a light hum ensues. she’s tired, she’s STRESSING and shes exhausted. her lips part as if she was to speak,as if she were to say something to the m - ale who’s fingers are combing through her hair. All of her muscles went from - tense to relaxed within the minute and her eyelids become H E A V Y ; he ce - rtainly knew how to calm her with a single touch. her head is resting on his c - hest with her right arm somewhat around him and her other hand near her fa - ce. before too long she’s drifted off to sleep, her muscles twitching every now and then, her body seemed to be moving closer to him subconsciously. If that were possible.
❛ mmhhh ❜ the sound vibrates through her body and out her lips, she’s still half asleep when he asks the oh so important question. Her ( p e t i t e ) fragile body is close to his, but not SO CLOSE that they’re touching. No, th - ere’s a sheet wrapped around her and he’s got the blanket. At first his ques - tion confuses the girl, but then she has a flashback of the night before. A sw - eet sounding chuckle releases from her lips and cheerful facial replaces the blank expression she had held before; a toothy grin spreads across her face, the skin next to her eyes wrinkles and her cheeks are transitioning to a hue of pink. She scoots closer, even closer and then rolls so that she’s laying at -op him. Fingers trail the working of his face ❛ i’d say it was satisfactory ❜ her grin had diminished to a simple smirk and she could feel her muscles begin -ning to ACHE ; but it didnt bother her all that much. She wouldnt deny the fact that it was her first time having sex and she wouldnt deny that it did hurt. she wouldnt deny that she LOVED him. She did. she loved him. everything about him ( even if he did have some major flaws ). she learned to love him. she le -arned to ACCEPT who he was. she falls silent, with her head clouded with tho - ughts and memories. memories of all the GOOD times and the BAD. her head was resting on his chest now and she listened to the steady beat of his heart, it was calming. ❛ i love you ❜ it happens to slip out, she wasnt even intendi - ng on the 3 words to be released. It’s not long until she registers what she had said and her face flushes to a bright red and she doesnt know what to do. HON - ESTLY. she’s glad it slipped. he needed to know somebody loved him. she le -ans up, planting a kiss on his lips.
she’s planted firmly on his lap, each of her legs overlapping with his hips ( she’s straddling him ) and he’s got his hands gripping her hips. Lips disconnect and there’s a popping sound that results, it sounds SLOPPY ; careless. It wasnt a rare thing, these makeout sessions they had. To be straight forward it had become a regular and she wasnt against it. she enjoyed it, she enjoyed his touch, she enjoyed being CLOSE to him, she enjoyed being with him. his words come as a surprise to her and before she knows it her face has turned to a not - so - subtle hue of scarlet. rayen NEVER would’ve thought that he’d say such a thing, but at the same time the way their relationship was progressing it wasnt that much of a surprise.
❛ uhh ..❜ the sound trails on for another minute before she looka at himSERIOUSLY. she’d never gotten that far with anybody so it was TERRIFYING to think about. it was her fear of rejection. shes silent, lips felt like they were sewn together. she wanted to say something, anytthing but nothing would come out. she burys her head in the crevasse between his neck and shoulder, after she takes a few beaths she presses her smooth lips to the flesh of his neck. not for one kiss, not for twobut for three kisses. she sits back up,content on answering his question ❛ I dont know.. what if your parents comehome early or.. ❜ shes rambling now and before she can have a full on freak out she recieves a kiss its lustful and passionate, and gentle ? since when was he gentle ? it calms her down almost INSTANTLY and suddenly, suddenly she feels an overwhelming feeling come over her. it’s the kind that SNEAKS up on you. she’s not sure what kind of feeling it is but she;s not finicky anymore.She knows now, she knows shes in good hands..
Rayen is fully aware just how much he wants this, she can feel it to be specific. Lips purse, then press to his once more, a smile stretching across her face as their lips are locked. ❛ I know I can trust you. ❜ that’s all she says, she leaves it up to him, up to his judgement.