being a proxy
My headcanons about how it is being a proxy to the Slenderman.
CW: 18+, violence, mental illnesses, alcohol, smoking, drugs, sexual content.
￫ Being a proxy is resigning every single bit of self management or independence you’ve ever had. You do not live for yourself, you live to serve your master. His desires and intentions are always above your owns.
￫ Your physical or mental wellbeing are not more important than fullfilling your masters’ desires and missions.
￫ Disobeying is a self inflicted torture. Both physically and mentally. Slenderman knows exactly what will break you and he will use it against you.
￫ And I’m talking about straight up PAIN. Your head hurts, your muscles tense, you feel like throwing up and all your trauma comes back to your mind.
￫ To turn you into a proxy, Slenderman has to give you some of his own blood.
￫ When you turn into a proxy, you gain supernatural powers related to your previous personality and habilities. Slenderman doesn’t change you; he enhances your already existing traits.
￫ You have a bubbly personality and were a member of tracking team? Great! Now, as a proxy, you are maniacally hypersocial and extremely agile.
￫ Were you a bodybuilder with a short temper? Then you get super strength with an explosive anger growing inside you.
￫ The constant buzzing of slender’s control over your mind almost never completely fades, leading to a constant feeling of overstimulation and a propensity to addictions.
￫ Everytime someone crosses Slenderman’s territory, you feel it. It’s uncomfortable, invasive. You can’t avoid the feeling of wanting to rip open whoever dared to go into your home.
￫ If someone ever manages to find the Slenderman’s pages, you feel it. The pain, the fear, his anger mixing up with yours. The humming fets louder, your head spins and it won’t stop until they’re dead (or on your team)
￫ You can track down anything inside Slender’s territory.
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