#skalk

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is it not actually crazy insane that connor calls him huddy. stupid fucking nickname. hearing it makes hudson hard

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that unmedicated adhd means hudson is 200% focused on the task at hand when he’s fucking connor btw. king arthur on steroids couldn’t pull him out of that lonely texan europhile

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eggs in ryland grace

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sleep deprived for the first time in a while started writing gizmo pov crack hudcon

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i kinda feel like a tradfujo (derogatory) thinking about hudcon’s hand size difference but like. it’s not like i’m using that as irrefutable evidence that hudson MUST top because he has BIG MANLY HANDS and connor is a DELICATE WAIF by comparison. don’t shoot me. it’s more like. well 2 me hudson tops and i believed that before i realized his hands were bigger than connor’s and even then it’s not that much of a difference and well in summary it’s just rather convenient for my beliefs then that he has big hands. top hudson was divined to me first and then it followed that he has big hands to finger connor with. yay. ok. daily self-affirmations.

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life is pissing me off so bad this month i need connor storrie writhing and whimpering on it on my desk by 8pm tonight there’s like nothing out there also he needs to be psychologically torturing himself via paradigms totally of his own making every time hudson thrusts into him unforch this only exists in my google docs can someone please read my mind and send this out into the world and everyone agrees with me forever and writes five billion fics that perfectly encapsulate my visions

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good thing over; back to regularly scheduled actual hell on earth for bonks

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CAN SOEMTHING GOOD HAPPEN TO ME. CHINESE DINNER W MY CHINESE FRIEND’S FAMILY. AND I DONT DIE AND EXPLODE