Alot of deep stuff regarding my experiences with sixk-mutt, since they seem to be trending on this godforsaken app right now.
Second and final post I’m going to make on the situation regarding sixk-mutt or scarecrow collective or whatever else.
I think that this is good that it is coming forward. Since I knew them, Scarecrow collective has always been manipulative, a liar, and obsessive, they would blame all these traits on BPD, or some other obscure disorder they had. They had always been into the weird stuff they’d been into, and would always post about it in public servers, always making everyone uncomfortable . They’d use a “matching up system”, and were source daters, and tried to make it out like it wasn’t odd. They constantly tried to isolate us when we had little arguements with friends, and in the end ended up with only them, to which I then had to take initiative and apologise to everyone for being manipulated, because I was very obviously in a psychological abuse. Not to mention the explicit sexual things they would say to me with intention, knowing my age, and knowing how young I was. I knew from the getgo their sexual ideals were wrong, strange and oddly dangerous and disgusting (They used to say they wanted to be “forcefully fucked”, and “held down”.) We only dated them for about a month, and broke it off, and something always wonders what would happen if I stayed. Everything I said in that arguement after we left was true, and nobody held their hand on their heart and every told me so.
I have given in all my proof surrounding and regarding the situation, no matter them being older. I have shared my experience here, and with the people involved in this.
Sick to my stomach knowing that this has come out, and it is far deeper I have imagined, amongst it being sick and twisted.
At the time off all this, I would’ve been 13-14, being manipulated by someone across the world. I’m now almost 16. I would never ever dream of doing the stuff they did to me to anyone else.
It doesn’t surprise me that this stuff is coming out, and I will probably just not shed light on it now, but will have my dms open for any victim who would like to come forward. I want to make sure you are all safe, please dm me if you need it.
