-`♡´- BPD Eve + MANY thoughts about how she's a good reference of how misogynistic abuse affects someone.
She lost her ENTIRE family. The only person she had to rely on after the massacre on her village was Adam. Of course she clung onto him after all that, and of course she would accept the offer to become MA if it was her way to regain any sort of normalcy, even if she knew she was just being used for her body and even lied to MULTIPLE times by Adam beforehand.
When that ALSO failed with her twins being stillborn, of course she lost her mind!!!! I feel like so many people overlook that specific part of her story especially because "they're just babies". Those were her babies !!! I'd like to imagine she had postpartum psychosis as a result of all of that. It would also make sense why a whole year later she was having severe hallucinations. That kind of trauma just doesn't magically dissipate in just a year.
And then, many years later, those very children she is coerced into abandoning because her shitfaced husband never cared for them to begin with. I would imagine Eve would've fought tooth and nail even in a famine for Hänsel and Gretel. But she was already so indoctrinated by Adam's word over her by that point and it makes me so sad!!! She was a headstrong, independent young lady and all her life was robbed by this manchild. He never stopped to think maybe he is hurting her because he likely loved the idea of caring for her like a wounded animal more than he actually loved her.
Anyway, OSS happens, and with each incarnation she obviously sees herself as a savior to the people whose lives she reclaims of, but she is also extremely driven by Adam still. She is drawn to men who resemble him and does everything in her power to keep her peace. By Sloth arc, she is just so torn by being LITERALLY USED TIME AND AGAIN her only way of solace is to "sleep forever" and she genuinely saw it as a form of granting peace to her people, even if there was genuine resentment sprinkled in somewhere. And especially with Kaspar. Again, with the Adam parallels.
TLDR; Eve lost so much at a young age and became extremely codependent on Adam, and her overall
Lack of sense of self, relying on him for reference, even through each incarnation
Her extreme all-or-nothing perspective on life, especially regarding herself and her people
Contradictory behaviors (eg. killing people to preserve her image as Calgaround; giving Gift to her town because she genuinely thought sleep was better for everyone, even if she knew it was just death; ...)
lead me to believe she is someone with BPD and Adam is her FP, as well as this being the result of the continuous abuse she received over each life, no matter how much she would forget. Her soul still retained all of that information.
It also lowkey leads me into believing her to be a plural/median system also, but that's another can of worms
submitted by @sundayato -`♡´- send your headcanons!
Mothy you coward you could've written about père noël pre sloth arc or something about pre pride arc or post first part of pride arc like those 5 years or a short funny series about the servant's shenanigans or- or- or-
