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sometimes i just feel really bad because i know what it feels like to be going what you're going through. i guess it's not EXACTLY the same, but it's enough that i know how awful it is and how hard it is to keep going. so in a lot of ways i admire you, i guess? because i've broken down so many times with so little and yet you're still trucking on. sad as fuck, but you don't take shit and you keep your chin up and i can't even do that.
i just want to see you get better, since i can't. i don't know how to do that, since i'm an awful sort of friend, but i try when i can.











