I wish I were a better friend, honestly. I wish I were better at making plans. I wish I wasn’t scared of the unscheduled-ness of just hanging out. I wish I could just ask if you wanted to hang and be ok with that. I wish I were more up for hanging out with people in general. I wish we lived closer, so we could actually hang out when we both had the time. I wish you loved yourself more, because you’re going amazing places and I want you to be able to see that. I wish I was better at talking to people and comforting you when you really need it. I’m not sure I’m good at that. Honestly… I just wish I were the kind of friend you deserve. And I know you’d fight me and say that I am, but I’m just gonna let you do that, and then say what I said anyway. In all honesty I just wish I could hang with you, doing something that doesn’t make me feel like an absolute idiot. I wish you could see just how amazing and loved you are ^U^