I feel like im a pretty nice dude. Really though!
when in relationships i always have and mostly likely always will put the woman before me. Yeah i might loose myself a bit but in the long run having your significant loved one in your life happy is the most important thing!
The last two relationships ive been in where yin and yang compared to each other. One was a total free spirit and had a goal set and she stuck with it. With or without me. The sex was amazing! but she didnt respect my life and my plans for the future. The most recent was that the woman enjoyed my life and wanted to be apart of everything that i did. And for me to commit completely into her life style. Also the sex was eeeehh alright.
BUT! i was loyal through and through! When they were in the lows and their highs i was there for them and didnt give up. Until they showed signs of us not having a distant future came around and yes i called off the relationships. Answering every question and trying to save some kind of friendship or at least just to be cool with the women.
This all just clues that i need to continue to work on my own shit. I see women everyday. And yes the first thought in my mind is "could we be a couple?" But then physical attributes are the deciding factor in my head.. Shallow? yeah a little. I just want to have the dream/real woman that im meant to be with and just be best friends with her. Not have those awkward moments after dinner, a movie, even sex!
I just want to be happy and not worry if were going to make it! If myself and the woman im with are so confident that the relationship is going to work! The longer we will be together and be stoked that we have each other in our lives.
