#sixmonthsandcounting

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Feeling accomplished. And exhausted.

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This chapter of my life is called happiness #sixmonthsandcounting 💕 (at The Buenaventura Golf & Beach Resort)

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In just six months I get to marry my favorite human in the entire world. It's the best. #weregettingmarriedthisyear #cantwait #loveyoualways #sixmonthsandcounting

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When a Dad's wishes come true!

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The love that will never get lost

“My first love was everything all at once. The kind you never fall back from. Never try to. Never want to. A love so big, so strong, it never dies. Never fades. Never loses its electricity. The kind of love you fight for. The kind of boy you fight for.”

Gusto kong i-labas lahat nang nararamdaman ko sa entry kong ito, but sussed that it would be very impossible. Sa previous entry sinabi ko na papakawalan ko na siya. But no, I was absolutely wrong. Hindi ko siya kayang pakawalan. Siguro oo, may mga times na nalilito tayo o nadadala tayo sa mga pangyayari sa paligid. Natural lang siguro na mangyari yun. But at the end of the day, alam mo sa sarili mo, sa puso mo, na siya parin. Na mahal na mahal mo parin siya kahit ano pang gawin mo. Kahit i-divert mo pa feelings mo sa iba. Alam mong siya, siya parin ang nilalaman ng puso mo. It has always been him, and it will always be him. Alam kong mahirap ang sitwasyon namin ngayon pero sabi nga nila, hindi mo makukuha ang isang bagay kung hindi ka magpupursigi. At sa isang relationship, madami pa kayong pagdadaanan bago niyo makamtan ang inyong pinapangarap na forever. Akala ko dati wala nang mas ikakalala pa nang mga pagsubok na dumating sa amin, pero yun pala wala lang pala yung mga pagsubok na yun in comparison sa mga nangyayari ngayon sa amin. But atleast, we’re here for each other. Sabi nga niya, walang tapos na, walang game over sa ating dalawa. Parang naka-kadena na kami sa isa’t isa at pagsubok na sa amin yun kung paano namin malulutas ang lahat nang mga mangyayari. And yes, I am willing to take that fight with him. The fight with him, against the world.

Kaya siguro ako napaisip na sumuko dati dahil siguro duwag ako. I’m such a coward. And yes, I was a coward. Natakot ako na baka umasa lang ako sa wala. Na baka masayang lang lahat nang effort namin sa paglalaban sa pagmamahalan namin. Pero narealize ko, mas masakit pala yung susuko nalang ako kahit alam kong mahal na mahal namin ang isat isa at wala man lang akong ginawa o sinubukan gawin para magtagumpay kami. Mas masakit pala yung isusuko mo lang bigla yung taong kayang ibigay lahat sayo, yung taong kaya kang ipaglabang sa kahit kanino, yung taong handang harapin ang lahat, yung taong handang tiisin ang lahat nang pasakit na iyong binibigay, yung taong pinakita sayo kung anong ibigsabihin nang true love. So sinabi ko sa sarili ko, fuck yeah. Masaktan na kung masaktan. Ayokong magsisi pagdating nang panahon. Kasi sa huli, pag pinili ko yung mas madaling paraan na iwan nalang ang lahat at mag move on, sarili ko lang lolokohin ko e. Kasi alam kong hinding hindi ko siya makakalimutan. Alam ko na kung hindi man kami yung magkatuluyan, hinding hindi parin siya mawawala dito sa puso ko. He’s my man. And I’m grateful to spend this bittersweet journey with him. With the love of my life. ♥

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Six months (and counting)

Today marks our six months together. Some of you may think that we need to calm down, it's only six months and we're making such a huge deal about it. Welp, guess what...it is to the both of us. This has been the longest and most serious relationship we've both ever been in. So yeah, it's kind of important to us. I don't really want to apologize if we've been sorta spamming you all on Tumblr, Instagram, and even Facebook.

It's because we're happy. We're happy to be together, enjoying every single day we have with each other. God has truly blessed us with such a beautiful relationship. From the very beginning until now, nothing has ever felt natural to me. Even though there were times where fear got the best of me, I still took the chances and went with this little force that was pushing me to go with this flow.

Our relationship is not perfect. Nowhere near perfect. However, its beautiful imperfection gives the unique aspect to our relationship and we embrace it creating an "us." We're two different people, but our differences compliments each other. Our similarities are just the same. It's crazy to think how its working so beautifully. We learn new things about each other and the relationship as well. Taking it one day at a time, and being able to surpass any challenges that has come our way so far. Within six months, we've been through a lot of obstacles and was able to get through with it more than couples who have been together for years. "It takes work, to make it work," my Kuya wrote about his marriage and I agree. The amount of work and effort you put in the relationship, is a few actions of love. I love him, plain and simple.

Thank you, Lord, for us. Without You, we wouldn't be where we are now. I really do feel like one lucky girl to be with such an amazing guy. 

Happy six months, Chris (Christopher, Mac Daddy, Manongbear, Big Booger Bear, etc). You have helped me overcome a lot of fears in my life and I can't thank you enough for that. No words can fully express how grateful I am for you. You've seen me in my highest, and definitely have been there in my lowest. Thank you for being yourself, and sharing pieces of who you are to me. I love you.

Here's to us. Here's to more joys and struggles that comes in our way. May we continue with this relationship in God's love and enjoying every minute of it.