“just nervous”
yumi x female reader smut.
contents - it's blake and y/ns first time and y/n is very nervous about not performing good enough for him.
warnings~ smut, swearing, use of pet names, lower caps intended!!! enjoy!!
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y/n and blake had never had sex before, they had kissed, cuddled but had never done anything intimate with each other, apart from one hot make out sesh that lasted 10 seconds at most, blake has had sex before so he wasn’t nervous about his performance but y/n had never done anything because she had never found the right person to give her virginity to, until she found blake.
blake knew that y/n wasn't ready and had always promised her that he'll wait as long as it will take until she's ready, it would sometimes end up with him getting a bit carried away by starting to kiss down her neck and let his hands wander between her thighs until she'd tell him she's still not ready, and he'd understand which she always admired about him, how he would always listen and manage to control himself for her.
today things were feeling a bit different for y/n, she walked into her and blake's shared bedroom, which had unfortunately been decorated by blake with rugs on the wall since moving into the new house, and she found him sitting at his desk working on something at his computer, he turned around when he heard the noise of the door closing behind her.
"oh hey baby" he said to her while tapping his thigh hinting for her to come over, she sat on his lap, legs dangling either side of the chair and putting her face into his neck "hey" she said with her voice being muffled, blake started to stoke up and down her back which made her moan softly into his neck. the little noise she let out took blake by surprise considering it was only a small touch.
she looked up at him as they stared into each other's eyes for a couple of seconds until blake decided to break the silence "can i kiss you, please?” he asked her as his hand went up to cup her cheek, his thumb stroking it, "of course" y/n whispered out, as soon as she replied blake pulled her into a deep kiss letting his hands travel down towards her hips holding her in place on his lap, as they continued kissing, y/n unknowingly began to grind down onto blake's thighs moaning while she did so, blake took the hint and began to slowly kiss down her neck, leaving some love marks behind for her to find in the morning, "blake....? think i'm ready" she breathed out while he pulled away from her neck looking back into her eyes, "are you sure?" he asked her cautiously "because baby i'll wait however lon-." he managed to spit out before he was cut off by y/n pulling him back into a deep and passionate kiss, her arms wrapped around the back of his neck “i'm sure, i promise" she whispered in his ear.
blake took this opportunity and ran with it and picked her up as she wrapped her legs around his waist whiles he walked them both over to their shared bed, his grip still tight on her waist. He then placed her gently on the double bed and began to kiss down her neck again, y/n's hands find their way to the bottom of blake's shirt and attempted to lift it off, he got the hint she was throwing his way and removed his shirt as y/n removes hers own as well, blake makes his way down to her hips pulling down the black shorts that she had been wearing leaving her only in her underwear, he then focuses on removing his sweatpants leaving him also very exposed to the girl infront of him. He then begins to wrap his hands around y/n's back attempting to undo the clasp of her bra, which suddenly comes undone, she lets out a small gasp as her boyfriend begins to attack her breast with his mouth, he starts to lick and softly bite at her nipple and flicking the other with his hands, "fuck.. blake" y/n let out with a breathy moan, she had never felt anything like this before, this was a new found feeling for her causing her hands to grab onto his brown locks for support, one of his hands travel down to the inside of her thighs slowly going up towards her now soaking wet core, he looked up at her "can i?" he asked for her permission before touching her "mhmm" she managed to let out, "i'm going to need to hear your words princess" he said to her, lust filling his voice, "yes blake" she managed to get out and as soon as she did he pulled her black lace panties down and threw them somewhere across the room, his face went back up to meet hers as he entered a finger into her, a loud moan escaped y/n's lips and in a state of embarrassment she covers her mouth with her hands and shut her eyes until she felt blake's free hand remove hers from her mouth "no baby, i wanna hear how good i make you feel" he demanded causing y/n to feel even more shy, pulling her into another passionate kiss blake then inserted another finger into her making y/n moan into the kiss, she could feel an unfamiliar but pleasurable knot growing in her stomach, she started to draw her nails up blake's back leaving many red, burning scratch marks, lewd moans kept escaping her mouth as blake was now attacking her neck again, "b.. blake i think i'm gonna cum" she moaned out and as she felt the knot growing even bigger, blake pulled out his fingers giving her a smug smirk as she pouted her lips confused as to why he would stop all of a sudden "be patient princess" he said to her as he began to lower his boxers, his hard dick sprung out of his boxers, red and leaking with precum clearly aching for some sort of relief, he aligned himself up with her dripping hole and asked her "are you sure your ready?" while looking her in the eyes
"i'm sure" she replied to him. he started entering himself slowly to make sure he didn't hurt the smaller girl infront of him, y/n winced at the pain that her boyfriend was unintentionally causing her "are you okay? do you want me to stop?" blake asked her softly “n.. no i'm okay" she said to him in a hushed tone, he began to enter himself even further until he eventually managed to fully insert himself.
"f-fu-ckk" was all blake could let out as he started to adjust to the tightness, he started to thrust into her slowly and gentle, y/n gripped his shoulders and started letting out loud breathy moans, "f.. fast.. faster please" she begged him in which he listened and began to pick up his pace, the room was filled with the noise of skin slapping and lewd moans, blake's attention went back to y/n's neck once again as he started leavings love bites on the other side of her neck that was not for long unmarked, y/n's nails scratching down blake's back and her other hand was grabbing onto his hair,
"b.. blake i.. think i'm close" she almost yelled out to him and she felt the now familiar knot from earlier form in her stomach again "just hold on baby" he whispered into her ear as he sped up the pace and went a little more rough than he was before, making the pleasure more intense for the both of them, as both of them come close to their climaxes y/n pulls blake back in for one more deep kiss as they both come to the end of their high, moaning into each other mouths blake's pace becomes slower and sloppier as they both finish. as they come down from the high blake places his forehead on y/n's and whispers "i love you" sweetly into her ear “i love you more" she whispers back,
"let's go get cleaned up hm?" he says as he gets up off the bed and picks up her as she wrapped her legs around his waist as he carried her to the shower.
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