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[A] Alive [0.3k words]

Sirius gets injured and regardless of his reassuring touch, you find it hard to process that he’s alright.

[U] Unbroken promise [0.9k words]

Sirius promises a breath-taking date, only to leave you waiting. When Remus arrives, your heart realises before your brain does that something might not be right.

Sirius Black one shots

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Charm me first

Pairing: Sirius Black x Reader Summary: Your friends dare you to talk to the very infamous marauders group and you end up becoming good friends. Warnings: It’s just fluff, no warnings to give! Word Count: 1,792

It was the night. Your friends and you had a pact. Every Saturday, one member of the group would be challenged on a dare and the person had to do it. Today was your turn. It wasn’t that you didn’t trust your friends, they knew their limits and wouldn’t give something more intense than a laughable joke; nothing to embarrass someone. But that didn’t let you from worrying. Last time you were dared to make small talk with the bloody baron and laughs aside, it was not a good experience. Wouldn’t recommend.

“The weather’s nice, isn’t it? You asked the terrifying ghost as it floated through the corridor.

He looked at you as if you were an insect, scrutinizing you under his icy glare. You knew you must have then looked you were dead all color draining from your face. He raised an eyebrow pondering whether you would turn and flee or not. When you didn’t, he begrudgingly answered, “Yes” and floated away faster than ever.

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Love through the Seasons! (Sirius Black)

Hello again everybody! I cant explain where this idea came from. This will be a four part “series” if you want to call it that. A “chapter” for each season. Enjoy.

for Ellie @marauderskeeper

SUMMER

It was easy to love Sirius in the Summer.

In the summer, his hair lightened from being out in the sun all day

Tinkering with the bike again because “It’s going to fly this time, I just know it.”

He hated the freckles that came with the sun and splattered across his shoulders and nose until one night when you tried to kiss every single one of them as he giggled and whined that it tickled

You lost count after 352

Sirius wasn’t a very great cook but in the summer, he loved to make fruit tarts and delighted in hearing you scream as he turned the merengue bowl over your head

“If the peaks are stiff and I’ve done it correctly, I can put the bowl over your head and why are you hitting me it’s still in the bowl!!”

He’d take you for rides on his motorcycle to relieve the heat

the speed at which he flew down the highways was always exhilarating

you liked to rest your head on his shoulder with your eyes closed as the wind whistled in your ear and blew the scent of his lavender shampoo across your face

“let’s floo to Italy instead,” he’d say when you suggested going out for ice cream. “I don’t like soft serve and the best gelato is served in Italy. We’re going get your shoes.”

You find him sitting in the kitchen by the window at 3 in the morning and stop yourself from speaking when you notice his eyes are closed, the breeze blowing his hair across his face and tickling his nose.

You stand frozen, almost entranced as the beads of sweat drip languidly down his chest

“‘s not polite to stare,” he’d murmur

“You weren’t in bed..”

“Too hot, the sheets are too warm. Im sorry I left you there alone, come and join me,” he’d hold out a hand towards you, opening a single eye when you hesitated.

“I have an idea.”

It was only seconds before you had the mattress laying in front of the open french doors in the living room, a spell cast to keep the bugs and other intruders out

“You’re brilliant,” he’d sigh with a contented smile as the breeze fluttered in

He’d risen an eyebrow when you hesitated once again to join him, then smiled softly when you pulled your night gown over your head

you’d wake up in the morning wrapped around him, the morning breeze making you shiver

“Cold?” he’d mumble sleepily, rubbing his hands up and down your arms to keep you warm

“Only a little.”

“I’ll warm you right up,” he’d chuckle at your squeal as he rolled over and onto you.

Sirius sang in the shower

This wasn’t any thing new, but in the summer, the songs were much happier

Here comes the Sun, I think we’re alone now, Dancing Queen, and

“Stevie Wonder?” you wrapped your arms around him from behind, pressing your lips to his shoulder.

“It’s a love song,” he’d turn in your arms and smile sheepishly. “Lily was listening to him all day yesterday. Got him stuck in my head so she lent me her... radiator?”

“Radio, Sirius,” you’d giggle and he’d roll his eyes, beginning to lather soap into your hair

“This one’s my favorite, listen.”

You’d rest your head on his chest, listening to him hum along with Stevie wonder as his fingers massaged your scalp

“You are the sunshine of my life, that’s why I’ll always stay around,” he’d sing softly, “you are the apple of my eye, forever you’ll stay in my heart.”

And then he’d giggle and you’d smack him when you’d realize he’d been lathering your hair into a mohawk the whole time

“the king of romance obviously.”

His lips would taste of Lily’s mint lemonade in the afternoon after brunch with the Potters

“I can’t believe Lily’s so big already, Harry will be here in no time,” he’d mumble against your lips, his fingers playing at the hem of your blouse. “Perhaps we should make him someone to play with.”

Many days were spent at the Potter’s and at the lake near their home

He’d teach you how to skip rocks and grin when you rolled your eyes as he moved in behind you, much closer than necessary

“Just trying to show you the proper technique and posture love!” he’d put on the most innocent expression

He and James would argue over the rope they’d tie to swing off of and into the lake

“that’s much too high”

“Don’t be a chicken Prongs!”

“Im not a chicken Im a father!”

“He’s a chicken!” Lily would yell back causing Sirius to snort and James to clip him in the back of the head

Lily would cheer you on from the shore as you wrestled James from atop of Sirius’ shoulders

“YOU GOT THIS BABE!!!”

“How could I not win with my wife cheering me on, you should give up now!” James would shout, already wobbly on Remus’ shoulders

“I was talking about y/n. Kick his ass!!” Lily would yell

“Could you weigh any more Prongs?!”

Sirius would pout when you’d laugh at the tan lines as he removed his shorts before a shower one evening after being at the lake with the boys all day

“My ass is not pale. Stop laughing!!”

It was endearing to watch him in the kitchen with Lily

“Have you also put on a few pounds since these two started their baking phase?” you’d rest your head on James’ shoulder as you two watched them from the couch

“I knew my waist line was in trouble the second I said I do. I already put on the happy husband weight!” he’d complain

“PUT YOUR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER!!” he and Lily would shout as they slow danced in front of the stove

“Your singing is as bad as your dancing,” James would laugh

“Shut up Prongs, at least I don’t step on her feet!”

“Exactly,” Lily would laugh with him as they continued around the kitchen

The nights of the full moon were always difficult

Remus always came down to the Potter’s smiling ruefully

“Prongs you don’t have to do this. You’re gonna be a dad now.”

“I can handle Moony on my own Prongs!” Sirius would chime in, smiling brightly. Always stupidly brave

you had to bite your tongue, it was dangerous when it was all four of them but Sirius alone?

You’d never resent Remus for needing the company, but it worried you to think of Sirius out there alone

“Don’t be stupid you two, I’m coming,” James would shake his head and you’d sigh selfishly in relief, “you think I’d let you have all the fun without me?”

Sirius would turn to you before leaving

“I’ll be safe, I promise.”

“I know, I just can’t help but worry..”

“Hey, I come back to you every time, don’t I?” He’d tilt your chin and give you a small smile

“Yes, Remus needs you now. So go,” you’d put on your best grin and he’d brush his fingers softly across your face

“I love you.” And then he was gone.

You and Lily spent most of those nights awake together, brewing wolfsbane for Remus as she’d read somewhere that it would make the wolf calmer

but it was harder for her now

she’d sleep with her head in your lap as you absentmindedly braided her hair

“You should sleep,” she’d mumble late into the night, “he’s gonna come home bruised and so is Remus. They’ll need us alert in the morning to clean them up.”

You’d doze off eventually, praying to whatever higher power existed that those boys got home safely

“babe?” your eyes would snap open, focusing on his grey ones

“Sirius!” you’d embrace him strongly, pulling back abruptly when he winced

“Im so sorry. Where is Remus, are you hurt?”

“Breathe for a minute love,” he’d chuckle, pressing his hands to your face.

“Remus is sleeping, nothing major, Lily already cleaned up his scrapes. Can you help with mine?”

It wasn’t as bad during the summer. No broken bones for Remus, only a few scrapes for the boys

perhaps it was the sunny days and laughs and carefree days that made the full moons easier during the summer

“Don’t move or it’ll hurt,” you’d kiss him softly when he winced at the wet cloth, “what happened here.”

“Rough housing,” he’d chuckle light heartedly and you’d wrap your arms around him tightly.

“Hey...” he’d rub your back softly, “I’m alright love. Honest. A split brow just makes me look cooler anyway.”

“It never gets easier,” you’d mumble into his neck.

“I know. But I’ll always come back to you. I promise.”

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Since third year [Sirius Black x reader]

You shrieked loudly, “James! Let me go!”, you tried to swat his hands away from your shoulders, but he wouldn’t move. Instead, he pushed you forwards around the corridors, to the Gryffindor Common Room.

“What are you doing?”, you asked, but he didn’t bother replying. “James, I can’t go in there.” That’s when he stopped. He turned you around so you could face him and he grabbed your green and grey scarf and stuffed it in his bag. You gasped, suddenly feeling naked. He continued pushing you through the portrait.

The common room was empty, except for Remus and Peter sitting on the couches in front of the fireplace. Remus, your brother, raised his eyebrows, “James,” he called suspiciously, “why is she here? You know that she shouldn’t be here.” James only winked at him and you scoffed, shoving him in the chest. You turned around, heading straight for the portrait, but a voice stopped you.

“There you are, I’ve been looking everywhere for you lot. Anyways, I’ve got to tell- Oh! Y/n, didn’t know you were allowed in here...” he rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly.

“Um, yeah, neither did I...” you glared at James.

“Well, I’m glad you’re here. I wanted to talk to you.” he paused, “For a while actually.”

You raised your eyebrows at him, “What about?”

“Could we go outside?”

James clapped, “Yeah, mate, you go do that.” he grabbed both of your hands and pulled you outside, closing the portrait after you.

“I like you.” he said, you opened your mouth to reply, but before any sound came out, he raised a finger, “Let me finish. I like you. And maybe like isn’t really what I mean. You have to understand that I’m not really used to showing how much I care about people. I think I more than like you, I don’t know if it makes sense. I meant that I think I’m in love with you.” he finished, making you open and close your mouth like a fish outside of water.

“If you don’t like me back it’s fine, I just wanted to get this over with.” he added, turning around and entering the common room.

Just before he said that, you wanted to pour your heart out to him, telling him that you’ve been in love with him since you were a third year. The portrait closed swiftly behind him, and you didn’t make it in time to go after him, so you were left trying to convince the portrait to let you in. In the end you decided to knock on it until someone opened. You were grateful that a few minutes later, your brother let you in.

“Where is he?” you asked breathless, you rapidly beating heart making you gasp for air.

“He’s in our dorm.” you nodded at him and ran down the stairs to the boys’ dorms.

You didn’t even knock and just pushed the door open, revealing James and Sirius quietly talking to each other.

“Could you leave us alone for a minute, James?” you whispered, never breaking eye contact with Sirius. He nodded before flying out the door.

“You didn’t let me talk.” you smiled at him, “I love you too, since I third year, actually.” you laughed. “But I’m no gryffindor; I was too self conscious to even think about telling you.” he gave you a funny look. “You were in your fourth year and just discovered the beauty of girls; and I didn’t find myself pretty, like the girls you had your eyes on, and, honestly, I still don’t. But, for whatever reason, you fell in love with me. And I thank Merlin for that!” you raised your hands as if you were making a point and he laughed, standing up and coming in front of you, grabbing your hands and lowering them, so they were on each side of you, not letting them go.

You looked down at your hands, his voice making you raise your eyes to his. “I don’t want to ever hear you say anything remotely bad about yourself again.” You nodded, looking from his eyes to his lips. He smirked, leaning down and pressing his lips to yours.

Even if it was a chaste kiss, you only pulled away when you heard a voice from the doorway.

“Even if I’m happy that you’ve finally told my sister everything that was on your heart, please don’t even think about being too close to her while I could be walking in on you.” he finished with a satisfied smirk.

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Never Have I Ever...

PART FOUR

(Art by flowsofly)

Siruis x reader

Post-Azkaban

Reader is younger

2700+ words

Warnings: swearing, light smut Disclaimer: all characters are assumed 18+

Let me know if you guys prefer a couple of chapters posted at a time or one by one spread out. Thank you so much for reading!

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Recap: You grabbed Sirius’ arm, an arm that was mere millimetres away from his wand, and pulled him so he was in front of you. Backed up against the tree trunk you looked up at him and quickly muttered “I know this will seem an odd request but could you please kiss me?”

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He blinked for a fraction of a second then, you had to hand it to him, he smirked. “I’m honoured you want to kiss me Y/N but is this really the time?!”

You huffed at him impatiently before hissing out your plan. “Yes this is exactly the time! We can’t be seen – as wizards. We can be seen as muggles. We look like muggles and if you kiss me he won’t see our faces – hopefully he’ll just think we are two people making out secretly in the park and not bother us further!”

Sirius was visibly impressed. Still he hesitated. It’s not that he didn’t want to kiss you -hell no- your lips frequently appeared in his dreams, it’s just if he kissed you right now he would risk losing his reflexes – he wanted this, he had wanted it for a while now but he was afraid that if he kissed you here he would melt and lose his ability to protect you if things went awry. However you were right, it was a brilliant idea…

“What are you afraid I’ll bite, Black?!” Your voice shook him out of his head.

His grey eyes, now dark and stormy with desire, excitement, and fear, bore into yours. He placed his hands either side of your face, leaned down and kissed you.

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Crushes and Tutors

SUMMARY: A young Sirius Black accidentally lands himself in a tough situation with his crush

PAIRING: SiriusxReader

WARNINGS: None

TERMS: h/c= Hair color , h/h= Hogwarts house, e/c= Eye color

Sirius sat at the back of the class yawning yet again as the professor bored the students with his talk of the stars. The teacher droned on and on leaving Sirius to think there was no end in sight. Unknowingly his eyes drifted elsewhere, to a certain h/c girl sitting two rows in front of him. Its become a routine now, whether he was conscious of it or not, his eyes always drifted to you.

You had felt a strong gaze on you as you listened to the lecture and scribbled down your notes. Not wanting to miss anything you tried to refocus and pay attention to the lesson. Much to your dismay you could not bring yourself to process what the professor was saying. With an annoyed huff you slowly turned around in your seat to catch the culprit. Which to your shock was none other than the notorious Sirius Black.

Many thoughts crossed your mind, after all what would he want to do with you? You never had paid him much attention. Knowing becoming an Aruor and school before boys was your mantra, many guys left you alone. Some were brave enough to try and capture your attention but never succeeded. They were all ignorant guys who thought they could all get who they wanted and unfortunately Sirius was no different. Now just because school came first didn't mean you didn't have crushes, of course you did on a certain gray eyed boy from Astronomy, but he didn't need to know that.

You were so lost in your thoughts you hadn't realized that class let out. Slowly pushing out your chair and gathering your books, you headed out to Charms. Before you could exit the class you saw another body left in the room. With your luck it just so happened to be Sirius. His head was resting face down on the desk, supported by his left arm with his hair sprawled out and his right arm was lazily hanging at his side. Rolling your eyes at the sleeping figure you quietly head over in his direction.

“Sirius,” you mumbled softly. No movement.

“Sirius,” you said in a slightly louder tone. still the black haired boy did not wake. Y/n sat in the silence of the vacant classroom thinking of how to wake him. Maybe a hex ? No too harsh. Looking up at the clock above the teachers desk you settle on sticking to the same method. Springing back up from your seat , you slowly moved your hand toward him, your breath hitched as you placed it on his shoulder and gripped it before violently shaking it.

Sirius jumped up in his seat. Angrily the boy turned ready to scream at whoever had woken him in such a manor. To his surprise the person standing in front of him was the girl hat had lately been occupying his thoughts and who he has been staring at longingly for quite a whole now.

“Well are you going to just sit there?” y/n questioned the boy, annoyed that not only had he made her loose her focus but now also make her late for Charms.

Dumbstruck Sirius did not know what to do, his gray eyes flickered upwards to meet your e/c ones. Sucking in a breath he began to speak, “ listen I am sorry I made you late, let me make it up to you . The next Hogsmead trip I will buy you all of the candy you want at Honeydukes”.

Not believing that he would stick to his word you had laughed lightly before turning around to walk out the door. Sirius had seen the girl head off in the direction opposite of him.

Curiously he turns around to see where y/n is headed. Without thinking he started shouting at her in the empty corridor,” HEY, WHERE ARE YOU GOING THAT DOESN’T LOOK LIKE THE DIRECTION TO CHARMS”.

You stopped dead in your tracks at hearing his voice, twisting on you heels to stare at him. With a half smile you start, “ I know I am going to my common room, no point in going now and interrupting the lesson. Plus I could get the notes from my roommates”. Not thinking much of iy you returned to your journey to the h/h common room. A shuffling sound is heard behind you and ot long after does a certain Black appear by your side.

“Padfoot! Padfoot!” Sirius heard as he sat eating dinner in the great gall. It had been two weeks since his encounter with y/n, two weeks since he last talked to you. He was nervous, tongue tied around you. Not knowing exactly how to start a conversation or even just become friends.

Sirius looked up from his food to see one of his best mates gasping for air, “ Woah, what happened to you ? Lily tried to hex you again? “ he asks with a snicker.

James smirked at his friend, “ Actually it involves a certain h/h”.

Sirius eyed Prongs curiously, “Go on”.

“Well a little birdie told me she needs help in Astronomy,” James replied teasingly. “ Why don't you offer to tutor her?!”

Annoyed Sirius huffed, “ I am terrible at astronomy, I cant help her”.

“Study up then mate” Prongs states confidentially beaming at Sirius. “ Look , it’s dinner she has gotta... oh perfect there she is,” he says pointing at you.

Sirius sat still , he could not move a muscle but before he could resist James was already pushing him in your direction. It felt like going into a quidditch match with no game plan or a taking a test you didn't study for, hopeless. Next think he new, he was right in front of a confused y/n and a missing James.

“uhhhh...uhh” Sirius stammered. He quickly cleared his throat, “ hi”.

A pinch of color was starting to form on your cheeks, “ yes?”.

“I hear you need help in Astronomy”

“ oh uh yea actually I do,” you voice almost barely audible.

Gaining back his confidence he smoothly replies, “ I can tutor you if you want, I am fairly good at it” .

Smirking at Sirius you challenged, “ Oh yea? So good that you fall asleep in class? “

Sirius tried to find the words to say, taken back by your sassy remark, “What can I say, I am just that good”.

With a raised eyebrow and a curious gleam in your eye you answered the boy, “ Alright then Black, I'll see you tomorrow in the library”

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SIRIUS X READER (Sirius being an amazing cute boy😊.)

Can I have an imagine where Sirius Black is absolutely infatuated with the little things the reader does everyday? Thanks. &&& maybe someone finding out the readers self harming? —————————————————–

“I read that book already, give me a challenge. I want a decent grade.” You Said to Lily. Lily giggled and continued to help you search for a book for an assignment you had to make. Suddenly she gave you a light push against your shoulder. “Sshhh, don’t look right away okay?” You nodded. “Sirius is looking at you from behind the books over there.” She pointed over the big pile of books in the corner. You looked closer and spotted Sirius. His hair was all messy and his clothes were a bit wrinkled at least from the part you could see. “He looks tired.. Don’t you think?” You whispered to Lily still carefully staring at Sirius. “They all look tired, James, remus, Peter. Remus looks even more tired than Sirius..” Whispered Lily to you. You didn’t notice Sirius staring at you most of the time, but Lily did. First of all, she was a great friend to you and second she had a gift of reading people their emotions. “Poor guys.. I wonder what’s going on..” you said. “Sssh.. Sirius is coming this way.” He slowly walked your way, and yes his clothes were indeed wrinkled. Very wrinkled. You and Lily tried to lean casually against the bookshelves.

“I hope we don’t get a lot of homework tomorrow!” You said to Lily trying to hold in your laugh. The situation was just very silly. And you weren’t very good in saying that ‘casually’ which made it extra funny. “I hate homework, I hope we will never ever get homework again.” Sirius said with his hand in his pockets. You raised your brow. “Oh, do you?” You said smirking. “Yes, yes I do.” Lily laughed softly. “To what do we owe the pleasure of your presence, I guess you didn’t want to know how to paint your nails pink?” Sirius laughed at Lily’s comment. “I hoped (y/n) could teach me. I think she can do it very well.” Lily raised her brow. You smirked. “Are you asking me out?” You asked. “Maybe i am?” You smirked again. “Mysterious I see, I like clearance.” Sirius laughed. “You are really what they see you are.” You laughed. “And what do they say?” Lily was also really curious. “That you are fierce and that you have a strong personality. Not many man can handle that.” You raised your brow again. “Let me guess? You can?” Sirius smirked. “I can. Go on a date with me.” Sirius said. “No, you have to ask properly. I am not your dog.” Sirius laughed. “See you later princess.” You grabbed Lilys arm and pulled her out of the library.

“He will try again you know?” You sighed. “It’s the second time this month..” lily rolled her eyes. “You are really hard on him.. He clearly really like you. let’s make a bet, if you go on a date with him the next time he asks…..” Lily was silent for a while and sighed deeply. “I will go on a date with James.” You laughed. “That’s totally worth it, if you had said that before I would’ve been on a date with Sirius months ago. AMAZING.” You said laughing. Little did they know.. that Sirius was listening.

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You were sitting at the end of The gryfindor table next to Lily The next morning. “Can you hand me the toast?” Lily handed her the toast And a glass of orange juice. “Wel Thankyou!” You Said smiling. “I knew you were going to ask for orange juice, i know you so Well!” You laughed. “You sure do!” Sirius And James walked into the great hall, once again looking very tired. Sirius was holding something behind his back. The two boys sat down next to The two girls. They casually grabbed some toast and eggs. But the girls knew there was something up. Suddenly Sirius coughed. “(Y/n)?” You looked at him. He handed you a small bouquet of beautiful red roses. “Would you like to go on a date with me?” You smiled and nodded. “Yes, since you finally asked it decently.” Sirius laughed. “You have a good influence on me.” He said smirking. “Maybe I have.” You said laughing and looking at Lily. Lily got the hint and nervously looked at James. “James? Since these two are going on a date.. would you like to go on a date with me?” James eyes grew five inches bigger. His smile was as big as it could get. “Yes ofcourse! Uhm.. I have to check if I’m free.” Lily raised her brow. “We didn’t set a date yet.” She said chuckling. “Let’s have our tomorrow night.” Lily said. “Yeah sure.” James said trying to hide his enthusiasm. “When is our date?” You asked Sirius. “Tonight. I’m waiting for you in the commonroom at 9, after dinner.” You nodded. “Alright.” Sirius stood up and walked past you touching you lightly on your shoulder. You felt something you didn’t felt before.. and you didn’t know if you liked it…

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The lessons of the day had gone by smoothly. For once you couldn’t stop thinking about your date tonight. You were a bit nervous even though you knew the boy you were going on a date with CLEARLY liked you already. But did you already like him? Let’s get tonight over with first and than think about that.

You were in you room with Lily, who helped you getting ready for you date. “This dress will do.” You said. “It certainly will… girl you look so good! SIRIUS WILL LOVE IT.” You blushed. “Are you nervous?” Lily asked. “A bit.. I mean, it’s been a while since I dated someone..” Lily looked at you with a weak smile. “You have to open up more.. It’s good for you, you don’t want to be known as the old lady with twenty cats.” You nodded slowly. “I will try..” Lily grabbed your hand. “You won’t get hurt again, you are so much tougher than that.. you are known as the girl with spice, I mean that is a big deal. They know not to mess with you.” You laughed. “I sound like a thug, I like it. And on the other hand.. I don’t.. I want to be approachable.” Lily smiled at you. “Open up, be yourself and let your true colour shine trough.” You smiled. “You sound like my mom.” Lily smiled sadly. “I quoted my mom, she used to tell me that all the day time when i was younger when my sister was bullying me for what I am.. I miss her..” You squeezed in her hand and smiled at her. “I know… I’m sure your mom misses you too, luckily it’s only two more weeks before you see her again.” Lily stood up. “Come on, enough emotions for today! We are going to have fun!!” Lily looked at the clock. “It’s 9. Head downstairs and knock em dead! And bat with your lashes, I didn’t do your makeup for nothing.” You smiled and thanked her. You opened the dorm room and walked down the stairs. Sirius was waiting on the couch before the fire place. You layed a handed on his shoulder. He was startled and looked behind him almost immediately. “Woah, you look absolutely gorgeous. My god.” He stood up and walked over to you. “Thankyou.” You said smiling. He grabbed your hand gently, and looked at you. You nodded and smiled. After all you did need to let loose. “I planned a nice walk, but we have to be careful ofcourse because we don’t want to get caught.” He acted adorable and so nervous. You two walked trough the corridors. “Tell me a bit about yourself.” You said to Sirius. “What do you want to know?” Sirius said. “Personal stuff. I want to get to know you, Sirius.” Sirius smiled. “You act so tough all the time, but I’m sure there is so much more to you.” Sirius nodded. “Alright. My whole family is in slytherin, which made it very hard for me because I am in Gryfindor. Ofcourse.” He said smiling sadly and pointing at the gryfindor logo on his cape. “My family hates me.. they absolutely despise me, because I don’t want any of that pure blood shit. I thing it’s unhuman to think like that. And I hate my parents because of that.. they never excepted me for who I am.” You looked at Sirius feeling sad for him. “I practically have no family anymore. The only people that care for me are the Potters. I have no one..” You stepped before him and pulled him in a hug. “I’m so sorry you had to go through that..” He held on to you, finally having some comfort. It looked like he didn’t had a hug in a while.

The two where finally outside the castle. The air was cold, and probably not what Sirius had planned. “I’m glad you told me something like that.. It makes me understand you more..” You said. “Tell me something about you, why are you who you are today?” You smirked. “Aside from the fierce girl ofcourse.” You said laughing. Sirius laughed. “I.. I just got hurt a lot.. and I hurt myself a lot in the process. They didn’t appreciate me, they didn’t have respect me, they called me things. And somehow I started to believe the horrible things, i started blaming myself. Hurting myself even..” You slowly pulled up your sleeve. Sirius listened to you. Like no one ever listened to you before. “I felt so unappreciated, I felt so alone. I grew up in a broken home, with a lot of half-sisters and half-brothers. It’s just fucked up.. all of it. But I came out of it stronger than ever. You showed him the marks, that were now scares. I’ve made it here, all by myself. So I kept thinking that I could do anything myself.. but you just can’t.” You sighed. “I never thought I would tell someone this…” You said slowly looking at the ground. He put his arm around your shoulder and pulled you closer to him. He sure was touchy-feely, but you liked it. You felt loved by him. And he was interested in you like no one ever was. “This story just proves my theory even more.” You looked at him questionably. “And what is your theory than?” You asked smiling. “That you are an amazing strong young woman. And I absolutely adore you, you are so brave.. I absolutely admire you.. Don’t get scared.. but I used to watch you a while. Not in a creepy way I swear! And I just knew you were so much more than people described you and I immediately knew that you are the woman for me. And don’t get scared.. I knew this just our first date and this are still fragile. But I just wanted you to know this.” You blushed heavily. “Woah.. No boy ever talked to me like this..” The sky was now very gray. Rain started pouring out of the sky. Sirius turned to face you and hold one of your hands. He layed his hand on your cheek and looked you deep in your eyes. Both of you didn’t rush to stay dry. You both didn’t care anymore. You brought your face closer to his. He also came closer and placed his lips on your lips. Softly but passionately. You happily answered his kiss. Sirius broke the kiss when it started raining even harder. “Let’s seek for shelter. I don’t want you to catch a cold.” You smirked at him. “I don’t care.” You kissed him again and you both new that the spark was mutual.