#sizzle rambles

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I am annoyed by the TikTok miraculous fandom being unaware of the tumblr side because so often I’ll see comics reposted (buggachats vampire au just today) and people will be asking for a part 2 or more and I’m like, well there might not be a part 2 to this thing just yet but there is a wealth of other art to find on TUMBLR where you can support the ORIGINAL ARTIST OR WRITER

Like some are decent enough to credit in the description but no one reads descriptions. So often reposts get more traction than the original poster sharing it there too. It’s just so awful

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I was trying to draw what a possible Adrien outfit change would be when he finally figures out who he is, as the discussions have been brilliant but honestly I have no new ideas because we already have an answer

The orange shoes have returned.

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I am an Adrien head canons to make him worse girlie. It’s deeply important to me he be as sad and tortured as possible. Yes he has a complicated relationship to his father… but also his mother. Emilie was abusive too, I am sorry. That boy is in some way gender non-conforming. He has problems around food. He is an active threat to himself. He has self-image issues yet doesn’t know who he is.

But he is so incredibly soft despite it all. He is kind. He is brave and he is a hero and he will save himself. He just hasn’t gotten there quite yet.

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I dreamt i had a baby. I cared for it well until my mother appeared and said i held it wrong. I then dropped the baby and cried over it, thinking id ruined it. My mother called us for dinner and i had no cot to put the baby in and laid it on my bed. It became malleable and I kneaded its flesh, trying to fix the damage I’d caused it. I formed it into something close to baby shaped, wrapped it in a t-shirt so no one could see it no longer had a face. I came downstairs and laid it on the couch and left to feed myself.

A tiny dog ran into the room after me. I’d turned my baby into a dog.

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Hi, im trying to build up a portfolio of work for commissions. This is where you guys come in! I need some ref sheet examples so I need characters to draw!

If you have a cool oc or dnd character and would be interested in a ref sheet for them (for free), please dm me. Please include any pictures/pinterest boards you have for them, I prefer visual references but if it’s a cool written description I may consider it. I aim to do at least three this summer, and I’ll be choosing the ones I am most interested in!

Thank you!

If I don’t get to your oc, I’ll be posting about my commissions when I open them. I’m trying to make enough money to fund my education so im hoping to somehow become popular enough on TikTok to make money 🫠

I’m also going to be doing illustration comms. Which are technically open but I want to figure out the rest first. Thank you bye

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When Chloe says something duuumbbbbbb - the girlfriends give each other the ‘look’

Sketch so i don’t forget how to draw. My style is glitching the fuck out atm. Also like what is anatomy my portfolio is suffering

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The problem with heavily identifying with a character is that in parts where we don’t know how the character would feel, I assume it’s how I feel and that’s why Marinette Dupain Cheng has problems with intimacy

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Do you think Adrien felt his father die, a firm invisible hand suddenly lifted off his shoulder? Crescent shaped scars left behind on his skin. Do you think he felt relieved when Ladybug told him the news that he'd died before quickly filling with immense guilt? His father had saved the world, and done everything to protect him. How dare he feel relieved. How dare he have hated him so much. Every time his father had brushed him off, had yelled and degraded him, made him feel trapped and isolated was all for him. What hell must his father have been living in, controlled by Monarch's threats against his own son's life. All he'd done was make it harder, push against the orders his father gave to keep him safe. Maybe if he'd been better, kept his head down, never asked to go to school, to have friends. Maybe then his father wouldn't have had to sacrifice himself.

Do you think deep down, behind the grief and the guilt and the shame, he is the happiest he's ever been?