Feb 3, 2014
"Eccedentesiast"
Despite the fact that I appear as a jolly, eccentric fellow, I rarely show what I really feel to everyone. I keep everything for myself.
And I say to everyone 'to be honest'. I can't consider my self as a hypocrite though. Maybe it's just that, being fully honest is not my thing. It's like my inner self is trapped on a labyrinth in my mind whenever I engage to serious situations. Yes, I do have a say on every situation, but I just can't seem to tell the complete details. Whenever I'm mad, down, disappointed, weak, I always manage to smile it away.
Even if I do show my feelings, it would a waste of effort. I mean, who the hell cares what I think? As long as I look fine with it, it doesn't really matter.
