Selfishness was one thing Sirius wasn't comfortable with himself. However, he figured, the situation was dire and he was out of options... well, out of easier options. This K-1 visa was his last ditch attempt to stay in the country and if the board would just extend his H-1B visa already, things would be fine. He didn't want to go back to the Netherlands. Did he truly love Talia when he decided to propose? Yes. Was a year plus of dating enough? No time to answer that for now.
But... but, but, but... he wasn't exactly in a place where he truly wanted another marriage. It was something he'd thought he would actually delay but now it's a little too late. How bad could it be though? They never ran into major problems and any disagreement they had has always been resolved maturely. Until right now of course... He had been trying to persuade her to change the date of the ceremony so they could have it earlier.... which meant they have to change the venue for the third time. Talia was narrowing her eyes at him and a heavy weight sunk deep into his gut, twisting it into a knot. Still, Sirius pulled himself together and his brows knitted, feigning concern. "What is it, schatje? You don't want to change the date?"
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