What's going on with Z and Matt in Twitterland now? (I'm invested in their story but don't always know what's happening on twitter sorry)
skjhfs well.. not much has happened but also at the same time sooo muchhh has happened? their tweets for the most part have been random without too much conflict attached but Zero himself is having an interesting week so far.
THIS IS KIND OF A LONG READ. AT FIRST I WAS LIKE.. THIS CAN BE EXPLAINED IN 3 PARAGRAPHS BUT LOL JK. NOT TO ANNOY ANYONE I’VE ADDED A READ MORE. IT’S A BIT MUCH.
i guess for starters he spent Mother’s day with Hitomi and took her shopping. he got her one of those pandora starter charm bracelets and promised that each time he gets a chance to see her she’d get a new charm to add to the collection. by dinner, Zero decided for himself that it was time to maybe have a talk with his mom about a few things and since everything prior to them sitting down had gone so smoothly he figured it was best to take his chances right then and there. at first it was a little difficult for him to get the right wording out but once he took a deep breath and wiped his forehead a couple times he managed to pull through and tell her about the struggles he’s been having with his sexuality.
he admitted that he’s physically/sexually attracted and has been intimate with men and that it’s very possible he may be bisexual. he expressed how he’s been having a hard time discovering this about himself while also keeping it hidden among his family/peers out of fear of judgement and abandonment. naturally, saying all of this out loud to someone other than Matt for the first time overwhelmed him as he started to tear up quite a bit but at the same time he felt such a sense of relief and weight off his shoulders. it really didn’t take Hitomi more than like a second to get up from across the table and over to where he was sitting to pull him in her arms and coddle him while he cried about it. she was so shocked over him feeling like he couldn’t come to anyone for so long to talk about it.. not even her and it honestly broke her little heart and so she cried a bit too ;-;;;;
once they settled down a little bit she let him talk about everything he’d been internalizing and did her best to make him feel comfortable. he said he felt better talking to her about it instead of Panda and then Hitomi thinking of Granger in general understood why he’d feel like he couldn’t talk to him without catching a heart attack. she ask if he’d feel more comfortable with her being there when he was ready but he decided against it and knew he’d just have to talk to Panda on his own time.
BUT HERE’S THE REAL QUESTION GUYS.. ZFKGJHSFG. DID ZERO TELL HITOMI THAT IT’S ACTUALLY BEEN MATTY THIS WHOLE TIME HE’S BEEN SEEING INTIMATELY??
of course not. pls.. let’s take it one step at a time here. Zero is 100% certain that if Hitomi knew it was Matt (aka the brother of the non-human thing who stole her Panda away from her) it would leave a bad taste in her mouth. she’s already not fond of them being bestfriends and in a way feels betrayed that Zero has pretty much accepted Fenix and her entire family over her. she’d be furious in thinking that Matt is brainwashing Zero or something smh.. so he just left that minor detail alone.
okay so there’s that.. nowwww a few hrs later on the drive back to campus.. Zero makes a stop at Mini’s place because of this..
Mini wasn’t in the best shape on the count of her relationship with Rei and Zero seeing this offered to keep her company. he doesn’t know why she’s crying but it didn’t really matter to him.. he wanted to be there for his friend. so he gets to her place, comforts and consoles her in bed as best as he could.. but in the middle of this, because of Mini’s vulnerable state, they start making out. Zero’s just going with the flow.. he doesn’t really know what the fuck is going on but he’s like.. this is fine. he hasn’t had wendigo dick in a while okay.. he’s backed up. one thing leads to another and Zero is like balls deep in Mini okay.. like i’m actually proud. he’s losing his virginity like all over again but not in the ass this time. goals. now i admit.. being that it’s his first time having sex with a woman.. things aren’t that smooth but like it’s good enough for the situation at hand.. they’re both trying to escape their realities of not having the person they actually want by having each other. Mini’s thinking about Rei and Zero is hearing that slight laughter of wendigo dick in his ear. mission accomplished.
fast forward a few hrs later, it’s like 11am and ohh lookit this.. morning sex. they hang out and make some breakfast afterwards then part to go about their day.
please. Zero is wrecked okay. not only did he sleep with someone other than Matt and is feeling guilty about that but he’s also like..
“was.. this.. worth.. it?????”
like he had a nice time with Mini, truly, but he couldn’t help but think that he enjoyed being on the other side wayyy better. Zero naturally really isn’t a dominate guy and while sometimes he tries to play the more masculine type when he’s interested in girls he’s realized that he’s really into being submissive.. at least with Matt anyway. he’s been comparing this shit since Monday okay.. it is now almost Wednesday for him. he doesn’t know if he’s feeling this way because this is the first time he’s been with a girl or because it was Mini and not Matt or anything else that might pop into his head. it’s like it opened another part of his sexuality he wasn’t even really ready to deal with and it’s just confusing him more and more.
having said all of this.. he’s at the movies right now watching GOTG2 alone and he just doesn’t want to think about anything for the next 2-3 hrs. Mini offered her company but he had to decline. normally he’s like SURE.. but he just wasn’t up for entertaining anyone.
now we have Matt on the flip side.. sDKjhsdf. this PURE SOUL. so that Sunday night of Zero being balls deep in Mini.. Matt was like.. you know what?? i’m gonna go over there. i’m gonna go to his room and settle this because i can’t. he knew Jaide wasn’t home at the time because of a party that he declined on so having the room to themselves wasn’t an issue. he fucking dfkjhsDFkjhsdf knocks on the door a few times.. no answer. NO NOTHING BITCH.. BECAUSE ZERP IS BREAKING MINI’S FUCKING SPINE ACROSS CAMPUS SOMEWHERE. Matt is over it.. he doesn’t even bother calling his phone or texting because he’s just like.. if you’re not home at 2am then where else the fuck would you even be??? at this point Matt knows Zero is with Mini because he checked his twitter a few hours before about the meet but he was shocked to think that he’d still be with her at this time and not have come home at all. he’s pissed but doesn’t want to be irrational so he texts Miki and asks if he could go to his place and blow off some steam instead of ripping someone’s head off. Miki invites him over and they don’t really do anything besides kiss a few times and Matt falls asleep there after eating some chicken fingers.
