It's ridiculous how even when you thought you'd never have to be in certain situations anymore, and that you were "done with that", life finds a way to bring it all back. I think it's fucked up how I once thought those things were making me sad, and now they are the only things that make me happy. My emotions are so out of control, I wish I could have a handle on the way I feel. I fear I'm going insane.







