#sinistertolove

[heller-castiel]

Umm Mary Dean thoughts in the way that John would absolutely use memories/facts about Mary as his way to make up for yelling at his kids when they were little, when your absent mother is a consolation prize and all that

oh my god. why would you say this ME specifically.

[shitouttabuck]

Oooo can I ask about your tattoos if you don’t mind sharing?

hello yes of course! i love most of them! my first one was a little humpback whale on my thigh, and i have a rubyetc cartoon cat-tiger thing on my other thigh, and a raincloud above my heel

on my arms i have a sword, a tooth, a frog that’s also a little anatomical heart based on an e e cummings poem, a little moth with the north star on her back because i dreamed about her for many months before i started transitioning, a heart with my dog’s name in it, an anchor that says “this one life” on a banner, “hold on to hope” from the paramore song 26, a tiny flower, two hands with a little sun between them based on the last line of the book the song of achilles, a two-headed calf because im extremely that flavour of queer, a knight falling upon his own sword, and some more flowers with a bee (his name is beethoven)

also just above my right ass cheek there is a stick n poke millennium falcon tramp stamp 🫡

[heller-castiel]

I’m sorry, Em, EM

11,000 words??? In ONE NIGHT???

I SWEAR I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE LIKE. 5K MAXIMUM. BUT IT KEPT GOING AND IF I STOPPED WRITING THEN I MIGHTVE LOST THE INSPIRATION SO I HAD TO KEEP GOING WHILE I HAD IT AND I STARTED AT LIKE 7 PM AND I FINALLY POSTED IT AT 8 AM I THINK. IS THIS NOT NORMAL???

[heller-castiel]

I hope your interview goes/went well! (And also that you find a job you like)

I WAS HIRED!!

[handsomeyoungscapegrace]

yes!! The Ted Lasso tattoo idea. I’ve been seriously contemplating getting a goldfish. Can I ask what you’re thinking of?

oh i love that!!

i actually dont have a solid idea of what i want dhdhdjdjdi but it will be trent related if im being honest

[shitouttabuck]

Hi!!! I absolutely loved the bunny fic and also I hope you’re having a wonderful wonderful day

HELLO i woke up to this so you are fully responsible for me ABOUT to have a wonderful wonderful day this has made me smile so big 😭 thank you so much! hope YOU have the best day 😤💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

[heller-castiel]

I know you already got an ask about this but seconding the I love how much you love your writing

it’s a rare moment and it’s passed i’m ambivalent about it again

[heller-castiel]

Hi em my lovely em. I know I keep promising trans fic chaos however do actually have 20+ hours of traveling today and tomorrow and expect to insh chapter one. Also I very much hope you are having a wonderful day.

oh my god??? tag me when ever you post it but no pressure to rush or anything!! i hope you’re having a good day as well!!!