Not Enough
Pairing: Jenna Ortega x Reader
Summary: The world seems to think you aren't enough for your breathtaking girlfriend, and the problem is, you're starting to believe them. ~ Word Count: 2.4k
A/N: I whipped this up real quick so it is not proof read but I do hope you enjoy xoxo <3
@y/ny/ln pretty places with my pretty girl x
comments
@ememyers can we pretty please be a throuple 🙏
@jennaortegafan Y/n doesn’t deserve her wtf 😭
@wednesdayishot FR FINALLY SOMEONE SAID IT
@jennaismybaby Not to be rude but… Jenna could do so much better 😬
@georgieebleu I still take ownership for you guys happening
@ortegacore WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?!
@jenloverszn Imagine thinking you’re good enough for JENNA ORTEGA @wowgirlbye Girl you’re punching way above your weight ☠️
You sank deeper into the couch, the once-comforting embrace now replaced with a chill that seemed to seep into your bones as you scrolled. Hate wasn’t new; you’d seen it before, learned to brace for it. Dating someone as breathtaking as Jenna pretty much guaranteed it.
But the sting never dulled.
You could feel your chest tighten as the familiar sounds of your shared apartment faded into the background. Jenna’s records spun softly from the player in the corner, their gentle crackle and melody weaving into the silence like a cruel soundtrack to the heaviness settling over you.
From the kitchen came the faint clatter of dishes and the rhythmic hum of her moving about, noises that should have been comforting but instead only underscored the distance you felt. It was almost cinematic; her laughter and music carried on in another room while you sat anchored to the couch, drowning quietly under the weight of words she hadn’t even seen.
The sun had slipped away hours ago, leaving only the low hum of lamps to soften the shadows stretching across the room. After dinner, something you’d cooked in hopes of a quiet evening, you’d collapsed onto the couch, expecting to unwind. Instead, here you were staring at your phone screen as if you were frozen in time.
From the kitchen, Jenna’s voice carried over the faint crackle of her record, warm and melodic against the silence.
“Hey…” she tried again, softer this time, padding over toward you. “What’s with the long face?”
You blink slowly, snapping out of your haze, meeting her soft, concerned gaze. For a fleeting moment, it calmed you. “I’m fine,” you lie, the words tasting bitter on your tongue.
She tilts her head, a playful, incredulous smirk tugging at her lips. “Y/n… come on, baby. You know you can tell me.” She sinks onto the edge of the couch, laying her hand gently over yours, stroking the back with comforting ease.
Her calmness—so patient, so understanding—makes something twist inside you. Why was she always like this? Why was she always so good? The thought presses against the walls of your mind, stubborn and cruel: maybe they were right.
She was too good for you.
“I said I’m fine, okay! Just…”
Her hand flinches slightly at the edge in your tone, retreating a fraction. She hesitates, lips parting and closing again, as if unsure whether to push or stay silent. Her brow furrows, a shadow of worry passing across her face. “Did I… do something?” she whispers, voice almost breaking, eyes searching yours for the truth, for the mistake she’s afraid she might have made.
“No- just… I need to shower,” you mutter, your voice sharper than intended, pushing past her as you stride toward the bedroom. Your shoulders are tense, movements brisk, each step echoing the turmoil you’re trying to shake off.
Jenna sits on the edge of the couch, frozen in place, her hand lingering in the air where yours had been moments ago. Her heart hammers painfully against her ribs, a tight, anxious rhythm she can’t quiet. She’s never known you to snap, especially not at her, not with that edge, that sudden wall rising between you.
Her eyes follow you, a mixture of hurt and confusion pooling there. For a fleeting second, she wonders if she’s done something wrong, if somehow she missed a signal, a crack in the foundation she thought was unshakable. She swallows hard, her lips pressed together as she fights the urge to follow, to reach out, to pierce the wall you’ve suddenly erected.
The soft hum of the apartment feels heavier now, weighted with silence, with unsaid words, with the invisible tension settling like dust over everything.
The hot water sluiced over you, a steady rhythm meant to wash away more than just the grime of the day. Steam curled around you in thick, suffocating clouds, and for a moment, you let yourself lean into it, letting the heat and weight of it press against your shoulders. The water couldn’t wash away the gnawing ache in your chest, the sting of words from strangers echoing louder than any comfort Jenna had ever offered.
When you finally turned off the shower, you felt damp and heavy, every muscle slack with exhaustion rather than anger. You wrapped a towel around yourself, your reflection in the fogged mirror showing eyes rimmed with fatigue, a face drained of colour. Defeat settled over you like a second skin.
The bedroom door creaked as you entered. Jenna was there, sitting cross-legged on the bed, her posture relaxed but her gaze sharp, attentive. She didn’t speak immediately, simply letting you move around the room as you dried off, her presence a silent promise that she wasn’t going anywhere.
You wrapped the towel around your shoulders, then slipped into fresh clothes, a soft hoodie and sweatpants, the fabric comforting but doing little to ease the chill that had settled in your chest. You dropped onto the edge of the bed opposite her, shoulders slumped, eyes fixed somewhere on the floor.
Finally, she broke the silence, her voice soft, careful. “Hey… are you okay?”
You muttered back, flat and tired, “I said I’m fine.” The words carried none of the heat from before, drained of fight, hollow even to your own ears.
Jenna tilted her head, her gaze unwavering, sharp with concern. “You’re not… I’m not blind, baby. I can see when something’s bothering you. Just… if it’s something I did, please—”
“You didn’t do anything,” you cut her off quickly, the words coming out sharper than intended, and immediately, you regretted the bite.
Her eyes softened, but she didn’t back down. “Then what is it? We never go to sleep when we aren’t okay, you know that. You need to talk to me, love. Please.”
You sighed, running a hand through your damp hair, frustration and exhaustion warring for dominance. “Nothing’s wrong. Really. Just… tired, I guess.” The lie slipped out without thought, but it tasted sour in your mouth.
She let out a slow breath, the faintest shake of her head betraying both patience and exasperation. “Okay… but for the record? I don’t believe you.” Her tone was firm but gentle, a tether reaching for you across the unspoken wall you’d built. “You can’t hide this from me, baby. I’m not going anywhere.”
You swallowed, the weight of the day pressing down heavier now that she wouldn’t let you push her away. The room felt smaller, closer, every corner pressing against your fatigue and unease. You didn’t know how to begin, didn’t know how to untangle the knot in your chest without letting her see how much it had hurt.
Jenna, sensing the shift, reached out a hand, letting it hover near yours, offering a lifeline without forcing it. “I can handle it,” she murmured softly, “whatever it is. You don’t have to carry it alone.”
Your chest tightened. For a moment, the anger and defensiveness from earlier melted into something heavier, defeat, the quiet ache of vulnerability you didn’t often allow yourself to feel. Silently, you slipped under the covers, the fabric cool against your damp skin, and rolled onto your side so that you were facing her. The soft glow of the bedside lamp highlighted the concern and tenderness etched across her features, and for the first time all day, your expression softened, your eyes unclenching as you allowed yourself to be seen fully.
“I love you,” you whispered, your voice low and tentative. Jenna’s lips curved into a tired, affectionate smirk. “I love you more,” she smiled softly, her voice teasing but warm, trying to coax a small laugh from you despite the heaviness of the evening.
You let out a shaky laugh, the sound trembling against her shoulder. “We’ll see about that,” you nudged her. Jenna smiled, brushing a strand of damp hair from your face, letting you linger in the quiet intimacy of the moment. But the heaviness in your chest hadn’t fully lifted, just softened enough for you to rest beside her.
The next morning arrived slowly. Sunlight crept through the blinds, streaking the room with gold, but it did little to chase away the gloom clinging to your mind. Jenna stirred first, moving with her usual quiet efficiency.
She kissed your temple lightly before heading to work, the faint scent of her perfume lingering in the air. “Have a good day, love. Call me if you need me,” she whispered as she left, the click of the door behind her echoing ominously in the suddenly empty apartment.
The rest of the day dragged on like a storm with no end in sight. You spent the morning staring blankly at your phone, scrolling aimlessly, pausing only when a post or comment pricked at the edges of your thoughts. Every phrase seemed to magnify your self-doubt, whispering that maybe Jenna really did deserve someone better, someone less… flawed, less fragile, less you.
You eventually found the courage to move to the couch, where you stayed, curled and wrapped in your hoodie and sweatpants, moving little beyond what was necessary to survive the day. Sunlight slipped past the blinds, but it felt weak, insipid, failing to touch the heaviness pressing down on you.
Lunch passed with you picking at a sandwich you didn’t taste. You tried watching a show, but even the laughter on the screen sounded hollow, distant. Every little sound in the apartment, your own shallow breaths, the faint creak of the floorboards, the soft hum of the refrigerator, felt amplified, emphasising your loneliness.
By mid-afternoon, your stomach twisted into knots. You sat on the floor, back against the couch, knees pulled up to your chest, and buried your face in your hands. Quiet tears leaked down, slow and steady, soaking your palms. You didn’t even bother to check the mirror; you just let yourself feel the heaviness, the suffocating ache of inadequacy that had been creeping in all night.
Hours passed. The apartment grew dim, the fading sun leaving long shadows stretching across the floor. You stayed where you were, rocking slightly, letting the despair settle deeper. It wasn’t dramatic or loud, just quiet, relentless, like water slowly wearing away stone. You couldn’t even summon the energy to hide when Jenna came home.
The door clicked, and your body stiffened. You barely had time to lift your head before she crossed the room. “Oh, love…” she murmured, sinking to the floor beside you and gathering you into her embrace. Her warmth and steady heartbeat pressed against your side, a lifeline anchoring you in reality.
You clung to her, letting the sobs finally break free, trembling against the solid reassurance of her presence. The tears ran freely, unashamed, and she held you tighter, murmuring soft reassurances that wove around your ragged breathing like a shield.
“It’s… I see the way people… they talk. About us. About me,” you choked out, your voice breaking, every word trembling on the edge of vulnerability. “And I can’t help but… wonder if maybe they’re right. That I’m… I don’t know… not enough for you.”
Jenna’s hands cupped your face, thumbs brushing over your cheeks with tender insistence, forcing your eyes to meet hers. Her gaze, unwavering and full of warmth, penetrated through the fog of doubt clouding your mind. “Y/n, baby… look at me. Really look at me. You are perfect for me. In fact… most of the time, I think I’m not enough for you.”
“What?” you whispered, your voice barely audible, disbelief warring with the rush of emotions threatening to overwhelm you.
Her lips curved into a soft, exasperated smile, eyes glimmering with warmth and unwavering sincerity. “Is it so shocking to believe that I am so… so fucking in love with you?” she repeated, voice low but firm, each word resonating deep in your chest.
You stared at her, heart hammering, throat tight. Part of you wanted to shrink away, to retreat into the doubts that had plagued you all day, but the steadiness of her gaze held you in place. There was no judgment here, no pressure—only the quiet, unshakable truth that she loved you, all of you.
“I… I don’t know what to say,” you admitted, your voice cracking slightly, the weight of relief and lingering insecurity mingling together.
“Then don’t say anything,” she whispered, brushing a gentle thumb across your cheek. “Just feel it. Feel that I am yours, and you are mine. You are everything to me. Nothing else matters.”
Your breath hitched as the words sank in. Slowly, hesitantly, you leaned into her, pressing your forehead against hers. She mirrored you, hands resting lightly on your shoulders, grounding you in the moment.
“I’m scared… of losing you,” you confessed softly, letting the vulnerability spill out, unfiltered.
“You’re not losing me,” Jenna murmured, her voice a soothing balm. “Not ever. I’m right here. I chose you. I choose you every day, and I always will.”
Something inside you finally unclenched. You let go, wrapping your arms fully around her neck, and she leaned in closer. The space between you collapsed until your lips met in a gentle, lingering kiss.
It was a kiss that said everything: love, reassurance, devotion. A kiss that healed the doubts that had been gnawing at your chest, a kiss that anchored you in the certainty of each other. You pressed closer, letting yourself feel the warmth of her completely, the steady rhythm of her heartbeat syncing with your own.
When you finally pulled back slightly, you rested your forehead against hers, eyes half-closed, and whispered, “I love you.”
She smiled, brushing her lips against yours once more in a soft, playful peck. “I love you more,” she said, voice warm and teasing, yet full of the weight of truth.
For the first time, you let yourself truly believe it. All the doubts, the fear, the insecurities, they melted away in the quiet glow of the room, leaving only the two of you, together, safe, and undeniably in love.
The storm had passed.
And for tonight, that was more than enough.
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