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I’m so glad I could help :D That’s good, hopefully he’ll kind of forget about you haha, or learn that he’s not the smartest guy to live on planet Earth. I understand what you’re saying about feeling disloyal though, since you’ve know him for so long.
nah. if anything, college will make him even more full of himself, since he's going to be a prestigious alumni of university of california, davis. (i wish tumblr had an eyeroll meme face.) but whatever.
alright- i promise this is my last rant about him (and let me say that you've been more than patient and understanding with me), but writing out my thoughts helps me organize my feelings and come to a conclusion:
on the last day of school he gave me his yearbook and asked me to sign it, but when i was getting out my pen he started listing all of these provisions about how i could sign it. and when i told him that no, if he wanted me to sign it i would sign it anyway i please and that even if i took a whole page he had plenty of blank pages left for everyone else, he got all insulted and told me to sign this page in the middle of the damn book. and when i say middle- i mean it was in the yearbook itself. it was a page that had 'senior activities' written a crossed it.
so i turned to it, and instead of the long, thoughtful, poetic thing i had planned about what our friendship meant to me- i just wrote 'screw you and your passive aggressive blank pages'.
and now that's how he gets to remember me.
obviously, our long-standing friendship meant nothing to him if he wouldn't let me sign where ever, how ever i wanted. so why should it matter to me, right?