admit it but the old you, the one with blood on her hands and in her nails was precariously close to the surface. You knew it was what Siyoung wanted he was slowly integrating you into his life beyond his music career. Tonight he lured you out the hotel with promises of Italian food and chocolate instead he’d brought you to an underground fight ring. 

“Siyoung this is not a restaurant” you looked around the dirty basement. It had to be packed over its capacity and it smelled rank but people didn’t seem to care. They jumped up and down, bumping into the people next to them calling out last minute bets. Men talked among each other smoking on cigars and they all seemed to have a woman or two on their arms. “I know love” Siyoung whispered in your ear so only you could hear. “I promised you a meal and you’ll get it, I wanted to show you my little pet project first.” Siyoung was tested you, trying to see how you’d react around violence and a seedy crowd after so long. When one of the fighters nose started to bleed you winced and shut your eyes. “(Y/N) don’t tell me you can’t handle a little blood.” He laughed then huffed loudly. “Letting you live with Kiseok was the worst decision I’ve ever made.” 

You being you opened one eye at Siyoungs last statement  “You didn’t let me do anything Siyoung.” You retorted “neither of us had a choice in the beginning and after I decided to stay.” Your stomach rolled as one fighter punched the other in the stomach and he threw up on the mat. When the smell hit you nose nausea slammed into, your hand cover your mouth immediately in an attempt to stop gagging. You turned to run outside when the basement doors slammed open.

The entire room got quite letting your gaze follow the everyone else you stared at five men dressed in black with big guns. Siyoung stepped in front of you just before the gun fire started. Running more like being dragged as Siyoung ran behind the other side of the ring. Ducking low he pulled two guns from the inside of his jacket and pushed one into your hands. “Baby I know” he said looking into your eyes and seeing your fear. “The last thing I ever wanted you to do was to hold one of these again but if we’re going to get out of this alive  I need your man power.” You nodded as his forehead touched yours “this won’t happen again, I promise.” 

Siyoung kissed your lips quickly then lifted his arm and return fired. You never wanted to use a gun again, you remembered telling Kiseok that when he first took you in. What choice did you really have right now, Just like back then it was either kill or be killed. The choice was obvious. Kill. 

“What are they after?” You asked knowing how things in this world went. “Not what, Who” Siyoung replied as he left off several more rounds. “Okay so who? You?” You bent down to reload “No Baby You.” You froze with fear for a few seconds before slamming the last clip in place and aiming to fire. “There’s something you’re not telling me Siyoung you’ll explain later” You took a quick survey for available weapons and when you spotted none you grabbed a folding chair and threw it through the window. “What the hell. . .” 

“Shut up Siyoung were out of ammo and this is the only other way out unless you want to go through them.” You nodded your head towards the men in black currently reloading their clips. Siyoung lifted you up so you could get through the window, you turned and offered you hand to help him get out. Siyoung was half way through the window when a pair of hands grabbed his legs and yanked him down. You pulled trying your hardest to pull him up but you just weren’t strong enough. “Go!” Siyoung yelled “Run and hide baby. Call Kiseok.” 

You let go of siyoung hands as he got yanked back threw the window. Tears in your eyes you turned and fled.

  Korea

Kiseok stared at his phone as you name and number lighted up the screen for the third time. “Who keeps calling you?” Jay asked out of curiosity. They were currently working on a remix with himself, Hyunjung and Kiseok. The only time Kiseok had ever acknowledged his phone in the studio is if you were calling. “Shit, is that (Y/N)?” Jay asked before giving Hyunjung a look that said meeting now. Jay dragged Kiseok out of the recording room and into the sitting room while Hyunjung followed with his phone. When your name popped up again Hyunjung answered and immediately put you on speaker. 

“Kiseok? Kiseok please say something so I know your there.” The break in your voice stirred his protective instincts and had him snatching his phone out of Hyunjungs hand. “I’m here.” 

“Siyoung told me to call you.” Your voice broke again and they could have swore you were crying. “Oppa I’m scared, they took Siyoung.” They listened to you sniffle through the phone. 

“Where are you? Can you get to the airport?” Kiseok was shuffling around gathering his things. The fact that you called him Oppa when you hadn’t since you were a teenager just proved to him how scared you really were. 

“I can’t Kiseok. I don’t have any money on me.” Your voice dropped to barely a whisper. “Kiseok I’m sorry.” 

“What the hell do you have to be sorry for (Y/N)?” 

“I used a gun today Kiseok and I liked the feel of it in my hands.”

“You were defending yourself (Y/N) it’s okay in self defense.” 

“Kiseok they’ll be here soon, I can here them. So I’ll say this now because I might not have another chance. I love you Kiseok.”

“I love you too (Y/N).” Kiseok realized then in that moment when he realized he might not ever see you again he did love you. Deeply. Now that he admitted it he couldn’t figure out why he fought it for so long.

“You probably shouldn’t finally realize you love somebody when that someone’s about to die.” 

Kiseok couldn’t reply. He shook with fear as he listened to what was happening to you through the phone. Every time you screamed or pleaded his heart broke a little more. Kiseok sat there listening, torturing himself until the line went dead. 

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Wait (Simon D x Reader)

Requested by anon. This is based on the song “wait” by August Alsina. Enjoy!

You met Kiseok in a very random way. Your best friend was Hoody's make up artist, so when they had a photoshoot and she forgot her brushes, you went to deliver them. You saw him for a few seconds and didn't really paid attention to him, but he did. He asked about you andyour friend slowly started forgetting stuff and asking you to get them, sometimes she even insisted in you staying with her.

Kiseok slowly started talking to you. You thought nothing of it, you were never really good at reading the sings, so you were just your normal funny, sarcastic,jokingly flirty self. Kiseok loved your personality, you were very blunt and feisty, it was very interesting for him, it pulled him in and he was slowly becoming impatient

"Go out with me"

"What?"

"I want to take you out"

You were blinking like crazy. You have to admit to yourself, you kind of had a thing for him, but you always pushed it aside, thinking that it was just a minor crush that would pass. Now your heart was racing, waiting for him to crack up, admitting that he was just kidding.

"Are you serious?"

"Do I look like i'm kidding?"

His facial expression showed no signs of a joke. You swallowed the lump in your throat.

"Okay then"

You were afraid at the beginning. You were never the type to open up to someone, you had walls build and you were always on guard. Maybe that was the reason you didn't pick up on his flirting, cause your guard was awlays keeping him on arms length.

You fell for him and he fell for you. You showed each others scars, you let yourselfs relax in the others arms, hoping that they would not hurt you.

Nothing lasts forever. You couldn't blame it on him, he was always honest. You thought you were strong, but you were slowly breaking, it was getting to you, like a bruise that you could never touch.

"I am busy"

You've heard that a million times and you knew you would hear it a million more. You missed him more and more, at first you didn't pay attention to it, since the emotions you had for him were not strong. Now you were in love, sometimes it felt like you were in love by yourself.

He was wonderfull when he was around. You could tell he felt guilty, that's why he always went to extremes to please you when he could.

"You're not ok"

"I'm not"

You admitted. You were laying in bed in his arms, one of the few nights that he managed to come home early, his work was pilling up, and it made you anxious. You had thoughts that you shouldn't be having in a relationship, it made you weak.

"Something is missing"

"It's me. I was always honest with you (y/n)"

That triggered you. You snapped up and got out of bed in a matter of seconds, anger took over you. He was acting like you were crazy, like you were over reacting and that rubbed you the wrong way.

"Are you serious Kiseok? When was the last time we have actually slept together? When was the last time you asked me how I've been? When was the last time you held me? Do you even have any feelings for me?"

You knew you were crying. You had gone past the point of caring how you seem to him, you were breaking and you needed him to help you or completely break you.

He got up and approached you. You let him wrap you in his arms, as you let the sobs took over you. It hurt him to see you like this, but he was sure that it would come. He had to say it, he acted selfishly for long enough

"If you want to leave, I won't stop you. I have a lot in my mind, but one of them is you, I don't want to lose you (y/n), I really do not want you to go. I want to beg you to stay, I don't think I can feel for someone else the way I feel for you. But you need someone, someone that will hold you. If you leave, don't leave my life, I want you to know that I will always be here for you"

"Will things get better if I stay?"

"Yes, I promise they will. Will you wait for me?"

He placed his hands on your cheeks and slowly runned his thumbs over your tears. You looked in his eyes, the eyes that you fell for, was he really worth this?

"Yes"

"I love you (y/n)"

"Our love is forever"

"Always will be"

"Always has been"

[jayparksmainthotty]

Did simond just pull a Beyoncé?