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DEATH HOUSE
Yesterday I went into the cursed house to dig through the remains left by deceased parents. Trash and hoarding and dead animals. Letters to one another professing love, letters to one another spewing hate, letters to each other they never opened or read.
Had to kick open the door to get in. The throbbing pain in my foot a reminder I am still alive and of this realm. Tomorrow I will go through the piles of boxes I recovered in search of something. I can't identify what it is but I hope it's there.
All the art supplies I wasn't allowed to touch or use as a child are still in the boxes. A folded up poster of a kitten among a stack of moldy porno mags. A doll house in a box that has been in the same space in the middle of the dining room floor for 20 years.
Someone my mother was fucking lived in my old room. They are the same age as I am. They love trucks. They left truck models all over the floor. The painted over things I put on the walls.
I recovered my old childhood stuffed dog toy from the debris. I left the rest to molder and rot. Outside the tall grass shimmered and waved in the breeze. This is being alive.
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METAL POSTS
Been making posts linking to METAL on Bandcamp sort of randomly here since I put THE GRIND on hiatus. If you aren't seeing them (and it's DUMBLR so probably not) you can always use this link for the tag:
Posts tagged with #metal