#skeptical frog

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Dean Winchester is a broken shell of a man

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I really appreciate biggaybenny for getting some Benny love into this chapter… hate that you had to talk about dean killing him

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Absolutely sick rn

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ABSOLUTELY SICK RN

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Jeeeesus Christ man. What am I supposed to do with this huh? ’What’s a saint without a sacrifice? What’s a righteous man if he hasn’t been clawed apart first?’ Like I’m sorry…

This kind of stuff is the reason I’ve shaken and cried so much over this fic. It’s goddamn beautiful but it fucking hurts me. I’m pretty sure the noise that came out of me reading this was just a choked “oh?” like what the fuck?

[buffyseasonsix]

Oh my god… they are old men in love!

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Oh god oh no oh god wtf

‘Take it off me, take it out of my hands‘ Christ I’m sobbing. Absolutely sick for this skrog

Wtf wtf wtf

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God he just... Cas is just…

Dean was bracing himself for violence and Cas gave him love and care and he FORCED him to understand that cas cares

And then just— Cas knows it and Cas is done with skirting around it but Dean can’t say it he doesn’t know what he wants enough to voice it but god he knows he wants cas here and he’ll die if he leaves