god i will never stop thinking about data, who doesnt sleep, filling his living quarters with art. trying 40 different cat food recipes. asking geordi to experience the emptiness with him.
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god i will never stop thinking about data, who doesnt sleep, filling his living quarters with art. trying 40 different cat food recipes. asking geordi to experience the emptiness with him.
Yesterday: I had two breakdowns bc of work
Today: something breaks in our car, not anything super expensive, but something that prevents it from a being driven until it is fixed
Never let it be said that the gods do not provide
malevolent is one of the few podcasts that i think would be improved by a tv show adaptation (spongebob ice cream truck meme: IF IT WERE GOOD)
mostly bc i think being able to See how arthur's eyes are Not under his own control.
or like. things that really show the disconnect between them. (im doing another relisten there is a word for this) (anyway) at the book store in ep 1, john is looking at the desk. arthur says like 'what do you want me to do, move things around?' and john says 'no just stand here and look down' and i want to see arthur standing there unsure of what to do, while his eyes are darting around.
and then when john gets his hand, and then he's getting used to having this hand, and then there's That level of disconnect. their gestures are never symmetrical. there's the fact that arthur can't feel it, and that makes me think about john like rubbing his fingers together, clenching his fists, and arthur doesn't know. or looking for something. two hands searching for something but one is looking with the eyes, and one is looking just by touch. and their fights, i want to see arthur trying to hurt 'his own' hand.
so that malevolent finale huh
i want grimora to get a full section like leshy and po3. i want her story telling i want her game mechanics i want her little escape room and puzzles and shit !!!!!!!
i think a lot about shanks yearning. but i do not think enough about mihawk yearning.
imagine with me please malevolent tv show
(in my mind this is animated but do as you please)
s2 they fall in to the pit
screen is complete black, outline of arthur. going through the oh my god what happened is anything broken
until they find the lighter and then we get color but only whats being described, so we get the full picture with arthur
'i can see blood all over your pants, and hands'
'arthur you've landed on... i dont' know. it looks like piles of sinew. flesh torn. bones. this is a graveyard of bloody carnage.'
and until they can get a fuller picture of the environment, it stays like that.
speaking of inscryption:
i'm on the last 'level' of kaycee's mod, and i'll be here forever bc im Determined to win w the curious egg deck
(also i tried grizzly wall bosses and just. could not do it. Definitely Possible with a different starter deck. but uh not right now.)
it's gonna be crazy the next time i decide to play through the actual game proper bc that's like super easy baby mode. but also i will be sad bc no mealworm :( no direwolf pup :(