#sleepyneko feels

[snezhnayansnow]

I sick of tumblr... all over again

hypocritical as always.

I guess I should just delete my blog and just run the stupid joke of a hentai blog. literally an awful joke but whatever...

OH and my RP blog- that way I don't have to look at half of these posts.

[snezhnayansnow]

Dear Mother,

How the FUCK and I suppose to be an independent young lady if you FUCKING DO EVERYTHING FOR ME!

I CAN'T EVEN FUCKING WAKE UP AT 8:30 WITHOUT HER BARGING INTO MY ROOM (at 8:10) SEEING IF I'M GONNA WAKE UP!

Not only all of that- but I have to wake up early today because my mother supports rape culture. Basically everything she told me she would never to do me because her mother did the same.

I'm tired of this  and it needs to stop...

I need a job so I can make money so I can leave. The sooner the better... I need to get rid of the 'toxic' people in my life.

[snezhnayansnow]

From bad to worse... today just keep getting better and better.

[snezhnayansnow]

Fuckingshitpissmotherfuckingasshat

I give up so hard... I swear I would be dead already if it wasn't for some people... ... ...

I'm starting a bucket list now... so when I feel like fucking shit, which I do right now, I can go read it and be like

YUP can't die yet

still got shit ton of shit to do.

mother fuckers

[snezhnayansnow]

I'm going over to my twin's house tomorrow~

It's a long drive... and I'm super excited owo

[snezhnayansnow]

It's snowing... I really love watching the snow. I love the cold!

This is my kind of weather~

Class was also canceled- again. I'm okay with it because this gives me 2 more weeks to work on my 20 pictures that were suppose to be due today (I only did 6 because I suck)

On a side note... I'm really depressed today. I don't feel like eating and I don't really want to talk to anyone.

Yesterday was going so well too- I'm so sorry.

I feel like I just always fuck everything up...

I've just been in a depressed stupor for a month now. Going to class and getting to talk to my twin and Wade and Andy Mints really helps pick me up though... Carlos too. But I miss my other college friends *cough*SHANACANDIESALLISON*cough*, and my other friends...

My Jonghyun RP makes me feel better too- so I've been on there a lot more than on this account, since being here makes me feel worse sometimes.

I just feel like I have no where to go...

I don't even know why I'm writing this- I suppose in hopes it will make me feel a little better.

[snezhnayansnow]

Well Carlos is late... and I just don't really feel like talking to anyone but Kelly... I mean SHINee's got 2 new CDs coming out. I would like to some how get them. I'm pretty excited but depressed all at the same time. How is that even possible?

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GUYS... It's SNOWING!