Random thought! Not necessarily speaking of myself but maybe speaking for someone! #iwrite #mymindisabookofwords #dontjudgeppl #smileandpray If anyone was to walk a mile in my shoes through a maze that led to life, they couldn't imagine it's me from birth to growth literally a roller coaster of life lessons and bad choices. The images replaying in my head won't stop I'm not crazy just human with a twist of faith lost along the way sadly knowing my next move won't turn out great with hope to fix it after I've done what I know wasn't right! Can you believe the stupidity wasn't forced that I did it all on my own not blaming a soul cause I'm grown knowing right from wrong? Am I that vain to think it can't happen to me ? Questions I ask as I lay awake trying fix my mistakes or put a plan together to devise my life ! I'm a walking struggle but GOD has a plan only I can't figure it out ! I've lost family,friends and love ones I thought was close to me I feel alone yet not lonely frustrated but not angry! I've learn to humble myself,think an process not complain. When God takes over all u can do is sit back and smile whispering this to shall pass! My testimony is not over yet when the time comes to rejoice I won't even explain his GOODNESS ONLY SMILE AND SAY ITS OVER NOW I MADE IT THROUGH 🙌🏾🙏🏾