#smitten posting

[ebb-and-flo]

Hey sorry if I scared you when I tore myself apart to present to you my beating, aching, bare heart in hopes for you to stay with me for the rest of our days, do you still think I’m dashing?

[dreemmachine]

pics i sent j when i got home. he gifted me the lil ceramic opossum hand charm.

[digitalxbathx]

yearning under the cut.

ugh i can’t wait til i’m in the arms of my new friend! all tied up and at his mercy. to be teased and groped and spanked and fingered. bent over and fucked hard, or choking on his cock with a wand pressed to my clit. i need it 🥺😭 need to hear him moan in my ear, or coo praises for taking it so well. he said he’s gonna set me up in a way where i’ll have to call him daddy, and he’ll delight in watching me feel a bit embarrassed to let it slip. i have never had the pleasure of having a lover so curious and attentive to my desires as him.

[dreemmachine]

blissed out, ignore me lol

umm i’m having an unexpectedly chill time post-j visit, partly because he texted me the evening after he left to say that he appreciates me very much and wishes he got to spend more time with me. and partly because i’m distracted by the fact that i unexpectedly hooked up with another total sweetie for the first time yesterday.

i was very glad to get that j text! i told him how helpful it was for my brain feeling vulnerable after we hang out, which is not explicitly asking for it like i intended, but i think he got the gist lol.

in the other scenario, i feel great and don’t need any reassurance cuz they’re basically always reassuring me they care about me <3

i am basking in the warm glow of this affection like a lizard under a sun lamp.

[digitalxbathx]

rly need to be hanging my head over the bed while my new friend fucks my face and presses a wand against my clit :’-(

[dreemmachine]

got home from visiting j and crashed rly hard. he wore me out! in the best way 🖤 and he was extremely sweet to me. got a lil misty eyed listening to the good night voice message he just sent me :’-)

[dreemmachine]

i’m officially in the afraid-to-be-annoying phase of crush-having. i resolved to not text first today and it’s past his bed time so i assumed we just wouldn’t make contact today. and then he texted me :)

[digitalxbathx]

alright y’all, here’s my (very late) report back from my weekend with the new friend~

it feels illegal for someone to treat me so well? he’s so genuinely interested in acting out my fantasies and he is VERY good at it. he collared me and sat me in his lap with a vibrator in my panties, then made me suck on a dildo. i got my head squished in his bicep in a delightful way. lots of rubbing me over my panties and spanking and fingering and groping. he tied me up and put a buttplug in me. we had sex in pretty much every position that a cramped camper allows. i throated him soo much and he spoon fed me ice cream after. lots of good cuddles too. woo, this guy. i feel like i won the fucking lottery lol.