neither of them are happy with meee
because i’m stupiddd

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neither of them are happy with meee
because i’m stupiddd
thought i was just being shitty and bitter but i was right
i hate being fucking right
it’s only a fucking problem when i don’t talk
i’m the only one who’s not allowed to keep shit to myself
i’m the only fucking one who has to open his mouth or else i ruin the relationship
only me
it’s all been on me from the very fucking start
i need.
a breather.
i am nearly positive they will both soon be changing their minds about me and finding a way to grow past me lol
how many times can i call myself gross before one or both of them messages me out of nowhere
like fuckin beetlejuice
i want to make him hate me.
it, like. physically struck me. i want to make him angry. both of them. i want them to hate me.
of course, anything i might attempt in that vein is just going to make them worry.
i shouldn’t have done this.
they’re too good to me
better than i deserve
and god knows i’m a dead fucking weight