#slefharm

[ghastly-sheep]

Shoplifting relapse, shit’s bad but it’s better than cutting 😇

[monlemeli]

Slowly losing control

I eat till I'm sick, diet till I'm a skeleton, drink till I've passed out, want to smoke weed, try mushrooms, get tattoos, dance all night but I also want to be the best at school, to hide from other's, to stay sane and around. It's a battle, trying to lose some of my control without it all. I am losing and my mind is slowly seeing the amount of power is has. I haven't seen properly in days, my head is throbbing and the self-induced scars on my arms aren't healing. I am scared of losing myself completely.