#small psa

[loveyourownsmiilee]

Just a friendly reminder that bc the title of 8.06 is “Confessions”, it doesn’t necessarily mean Buck and Eddie will be confessing their feelings to EACH OTHER. Will there be confessions being made throughout the episode? Most probably. Will one of both possibly confess their feelings to a third party? Could be possible as well. But it doesn’t immediately mean that with that title we immediately win a Buddie love confession. Please keep that in mind

[duskyumbra-indigo-1hundredand1]

Warning to new CRK players:

This game throws a million rewards at you at once, like seriously I CANNOT keep up with all of these 💔💔💔

It's especially bad when you first join or when there's a new big update

Be mentally prepared to get bombed

[rpc-cafe]

a post for whoever needs it

hi there! hope you're well. i'm here to say that i am so glad you're around. you are valued, important, and so very special.

please, if you have one, take a moment to reflect on this: in a world that desperately needs light and imagination, here you are weaving stories and building characters. you are made of the same elements that used to be parts of old stars. you are formed out of ancient supernova explosions and nebulous gases and other beautiful, powerful forces. you continue creating just as the cosmos did and i personally think there is something beautiful about that.

here you are, my friend, and i am so happy because of it. whatever you create is made of stardust and pieces of you. that is more than good enough. keep shining.

[beautifulpersonpeach]

you said

I'll admit, these days I'm a bit disconnected from the fandom and don't keep up with jikook and/or BTS as much as I used to,

pardon my impertinence but what happened? me myself i don't feel safe in the fandom anymore but i still stay for jikook. what made you disconnected from bts and the fandom when you used to be one of the most prolific army writers here? i know your work got busy but is that the only thing? forgive my impertinence again but you don't even look excited about jikook some times. i've sent you many asks about ays and jikook that you haven't answered. you don't have to answer but i miss your perspectives and if there's a reason you don't feel connected to army or bts or jikook anymore i hope you can share it with us.

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Ask 2:

I miss you around here BPP. My asks about BTS and jikook have gone unanswered for what feels like months and while I know your work has gotten very busy I still selfishly want you back here with us being active.

I hope you're well and haven't forgotten about us your tumblr fam 😭

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I'm still here guys. But I'll take this ask to rant and ramble and hopefully answer all related questions about the future of BPP.

(Anon in ask 2, I'm sorry to you and everyone who still frequents this blog because, well...)

Idk what to say except that I can't fake it. I can't fake enthusiasm when I feel none. Is this so shocking? I mean, y'all have to be a bit fatigued as well, no?

I've been in the fandom for something like 10 years, and lately nothing here has changed except for the worse - the predictable kind - the sort I've been talking about since I opened this blog five years ago.

Just this past week, I logged onto Twitter and saw --

Discourse about how Yoongi limping meant he has liver disease.

People talking about how a mentally ill (untreated but employed) diet solo wrote a fan fiction book about Jungkook and is selling it for US$25 + tax.

Discourse about Jungkook's painted nails - some people reaching past Timbuktu to explain why his nail colours couldn't possibly have anything to do with jikook, while another part of the fandom talking about nothing else except that his nail colours are proof jikook are a couple.

Taekookers claiming a 'k-source' has proof taekook fucked 69 in a hot tub in Gangnam as soon as they completed military service and left the BigHit building last month.

Chartmys already drawing up goals for the PTD live album and pegging it against solo album achievements.

Taesoothe and her crew of shooters oscillating between dragging other groups/fandoms and defending Bang Sihyuk as more allegations come out.

Excessive levels of fangirling bordering on outright obsessive worship of any of the members...

Among the myriad of solo filth, conspiracies, discourse, and overall braindead chatter that's normal for k-pop fandoms. And not just in the usual insane pockets of ARMY twitter, but in (previously) somewhat 'normal' ARMY spaces as well...

The discourse is tired and so predictable you can set your watch to it. By this point, we know all the players, the teams, and the tactics. None of this 'discourse' is new and I've written my fair share of posts getting into the weeds with everyone else. I'm not saying this to claim I'm better than anyone else, just that before I didn't mind digging into this discourse because a lot of people were new to k-pop/BTS/jikook and genuinely didn't really understand how things work here.

Also, BTS was releasing good music, actually good music, and that made spending time in this madhouse tolerable to tell you the truth. The last time I liked anything released by BTS was Mona Lisa, which wasn't too long ago tbf, but the last time I loved anything released was RPWP. Over a year ago. That's the fuel that's kept me coming here, kept me logging into Tumblr, Twitter, and k-forums... and I'm overdue for a refueling.

When I say the main reason I stanned BTS and remain involved with all this is the music, I really do mean it. The members are good people, I care for jikook, Joon, Hobi, Jin, Tae, and Yoongi, but the main reason I give them my money, attention, and invest in the fandom and in their company is the music they make. If that starts going to shit, nobody could pay me enough to continue giving a fuck. I'll likely liquidate my investment in HYBE and cash out.

Respectfully.

All this to say, I'm still here... not jumping ship yet.

I see your asks and I try to answer a few (lately I've been trying to be more consistent out of respect for the followers that still somehow come to this cobwebbed patch of the internet), but I also don't feel interested (or fueled) enough to actively engage the way I used to. Not even the most explicit jikookery in AYS2 will change how I feel if there's no decent music on the back of it. I guess this settles the question on if I'm really a jikooker after all lmao.

Anyway, I'm here still kinda answering asks and patiently holding out until the guys release new music, maybe later this year and definitely next year. Cautiously watching and hoping that Scooter's fingerprint is on as few songs as possible because at this point, I've seen what he can deliver and want none of it.

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In the meantime, to answer the asks about AYS2 the fact is I'm not all that excited and this should be unsurprising for older followers of my blog given what I've said before about BTS auxiliary content like SOOP or, more recently, AYS. I like jikook so I'll probably still watch it and might even love it, but until it comes out I have nothing to say about it. I have no hopes or expectations or wishlists for AYS because it's not the sort of content that appeals to me anyway. I'd feel a bit differently if it was a GCF, but editorially and functionally, it's not. So there's that.

[makeyoumine69]

Upcoming and Current Works

Batboys:

First Time Intimacy HCs Posting soon! Short headcanons focusing on their first time being intimate with you—not exactly NSFW, but soft, emotional, and fluffy. Just pure heart-melting energy.

Patrick Bateman:

New Cupcake Chapter The next chapter of Cupcake series is on the way.

Till Death Do Us Part (Maybe) I might be posting a new chapter soon, if I manage to cut down the chaos. The draft is huge, and I’m still figuring out how to make it manageable.

Patrick x Reader x Tim Fic This one’s been a journey—I’ve rewritten it about ten times (threesomes are hard, okay?), but it’s finally almost ready and will be posted very soon!

Requests I’m still unsure about opening requests officially, just because I can’t promise quick turnarounds. But if you have ideas you’d like to see brought to life, feel free to share—it would be an honor to write them if/when I can.

As always, thank you so much for being here. Your support means the world!🌻💞

[zoomingupthathill]

I don't think i've ever actually said it, but this blog is crossover friendly!

[metallicmadnessincarnate]

Hey, PSA because i keep getting these damned anons.

If you come into my inbox, ON ANON, ranting about this ‘donate to gaza!’ Spambot ive seen swimming around tumblr for SO LONG now, you WILL be blocked and i will report your account. I have searched up the accounts that come up in these anons and they are infact spam bots. They are going to MULTIPLE people and copypasting the same guilt trippy bullshit and i am about sick of it myself.

Listen, i feel bad for those suffering as anyone with a heart does. But i cannot donate. Plus, i am a roleplay account and i do not want to reblog all this and drown out my threads, posts, etcs, with posts that are LIKELY scamming people on the gist they’re donating to people in need. I have already stated im not going to reblog or post any asks or anons asking for those donations. But its becoming an issue again.

TLDR: you throw a bot trying to guilt trip me into donating money to your gaza bot im blocking&reporting the account. STOP FUCKIN SENDIN THESE IM LOOSIN MY MIND

[sparkykitsune]

friendly reminder to y'all Metaphor fans: Glodell has a leopard print on his jacket! it is not a jaguar or cheetah print