@xerxia31 and I were working on a story recently and part of our conversation went something like this:
Me: Yes! Yes, yes, yes! (Said Katniss to Peeta while having a quickie on the train.)
Xerxia: I want to read K&P having a quickie on the train.
Me: Hmmm. Maybe I’ll write you present.
So -- Here it is, my friend. A little train smut for you, very NSFW. Rated E.
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Peeta and I are the first to get on the train. Tensions were high in District 5 tonight and Effie wants us boarded and gone, pronto.
The dinner was well attended. All the right people were there saying all the right things, but there was an unmistakable vibe coursing through the room tonight - a current of fear mashed with anger and adrenaline. Our team knows the truth now. No matter how many times Peeta and I sneak off the dance floor, no matter how many times we get caught in a corner kissing passionately, we’re never going to convince them our feelings are real.
Except somehow, the ‘stolen’ kisses have turned into real embraces that I’ve enjoyed more than I expected. Holding hands under the table has led to my hand clutching his inner thigh, sliding it upwards to relax him when someone asks an uncomfortable question. The dance steps Effie taught us have turned into snuggling so close that I can trail my lips along his collar.
The brushes, the caresses, the kisses that escalate into something I’ve never felt before, always leave a buzzing knot in my belly and kindle a wet heat between my thighs.
And we’ve discovered only one thing scratches the itch we create.
“In here.”
In the first car, I pull open the door to a bathroom and tug him in behind me. Peeta chuckles.
“Shouldn’t we wait until-“
“Now.” I clutch the lapel of his white suit, dragging his lips to mine. I’m probably ruining his jacket. No matter. They’ve yet to let us wear the same thing twice on this damn tour anyway. And Portia won’t tell. Or at least, she hasn’t yet, although I think she and Cinna suspect that things have changed between Peeta and me.
Peeta tries to slow me down one more time, something about Haymitch, but I won’t have it. I back him against the door and latch my lips to the pulse point in the hollow below his ear. All protest dies after that. His hands find my hips, pulling me snug against him.
Peeta seeks out the zipper of my lace sheath and tugs it down expertly. The dress drops to the floor in a heap, and I’m left before him in scraps of fabric designed to leave no lines beneath the fitted gown. I watch as Peeta’s eyes darken like the night sky at midnight. He curses under his breath and shrugs out of his jacket, his fingers flying to the buttons of his shirt. He struggles with the cuffs, but there’s no time for that. I step between his arms to flick open the button of his slacks and slide down the zipper. The white pants were such a beautiful contrast to my dark lacy attire, designed to be alluring without revealing any of my secrets.
But Peeta knows all of my secrets anyway, sometimes before I even know them myself. His pants now cast aside, he settles me between his legs as we lean against the door. I can feel how much he wants this pressing through his shorts and I grind against the bulge, teasing us both. His lips find mine, sipping slowly. They are sweet like the desserts we sampled at dinner and his breath smells like the wine they served while we danced.
I am not in the mood to slowly savour Peeta tonight. I am ravenous and tug on his lower lip before dropping lower to bite his neck.
“Don’t leave a mark,” he warns. “The preps-“
“Would be delighted,” I chuckle, but move on to flick my tongue over the tight nubs of his nipples beneath his open shirt. He sucks in a sharp breath and I run my fingers over them as I move slowly downward following the trail of golden hair to the hem of his boxers. His hands find my shoulders, pressing me down to my knees and my fingers hook inside his shorts pulling them down as I kneel.
His cock is thick and hot. I wrap my hand around it, pumping slowly, relishing the way his head falls back against the door, eyes closed, his lips parted slightly.
“Suck it, Katniss, please,” Peeta begs. I start at the base, just above his balls, running the flat of my tongue up the shaft, tracing around the head before taking him inside my mouth. He exhales on a soft groan, the sound a mixture of relief and greed that ruins my panties. I hollow my cheeks, lowering down, taking as much of him in as I can. He makes another noise of approval and then I begin to move, fucking him with my mouth as his hips rock in time with my actions. His hands seek my hair, but I swat them away.
“Don’t mess it up. They’ll know for sure.”
He groans again as I take him even deeper, picking up speed. My breasts grow heavier with every pass. I palm them through my bra, seeking relief. Peeta curses and urges me up off the floor.
“Sit on the counter,” he orders, and I comply, spreading my legs for the treat that I know I’m about to receive. He gets down between my legs.
“You’re so fucking wet,” he mutters, pulling the tiny thong aside and admiring the bare skin and swollen pink flesh beneath. He runs his finger slowly along the cleft between my legs, stopping for only seconds to circle my clit. My head falls back and my breath shallows in my chest. “Tell me what you want, Katniss. I need to hear it.”
This is the hard part for a girl who’s no good with words, but Peeta needs them and understands their power. There are no secrets between us anymore anyway.
“Lick me,” I say, and dig deep for the rest. “I want you to go down on me.”
The corner of his mouth quirks up; his pink tongue flicks over his bottom lip and then he leans in to taste me. Heat engulfs me as his tongue swirls around the pink bud and then strokes me from top to bottom. He slips it inside me, and my hips cant in time with his ministrations. Peeta has many talents but he only shares this one with me. I mutter his name and he looks up, his eyes glittering with mischief.
“Feel good?”
“Uh-huh,” I gasp.
He gives me a wicked smile and then draws my clit into his mouth. I’m consumed with need as he tugs at the core of my pleasure. I ride his face and the ache building inside me threatens to burst from every pore.
A stuttering groan falls from my lips. Sparks of electricity fly down my spine. I screw up enough courage to tell him I want him to come with me before sliding to the floor. I turn around and brace myself on the counter.
“Get inside me now,” I tell him and he slides himself home.
Peeta’s lips latch onto the nape of my neck while he waits for me to adjust.
Outside, the train hisses and the door slams closed. I listen to Effie’s chatter and Haymitch’s grunts in reply as they make their way past the bathroom to the lounge car.
The train chugs slowly forward and Peeta begins to move. The pressure answers something primal inside me and I voice my approval.
“Yes.”
With each lurch of the train, Peeta plunges his cock inside me and I rise to meet him.
“Yes, yes, yes,” I chant. The lights of the city flash past the window as we speed away from yet another hellish night. Who knows what tomorrow will bring? Revolution? Our deaths? Our families’?
But for now, there’s this. And there’s Peeta.
My muscles clench, preparing for the release I know is imminent. Peeta presses down on my back, urging me lower so he can strike the spot that will make me fly.
“You almost there,” he asks through gritted teeth.
I nod frantically. “Faster. Harder.”
Unleashed, Peeta pounds against me and I call out my approval – Yes, more, yes – until the universe explodes behind my eyelids and Peeta moans in release.
As soon as we catch our breaths, we scramble back into our clothes. His cum slips down my thigh as we sneak towards the car where our rooms are located.
“I’ll shower. Get my pyjamas,” Peeta says when we reach my door.
“Then you’ll come back, stay with me?” I hate how vulnerable I sound, but I can't face the night, can't face any of the hell they're putting us through, without him beside me. He nods and kisses my forehead, then rubs his thumb against my cheek.
“See you soon.”
I watch as he makes his way down the aisle to his door. Then, I let myself into my room and climb into the shower to wash away the Capitol and await his return.
Way back in February, @peetabreadgirl had a birthday and her gift was Biggest Fan -- Canadian!Peeta and Texan!Katniss meet in the Marvel fandom and then have a real-life meet-up in Québec City. You can find the first chapter of this story on this blog. We've decided to stretch her birthday fun for five months and offer you this latest chapter. Enjoy!! Banner by @xerxia31
When the morning sun finally begins to glow behind his eyelids, Peeta is contentedly floating on a cloud of sheer comfort. The bed feels exactly right beneath him, his pillow cradles his head perfectly and Katniss is snuggled firmly against him, her head pillowed on his shoulder.
Never has a bed been so inviting.
He’s not sure when she migrated from her side of the bed to his, but he can’t say he’s sorry to start the day with her in his arms, her soft, steady exhales painting a warm trail on his pectoral muscles under his t-shirt. His senses are full of her; the sweet fragrance of her hair, the weight of her arm across his belly, her feet tangled in his. He leans down just enough to place a kiss on the crown of her head and is rewarded with a sigh from Katniss.
She stretches like a cat against him as her body comes to life. “Time is it?” she mutters.
“I’m not sure, about eight? Practically mid-day for a baker.”
The sound of his voice seems to bring her back to herself more quickly. Her grey eyes widen and a pretty flush paints her smooth cheeks as she notices the way they’re practically wrapped around each other, and the fact that they’re both nestled on his side of the bed.
“Sorry,” she squeaks, and in her haste to push away from him, she discovers just how awake Peeta is. He emits an involuntary hiss.
“Oh God,” she drops to her back and slaps a hand over her eyes. “I’m sorry again.”
Peeta can’t help it. He laughs. “It’s not like you hurt me, Katniss.” He rolls to his side, hoping it will provide some slack in his pyjama pants. She parts her fingers and peeks out at him. “Morning wood’s a pretty ordinary thing for a healthy guy, especially if he’s been curled up with a pretty girl all night.”
She snorts and her hand drops from her face in exasperation. “I may beta smut instead of writing it, but that doesn’t mean I couldn’t teach you a few things, Cap.”
That line sends his mind careening in all sorts of different directions. His cock throbs for relief.
Her puzzled voice forces his train of thought off its rather sordid track. “Wait a minute. You think I’m pretty?”
He’s forced to shake his head in amazement. “Kat, I thought your Google Docs avatar was pretty. In real life, you’re so much more than that. Beautiful, yes, but there’s just something about you. It’s….” He stares at the ceiling searching for the right word. “Magnetic.” When he chances a look over at Katniss, her face is pale, her front teeth pillowed in her bottom lip.
“I’ve got to take a shower,” she whispers. Then she bolts for the bathroom, snapping the lock behind her.
Peeta lies in bed, bewildered by the turn of events. Wondering if he’d gone too far calling her beautiful. After their nice evening together, and especially after waking up with her in his arms, he’d thought they were on the same page. Now he’s left trying to figure out what’s real and what’s not.
He can hear the water running behind the bathroom door. A mental image of Katniss standing under the spray, her long black hair wet and cascading over smooth olive flesh flashes through his head, and he groans softly. Knowing she’s naked just a few feet away isn’t doing anything to help rein in his dirty thoughts. It’s taking every speck of his restraint not to take himself in hand. It wouldn’t take long. He’s so hard from being this close to her, she’d only have to breathe on it and he’d come.
Fuck, did he really just think about her lips near his cock? With a decisive kick, Peeta knocks the bedcovers aside and shoves his pants down his hips. He exhales in relief when he wraps his hand around the hot flesh, twitching in anticipation. It's not the first time he's stroked himself to thoughts of Katniss Everdeen.
But it’s the first time since he’d held her in his arms, learned her scent and the exact shade of her pink pouty lips. His hand circles his cock, his thumb sweeping over the weeping head to gather the moisture and ease the movement of his fist, slipping slowly downward from tip to root. He imagines those perfect lips enveloping him, slick and wet, taking him deep into her mouth. A quiver of excitement passes through his body and his breath quickens as he envisions Katniss’s grey eyes, dark and cloudy with desire, staring up at him from his lap. A moan rumbles from low in his throat and his strokes quicken, his hips flexing in time with the movement of his hand.
In his mind’s eye, Katniss’s perfect breasts bounce with every pass. She’s riding him now, his cock buried deep within her, the walls of her pussy tightening around him like a silken prison he has no wish to escape. The pleasure builds higher and higher, bringing him closer to what he craves. Every muscle in Peeta’s body tightens and strains as the pleasure mounts within him. He can see her, head thrown back in abandon, needing this, needing him the way he burns for her touch. He bites down on his lip when the familiar tingle begin in the base of his spine, sending bliss sparking throughout his body. And in the moment when his mind flies free and his body follows, he releases onto his belly, her name a whisper on his lips.
It’s only when he’s wiped himself clean with his t-shirt and thrown it to the floor, that he can focus on Katniss’s reaction and what, if anything, he ought to do about it.
He pulls up his bottoms and climbs out of bed, tossing his dirty shirt into his duffle bag. Effie had said something yesterday about breakfast being delivered to their room in a petit panier. Sure enough, he discovers a picnic basket just outside the door. An array of fresh baked pastries, fruit, cheese, yogurt, and juice are tucked inside.
He’s just closing the door behind him when Katniss emerges from the bathroom, still in her tank and sleep shorts, her hair wrapped in a towel. He must have taken her by surprise because she gapes at him.
“Breakfast,” he smiles, holding up the basket and crossing to a small table beneath the window. “It looks amazing. I can’t wait to try these croissants and see how they compare to mine.”
Peeta fishes out a little card that states Gracieuseté de l’Hôtel du Vieux Québec. “A beautiful day is desired to you," he reads aloud. “It’s signed by the manager. Huh. I’ll forgive her English if she tolerates my high school French I suppose. It was nice of her to personalize it, don't you think, Katniss?”
“Katniss?” He turns to find Katniss still standing near the bathroom door, staring at him intently. “Would you like some breakfast?”
Her tongue darts out over her lips and she gives her head a shake. “Uh, yeah, sure. Just let me get dressed real quick. I, uh, forgot my bag earlier. I just need to, um, grab a few things.”
He nods and turns back to the basket. But reflected in the window, he can see Katniss still staring. A slow grin spreads across his face as comprehension dawns. Katniss Everdeen is checking him out.
He can't resist showing off a little. Though there's nothing wrong with the basket’s position, he hefts it into his arms, knowing it'll make the muscles in his back - toned and sculpted from years of lifting hundred-pound flour sacks - ripple and flex.
“OK Kat, you go ahead and get dressed. I’ll take good care of this breakfast basket.”
In the window, he watches her eyes snap off his back to shoot arrows at the back of his head. “Oh,” she sneers, “I don’t think so, Cap.”
He snatches a croissant from the basket and, turning to face her, tears into it with his teeth. His mouth is full of its flaky, buttery goodness when he smirks at her. He swallows. “That’s delicious.”
“Fine,” she harrumphs. “I’ll eat.”
They settle down at the tiny table, the morning light streaming through the window, enjoying the contents of their basket. The fruit is juicy and perfect. They sample ripe melon and strawberries, bits of pineapple and delicious raspberries. Katniss sinks her teeth into what appears to be an apple danish and sighs contentedly.
Peeta fishes an apple out of the basket, breathes on it slightly and is about to shine it on his shirt when he remembers that it’s sticky and buried in the bottom of his bag. Feeling Katniss’s eyes upon him, he shrugs playfully and mimics shining the apple against his chest instead. Katniss’s eyes follow the action, her rosy lips slightly parted. “See something you want?” he asks.
Her eyes round and return to his face. “What?”
“Just wondered if you wanted my apple,” he replies innocently, the rosy flesh of the apple now masking his grin. Katniss flushes and declines. With a shrug, Peeta brings the apple the remaining distance to his lips, the apple providing a satisfying snap as his teeth dig into its tart flesh.
It’s possible, he concludes as he chews, that the attraction he is feeling for his writing buddy is mutual. It’s just too bad that he’s fallen for a girl who’s every bit as shy as she is stubborn. If he approaches her directly, she’ll be on the first plane bound for Texas.
He’ll just have to convince her it’s all her idea.
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By mid-morning they’re both dressed and ready to face the crowds of Carnaval. Hôtel du vieux Québec faces out on the busiest street in the downtown core. The crowds have already begun to gather as people wander in and out of the quaint shops along the narrow streets in the historic city.
Peeta watches in amusement as Katniss takes in her surroundings, eyes wide, head snapping this way and that. The narrow stone buildings, the ancient churches, the snow-encrusted trees -- he sees all of them with fresh eyes as he observes Katniss’s awe. Several times, as they walk towards Carnaval, she’s distracted enough to nearly bump into someone in the thickening crowd.
It’s one of those quintessential Canadian winter days, brilliant sunshine streams across the frozen landscape, setting the snow ablaze in diamond-bright sparkles. But the sun’s intensity belies the breathtaking cold. And while Peeta is accustomed to the weather, Katniss, bundled up in her borrowed down coat and the boots and the snow pants Peeta brought in from the car that morning, has already started shivering.
Peeta tugs her close and gives her upper arms a brisk rub. “Cold already?” At her frantic nod, he tugs the firm trimmed hood of her coat over her bare head. “What have you got on for gloves?”
“These.” Katniss holds up her hands and Peeta clucks his tongue at the thin leather that covers them.
“We’ll have to do better than that,” he decides, and points to a little shop a bit further down Rue Saint-Jean. “They’ll probably have something in there,” he tells her. “Here, tuck your right hand into your pocket and I’ll hold your left in mine. It’ll help you stay warmer.”
The two of them weave their way through the jolly crowd meandering along the sidewalk, their breath freezing in puffy clouds before them as they make their way to the store. The warmth of the little shop is a welcome relief from the crisp winter cold and Katniss immediately lets go of Peeta’s hand to blow heat onto her own. “So cold!” she gasps as she stomps her feet and covers her ears with her hands.
Peeta can’t help but laugh at her reaction. “You’re no winter soldier, KatsEye.”
She scowls at him. “Shut up, Cap. It was 82 degrees in Texas on Thursday. I had lunch on a patio in my flip flops.”
“And now you’re a Katsicle.” Her silver eyes roll skyward and he reaches out to squeeze her hand. “Come on,” he urges, changing the subject. “What better Canadian souvenir than a pair of mittens?”
The kitschy little souvenir shop is plugged with shelves of stuffed moose and beavers in Mountie uniforms. Peeta spots bottles of genuine Quebec maple syrup lined up on a shelf near the cash and a whole display of magnets shaped like maple leaves and fleur de lis. Near the back of the store, they finally find a thick pair of navy mittens with “Québec” embroidered upon them in white stitches. They snatch them up and are soon back out into the cold, making their way towards the Plaines d’Abraham where Carnaval is held each year.
Katniss’s newly mittened hand is clasped in Peeta’s once again when he spots l’Escalier Casse-Cou. The steep concrete staircase descends between historic buildings and patios to the lower part of town.
“Why don’t we go this way,” he suggests as they stand at the top, admiring the view over the snow-topped roofs of the centuries-old buildings below. It reminds him of a medieval village. “This is the oldest part of the city, founded in the 1600s by an explorer called Samuel de Champlain. There are some fantastic galleries down there.”
“Are you sure? We could break our necks walking down these steps.”
“Well, they call it the Breakneck Staircase, but I’ve never heard of anyone actually breaking their neck. I’ve never been down it in winter before, though.”
“Maybe we should get a selfie before we fall to our deaths,” says Katniss, pulling her phone out of her coat pocket, but her mittens are so thick she can’t swipe the screen to unlock it. She curses in frustration and pulls off the right one before sliding her finger across the screen. “The ice was just starting to thaw from my fingertips,” she mutters.
“It’s a Canadian hazard. Come here and stop complaining,” laughs Peeta, and holds out his arm. Katniss snuggles underneath it, her arm around his waist, but she can’t angle her camera high enough to get both their heads in the shot. “It’s a good thing you’re cute,” Peeta teases as he seizes the phone from her. They’re still laughing when he takes the picture. It’s a good one. They’re wrapped in each other; rosy cheeked and smiling brightly with the Quartier Champlain in the shot far below them. “Send me that, will you?” Peeta asks, and she nods, making a few quick swipes on the screen before slipping it back in her pocket.
“Together?” Her navy mitten reaches for his gloved hand.
“Together.”
The trip down the stairs is surprisingly uneventful. The wrought iron handrail is every bit as sturdy as it is decorative and before long, they’ve stepped farther back in time, wandering the narrow cobblestone streets and peeking into the mottled glass windows of the historic buildings. The wooden signs that swing by the doors of the various storefronts boast of artists and artisans of every kind. Peeta points out the textile artists and the painters. Music and delicious smells waft through the doors of the various pubs and restaurants as their heavy wooden doors swing open and closed.
He’s telling her a story about the founding of the city more than four hundred years ago when she stops suddenly, nearly yanking his arm from its socket. “Wait,” she says, leaning towards a window display, her mittened hand hovering over the glass.
It's the kind of combination gallery and souvenir shop that's ubiquitous in Quebec, so he's not sure what's caught her eye. She tugs him closer, silver eyes alight. "My sister," she says, and Peeta nods. If there's anything Katniss talks about more than Bucky Barnes, it's her little sister, Prim. "She's studying marine biology. She'd love that." Peeta squints through the glass and finally understands. In the middle of the handmade mukluks and miniature inukshuks is a soapstone seal, its glossy green surface glinting in the spotlights. “Can we go in?”
Like he could ever say no.
His hand delicately resting on her lower back, Peeta guides Katniss under a garland of greenery, festooned with tin cups and snowshoes, and into the warmth of the shop. It’s small, even smaller than it appears from outside, and jam-packed with Aboriginal art. Katniss heads straight for the window display, but Peeta is distracted by the framed prints that fill every inch of wall space. Until, that is, he realizes the shopkeeper - an older man with greasy hair and bloodshot eyes - is speaking at Katniss in rapid-fire French while she stares, wide-eyed and silently pleading for him to intervene.
“Monsieur,” Peeta says, pulling the man’s attention from his horror-struck companion. “Est-ce que vous pourriez nous aider?”
“Aie, mon homme, viens ici une seconde.” Peeta struggles to keep up with both the speed of the shopkeeper’s speech and his strong accent that suggests he’s from the Outaouais region of Quebec. “J'veux te montrer un p'ti truc qui va sûrement te rendre chanceux avec ta blonde ce soir,” the shopkeeper continues, grinning, and Peeta can feel the heat flooding his cheeks. He’s exceedingly grateful that Katniss doesn’t speak French. He can’t imagine she’d be thrilled to know that a greasy huckster thinks buying this piece of Inuit art is likely to improve his chances of scoring with his beautiful friend. “Check ça mon gars, une super beau phoque.” He gestures to the seal sculpture in Katniss’s hand, and she jumps back, eyes widening further. “J'te dit, c'est un vieux eskimo qui a sculpté ce phoque - il a soixante-quinze ans!” Peeta snickers at that, carved by a seventy-five year old Eskimo. Yeah, that’ll increase the price for sure. He glances back at Katniss, and his amusement recedes. She’s full-on scowling. The shopkeeper clearly doesn’t notice, because he wraps an arm around Katniss’s shoulder and continues. “Tu trouve pas que ta blonde aimeras ça? T'sais déjà comment elle adore ce phoque!”
Peeta slips between Katniss and the older man before she has an opportunity to eviscerate him. Bright red splotches stand out on her cheeks and her jaw is tense, he can practically hear her teeth grinding. Peeta didn’t think she understood French, but he knows she speaks Spanish, so maybe she’s catching more of the shopkeeper’s lewd suggestions than he’d hoped.
“J'te laisse pour cinquante pièces. C'est bon? Tu va me remercier, c'est sûr,” the clerk says, waving toward the small sculpture and winking at Katniss. And while fifty dollars is highway robbery, Peeta is anxious enough to get out of the store that he’ll pay pretty much anything.
“Oui, nous allons le prendre, s'il vous plaît,” he says, sliding the sculpture from Katniss’s clenched fist and pulling out his wallet while Katniss huffs beside him.
By the time they emerge from the shop and back out onto rue Petit Champlain, Katniss is absolutely seething. “Hey,” Peeta says, reaching for her as she attempts to stomp away in the wrong direction. She shrugs him off, spinning to glare at him. Her anger is a lot scarier when it’s aimed in his direction.
“What the hell was that?” she spits, and Peeta struggles to guess which part of the entire strange transaction she’s referring to. “How could you let that guy talk about us like that?”
Peeta stammers. “Katniss, I’m sorry. I was just trying to get us out of there. I didn’t know how much of the conversation you understood.”
"Understood?” Katniss throws her hands in the air, her eyes afire. “What was there to understand? That guy dropped more f-bombs than IronMutt in a smut scene!”
“F-bombs?” Between the colloquial French, and the tension in the shop, Peeta is certain he missed a few words, but he doesn’t remember any f-bombs - French or English - in the shopkeeper’s pitch. He’s just about to argue with Katniss that the salesman - while incredibly lewd - hadn’t actually cursed, when the realization hits him. Phoque sounds a whole lot like fuck to the untrained ear. It was a source of endless joking back in middle school, but Peeta hasn’t thought about it in years.
He snickers like the middle school boy he once was, and Katniss growls. “It’s not funny, Cap,” she says, her voice only slightly below a yell. She’s so pissed that she looks ready to explode, and he has to bite the inside of his cheek hard to tame the giggles. “I thought you Canadians were supposed to be polite?”
She tries to storm away again, and it sobers him. ”Kat- Katniss, no, wait,” he begs, grabbing her arm to halt her escape. He can see her body stiffen, but she doesn’t pull away, turning to face him with fire in her silver eyes. Peeta is struck by the thought that she looks good in flames. Very good. He pulls back, rubbing a mittened hand over the back of his neck, attempting to derail the lustful train of thought his mind is trying to take. “I’m sorry,” he says, a bit breathlessly, and her expression softens a little. “Phoque,” he says, drawing out the vowel sound slightly, “is the French word for seal.”
“It… wait, what?” Katniss scrunches her nose up in confusion, and Peeta bites his cheek again because he wants to tell her that she’s adorable, and he doubts she’d consider it a compliment. Not right now anyway. “Really?”
“Really. The conversation would have sounded a lot different if you’d picked a polar bear instead.” Well, it would have to her, anyway, Peeta thinks. The greasy clerk would probably have been just as convinced of the seductive powers of an ours blanc if it meant freeing another fifty from their wallets.
“Oh,” Katniss says softly, watching him with that cute wrinkle between her brows, as if she’s not completely sure whether to believe him. Peeta wants so badly to kiss that little line. He shakes his head slightly to clear away the image. She has no idea, the effect she has on him. But if he’s learned anything in his eighteen or so hours with Katniss Everdeen, it’s that he has to be patient.
“Yeah, oh,” Peeta smiles, unable to resist teasing her just a bit. He winks to soften the sting. “Let’s continue,” he says, tugging her elbow gently. “There’s so much more to see and daylight’s wasting.”
She huffs, but relents, and they fall into step again, walking the snowy cobbles in silence.
“Ah, there it is,” says Peeta, and points to the end of the street, where the word “Funiculaire” is posted in huge letters on an old house.
“There what is,” asks Katniss, her voice still showing traces of temper.
“The Funiculaire. Our way back up,” Peeta explains. They halt in front of the doors of the house and Katniss cranes her head to watch the little white car slowly climbing the track up the cliff.
“Oh lordy,” she mutters. “Just what, exactly, is a Fun-ic-yoo-layer?”
“Huh.” Peeta purses his lips and screws up his face as he thinks it over. “Well, if an elevator had sex with a ski lift, the Funiculaire would be their love child.”
Katniss looks at him incredulously and then bursts out laughing and squeezes his hand. “You’ve written some crazy analogies over the last year, Peeta, but that one takes the cake.”
Peeta grins sheepishly and shrugs. “Hey, cake is never bad.” He thinks he hears her snort, but is too busy thinking about how natural it seemed for her to take his hand to be sure.
“Come on, let’s go before I change my mind,” she orders, tugging him down the street. “You’re paying for the ride in this death trap, beeteedubs.”
A few minutes and six Canadian dollars later, they are slowly riding up the cliff. Katniss snaps a few shots of the city from the air as they slide towards the summit. When they get to the top and exit the green gazebo-like terminal, they find themselves at the foot of Quebec City’s largest, and possibly most famous, landmark; the Château Frontenac, its turrets pointing to the sky and each one of the pristine windows in the brick towers glinting in the icy glare of the winter sun.
“That is literally the biggest castle I’ve ever seen,” Katniss murmurs. “Not that I’ve ever seen one before.”
“It’s actually a hotel,” Peeta explains. “The oldest in Canada. I would guess that royalty has probably stayed there, but it’s never been an actual castle. I think it has something like 700 rooms.”
“Have you ever stayed there?” She wanders the path in front of the Funiculaire exit and snaps a few pictures with her phone.
Peeta wonders if he should have tried to get them a room there. “No. My parents have, a few times, I think. It’s very swanky.”
“It’s a beautiful building, that’s for sure, but I bet they don’t serve breakfast in a basket.”
Peeta watches her pocket her phone and wonders whether she could be any more perfect for him. Her grey eyes are dancing when she links her arm with his and they start to stroll along the boulevard beside the hotel. “How much farther to the Car-na-val?” She lingers over each vowel sound, attempting the French pronunciation. It’s so adorable he can hardly stand it.
Instead, he points to the noisy park just a stone’s throw away. “We’re almost there. Can you see the ice castle? That’s where Bonhomme lives.”
“Who’s Bonhomme?”
“The King of Winter,” Peeta explains. “Come on. We’ll get our effigies and we’ll go find him.”
“Effigies? What kind of carnival is this?”
Peeta laughs. “Relax. It’s like an ornament. Of Bonhomme. It’ll get us in and out of the carnaval.”
When they get to the gates, Peeta requests, “deux passeports de Carnaval, s’il vous plaît.”
“Quatre-vingt-dix pièces, monsieur.”
Peeta reaches for his wallet to pay for their ultimate passes, but Katniss stills his hand. “No way,” she insists. “You paid for the hotel room. You paid for dinner last night. You bought the phoque.” Her upper lip curls when that word slips past her lips. “You’re not paying for this too.”
He sighs, knowing there’s no point in arguing with Katniss when a line is forming behind them. “Fine. I asked her for two Carnaval passports. It’s $90.”
Katniss pulls her wallet from her pocket. “Lemme get my Monopoly money out. So, I need a pink one and two green ones, or one brown one, right?”
He can’t help it. He snorts, but gets out of her way while she pays the ticket seller. The look on her face when a plastic bag filled with goodies is shoved back through the window is so priceless, he laughs aloud. They make their way through the gate and Peeta pulls her aside, whipping the fleece-lined souvenir toque from the bag, and tugging it down over her ears before flicking her nose with one of the bright red pom-poms that swing from a braided tassel.
“I look ridiculous,” she huffs.
“We’ve got a second set for me, so we’ll look like tourists together. Now shut up and put on your scarf.” He pulls the brightly woven scarf from the bag and ties it snugly around her neck. He pins her effigy to her coat and stands back to admire his work.
“Canadian is a good look on you,” he decides. “Plus, now you won’t be cold.”
He pulls off his own toque and replaces it with the official carnaval hat, then ties his scarf around his neck and pins on the little plastic snowman. There are six tickets in the bottom of the bag that he passes to Katniss, asking her to tuck them in her wallet. He stuffs his old hat and scarf in the bag, tosses in the infamous phoque sculpture and takes her hand back in his own before tugging her towards the giant ice castle.
“C’mon. I want a picture of us at the castle,” he insists, “all dressed up in our matching gear.”
Peeta drags her past vendors and activities. She points to snow rafting, an ice slide and a petting zoo and begs to stop, but he keeps going until they are standing in the shadows of l’Assemblée Nationale du Québec where an enormous castle made of ice glistens in the afternoon sun. “
You people sure like your castles,” she drawls.
“This is Bonhomme’s house,” he explains. “It’s our best chance to see him, but first I want that picture. Peeta pulls his phone from his pocket and positions himself behind Katniss with his arm around her waist. He waits for her to pull away and can’t help but feel a surge of pleasure at the way she relaxes against him instead. He whips off his mitten and aims the camera for the perfect selfie. “Now smile,” he orders.
When he lowers the camera, he can’t help but smirk at how couple-y they look in their matching gear, wide grins and cozy pose. The tips of their noses glow and their eyes sparkle in the sun.
Katniss pulls out her phone and waves it at him. “Send me that,” she orders, and he obliges. She flicks her finger across the screen and a satisfied smile spreads across her lips. “It’s a good one.” She flicks and taps the screen a few more times to save the image and then tucks the phone back in her pocket. “So, are we going to meet this snowman or not?”
Hand-in-hand, they join the queue for Bonhomme’s home, shuffling as it snakes slowly forward and stamping their feet to keep their toes from freezing. When Katniss starts to shiver, Peeta wraps his arms around her.
“Bonhomme, Bonhomme sais-tu jouer ? Bonhomme, Bonhomme sais-tu jouer ?” Peeta’s song is more than little off-key but she laughs as he bounces her back and forth in his arms, so he keeps going. “Sais-tu jouer de ce violon-là ? Sais-tu jouer de ce violon-là ?”
“Peeta, what on Earth are you singing?”
“The Bonhomme, Bonhomme song,” he chortles. “The Ontario education system tortures us all with it. Bonhomme, Bonhomme, tu n’es pas maître dans ta maison quand nous y sommes!”
By the time they make it to Bonhomme’s front door, Peeta has challenged Bonhomme to play the violin, the flute and the drums and Katniss is begging for relief. But she’s not shivering, so he counts that as a win.
Just inside the door, an eight-foot tall snowman awaits them.
“Holy frick, what is that?” Katniss breathes, her head tilted upwards to take in the giant’s red toque and maniacally grinning face. Her head leans against Peeta’s chest, the pom pom of her Carnaval hat tickling his jaw and he almost sighs with how good it feels.
“That,” Peeta says, unable to resist the urge to pull her a little closer, “is who we’re here to see. Meet Bonhomme Carnaval, the king of winter.”
“Hello! Bonjour!” calls Bonhomme to the crowd. The voice booms through the ice castle, but Peeta finds the whole effect to be a bit strange since the snowman’s mouth can’t move in his plastic face. “Bienvenue! Welcome to my home. Do you want to see my kick?” The giant kicks his leg high into the air.
As the snowman carries on with his antics, someone taps Peeta on the shoulder. He turns to find one of the festival workers grinning broadly at him. “Veux-tu que je prenne un photo de toi et ta blonde avec Bonhomme?”
“Absolument,” Peeta replies. “Merci.” He tugs Katniss’s hand. “They’re going to take our picture with Bonhomme.”
“Peeta, he’s creepy,” she hisses as they approach the front of the line.
He agrees, but can’t resist teasing her. “Who were you expecting, Frosty the Snowman?” When she sputters in outrage, he gives her hand a tight squeeze while handing his phone off to the attendant. When he’s sure no one is listening, he leans over to whispers in her ear. “Don’t worry. I’ll protect you from the weird cultural icon.”
Just then, Bonhomme steps between them and throws his arms around their shoulders. “So, you want a photo with Bonhomme? Bon! Un joli sourire pour le caméra. Un, deux, trois!”
The flash on Peeta’s phone goes off and they are hustled away to make room for the next group. The attendant meets them with a grin and passes the phone back to Peeta. “Je crois que ta blonde n’est pas une fan de Bonhomme,” he says gleefully.
No, Peeta thinks, gazing down at their latest picture. Katniss, her face twisted into a suspicious grimace, certainly isn’t a Bonhomme fan. “Elle est Américaine,” he confides, causing the Carnaval staffer to burst into laughter. The other man nods knowingly as though Katniss’s nationality explains everything. “Joyeux Carnaval!” he calls out, slapping Peeta on the shoulder before they make their way out of the castle.
Once outside, Peeta realizes the day is slipping away. “How about a hot chocolate?”
Katniss looks at him in relief. “No more weird snowmen?”
“Not today,” he chuckles. “We’ll sip hot chocolate, check out the snow sculptures and then go back to the hotel. Sound good?”
Before long, they have traded two of the tickets in Katniss’s wallet for steaming cups of hot chocolate. Katniss hums happily as she takes her first sip and the warmth Peeta feels around his chest has as much to do with the smile on her face as the chocolate in his belly. Arm in arm, they stroll around the Plaines d’Abraham, admiring the sculptures that are strategically positioned between the other attractions.
“The snow sculpture contest attracts artists from all over the world,” Peeta explains as they gaze at a mythical horse rising out of the snow, it’s mane unfurled around it. “It’s one of the biggest snow sculpture competitions in the world.” Their next stop is a giant lizard, his long tongue stretching across the snow, seemingly ready to lick unsuspecting passersby. A man of snow lies on the ground, fighting off a pack of wolves. Each design is more fanciful than the one before and Peeta and Katniss find themselves weaving elaborate stories about them.
“What do you think about this one?” Peeta asks, as they admire a sculpture of a woman, gowned in an elaborate dress, her hands outstretched in a frozen plea. Her wings tower high above them. “An angel?”
Katniss shakes her head vigorously. “No way. She’s a warrior. Check out the arrows on her back.”
Sure enough, Peeta spots the strap of her quiver carved into her dress and the fletchings peeking out over her shoulder. “I guess she’s an avenging angel, kind of like you.”
Katniss peers at him incredulously. “Are you kidding me?”
“C’mon Katniss. You know you love the underdog the best. You’re not afraid to fight for what you believe in. You even shoot. And I think she looks a little bit like you.” His companion scoffs. “No, really. Look. Long hair, pointed chin, big eyes that are impossible to resist. She’s stunning. Like you.”
Katniss gazes at him silently over the rim of her cup for a few seconds, then downs the rest of her hot chocolate. “You about finished?”
Peeta nods slowly, swallowing the now-cold dregs of his cocoa and watching her carefully. He’s observed - and catalogued - a wide variety of different Katniss expressions over the past twenty-four hours, but he’s not sure he’s seen this one before. “Sure,” he says. “Shall we head back to the hotel?” He knows she’s cold. He is too, and a little tired.
“How about we get some food?” There’s something about her soft smile that makes Peeta think she’s not talking about maple taffy, or frites from one of the food vendors around Carnaval. “There’s, uhm. There’s a little restaurant at the hotel. I peeked at it this morning,” Katniss says shyly, and Peeta can’t help grinning. They don’t have reservations, but he’s prepared to grovel, or maybe bribe the maitre d’, if it means seeing Katniss’s shy smile again.
They toss their paper cups in a bin, then Katniss’s mittened hand curls around Peeta's again.
The sun sets early in Quebec City in the winter, so when they pass Bonhomme’s house once more, the towering ice castle glows an almost otherworldly blue in the fading light. “It’s beautiful,” Katniss breathes, and as Peeta looks at her lovely face bathed in the ice-diffused spotlights he can’t help but agree.
A comfortable silence stretches between them as they stroll in the twilight, until they’re only about a block away from the hotel. “Hey,” Katniss says, her nose wrinkling in that way that Peeta can’t resist. “How are we here already? Where’s the foo-nic-yoo-lair?”
Peeta laughs, a silver-mist cloud of delight. “We took the scenic route this morning. I figured you’d want to get back to warmth a little faster tonight.” Katniss shrugs, but her hand squeezes his more tightly, he thinks maybe in gratitude.
Once they reach the hotel, Katniss heads directly to their room while Peeta pops into the restaurant to see about a table. It turns out he doesn’t have to beg or even take out his wallet; once he gives his name to the host the man smiles and tells him to come back in an hour. Peeta can’t help marvelling at his luck that Bistro Tournebroche can fit them in, even though it’s Carnaval time and the city is crazy busy.
He bounds up the stairs two at a time, anxious to tell Katniss the good news.
Katniss is sitting on the edge of the bed, watching the gas flames in the small fireplace. She’s taken off her winter gear, reddened fingers and stocking-clad feet stretched out towards the warmth. And for a few moments, all Peeta can think is how perfect a picture she makes, how much he would love to see her similarly perched in front of the fireplace in his Toronto condo. But he shakes away the mental image. Too soon, he chides himself.
When Peeta clears his throat, Katniss turns from her contemplation of the blue flames, and lifts an eyebrow. “They can fit us in at six-thirty,” he says. “Just enough time for a hot shower, if you want?” Peeta wouldn’t mind one himself; despite the breathtaking cold, all of the day’s walking has left him sweaty and with an epic case of hat-hair.
“Perfect,” Katniss says, standing gingerly. “Maybe that’ll thaw out my toes.”
They manoeuvre around each other in the small room like two people perfectly in sync, taking turns in the washroom, sharing the lone mirror. When Peeta emerges from the bathroom refreshed and fastening the cuffs of the deep blue button down shirt his father talked him into packing, Katniss is waiting. He freezes, jaw dropping. “What, too casual?” she asks.
“God no,” he breathes. She’s wearing the same slim jeans she wore yesterday, the ones Peeta already knows cling to her curves in the most incredible way, but she’s paired them with a slinky silvery top that hugs her perfect breasts. “Wow,” is all he can manage.
Katniss snorts, and the sound shakes away the fog, forces him to lift his eyes to the cascade of black hair, unbound and framing her face. To her lush lip, trapped between white teeth as gazes at him with trepidation, waiting.
“You are absolutely beautiful,” Peeta says sincerely. Her silver eyes briefly light up in pleasure, but she shrugs off the compliment.
“Right, okay, let’s go before I starve to death.” She tries to push past him, but Peeta reaches for her hand, tucking it firmly into the crook of his elbow.
The restaurant, like the hotel interior, is modern and cozy. They’re seated by one of the large windows, the perfect place to watch the flock of tourists who still stream by, lit by the street lamps. “Bonsoir madame, monsieur,” a young man in a waiter’s uniform greets them. “Puis-je vous apporter quelque chose à boire?” he asks, gesturing to the expansive wine list on the table.
“What do you think,” Peeta asks, skimming the list. “Would you like wine, or there’s a nice selection of local microbrews?”
The waiter, it turns out, speaks English, like many in the tourism industry in Quebec do. When he returns with their drinks - red wine for Katniss, beer for Peeta - he seems quite happy to translate the menu for Katniss and answer her questions. Peeta sips a very pleasant bier de blé while listening to him explain to Katniss the various organic offerings on the menu, the farms they’ve partnered with, the garden and beehives on the hotel’s rooftop. As Peeta watches her animatedly discuss ethical farming, he marvels at how perfect she is for him, how easily her interests align with his own.
And he knows-- she’s it for him. He’s completely head-over-heels in love with her.
It's the best date Peeta's ever been on, and he's not even sure it's a date. He's utterly captivated by the way the candlelight plays in Katniss’s ebony hair, crowning her in fire. He's lost in her silver eyes, imprisoned by her musical laughter. She's the most attractive person he's ever seen, the most appealing, the most dynamic. But beyond that, she's still his KatsEye, his best friend in the world. She still makes him laugh and think; still amazes him, only now the thoughts that enthrall him aren't lines of text in a chat, but actual words murmured in her husky voice, accompanied by a wrinkled nose or a bemused smirk.
They linger over coffee and crème brûlée, never once running out of things to say. Only when Katniss stifles a yawn does Peeta become aware of just how long they've been huddled together in the dim restaurant. “I guess we should call it a night?” Peeta’s reluctance is clear in his voice. But Katniss only nods.
Hand in hand, they ascend the stairs to their room. When they pause at the door, Peeta is struck by how much it feels like walking a girl to her door after a date. Except this isn’t just any girl, this is Katniss Everdeen. And he won’t be leaving her at the door.
He closes the door behind them, then turns to find Katniss stopped just inside, looking up at him with a mischievous glint in her steely eyes. “I had a really great time today,” she says, just barely loud enough for him to hear. “Thank you.”
“The pleasure was all mine,” Peeta smiles. He knows this day will live forever in his memory as one of the best of his life. Then Katniss reaches up, fingering the collar of his dress shirt, and he swallows hard. He wants to kiss her so bad, the impulse nearly consumes him, but he reins it in; even as her thumb brushes against his jaw, catches the day’s stubble, making him erupt in goosebumps. His hands find her tiny waist seemingly of their own volition, but even then he holds back. Peeta knows how skittish she is, knows that if he pushes things she’ll run, and he just won’t risk that.
But then Katniss smiles, beautiful and blinding, and before Peeta even realizes it, he’s leaning down. And she’s standing on tiptoe, her fingers winding in the curls at the nape of his neck. Time seems to stop at they stare, unblinking, lips only a breath apart. Fuck it, he thinks. She flew all the way here, she’s already been bold. Now he has to be too. And with that thought, his eyes drift closed and he places a gentle kiss on those lips that are just as soft as he imagined.
He pulls back a little, but she chases him, then they’re kissing like they really mean it, a delicious exploration. Home, Peeta thinks as Katniss nips his bottom lip, then soothes the sting with a swipe of her tongue. He’s home, and he never wants to leave.
Each slide of her lips against his fuels his hunger, each soft sigh a lightning bolt straight to his gut. As many times as he’s fantasized about kissing Katniss, the reality is so much better. Her shuddering breaths against his cheek. The heat of her skin where her top has pulled up just an inch, smooth under his twitching fingers.
They’re both breathing heavily when Katniss pulls back, eyes still closed and licking her lips as if she wants to savour every last taste of him. Peeta drops his forehead to hers, their noses just brushing. “Wow,” she whispers, and he puffs out a soft laugh.
“Wow,” he echoes
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While yesterday there was a sweet awkwardness in climbing into bed with Katniss, today there’s a crackling tension. Yesterday, the tank and tiny shorts she sleeps in were adorable, today they’re excruciating.
Peeta managed, barely, to get himself under control while Katniss was changing in their shared bathroom. But as she clicks off the light and slides under the comforter, her bare legs grazing his flannels, it’s all he can do to keep his dick in check. She’s gorgeous, she’s six inches away, and he now knows what her perfect peach pout tastes like. It’s the most delectable torture. But her post-kiss escape to the bathroom convinced him that they needed to slow down. For now.
He lies on his back, watching bits of light from a crack in the curtains play across the ceiling and listening to Katniss squirm as she tries to get comfortable. The distance between them feels intolerable, he wants to touch her, just to remind himself that she’s here, that she’s real. So he reaches out, tugging her closer. She stiffens, just a bit at first, but then she sighs and rests her head on his chest, right above his heart. And Peeta’s world realigns itself.
“Peeta?” It’s been quiet for so long he thought she was asleep. His fingers still where they’ve been doodling designs on the soft skin of her bare shoulder.
“Mmm?”
"What does tablon mean?”
“Tablon?” He searches for what she could be asking, coming up blank.
“I heard it a lot today. The crazy seal guy said it. The guy with the scary snowman. Even the waiter tonight. And maybe I’m wrong, but I think they were calling me tablon?”
Peeta’s breath catches. She means ta blonde, and yes, those men were definitely referring to her when they said it. “Ah,” he says, uncertain how she’s going to react. “Ta blonde, it, uh. It means ‘your girlfriend’.” He holds his breath, waiting for her to yell, or slap him.
“Oh,” she murmurs. “Ta blonde.” Her lilting accent makes the endearment sound like music. Then she nestles more snugly into his chest and he swears he can feel her smiling.
We’re baaaaaaack! Yes, friends, today marks the launch of everlark-your-own-adventure’s second choose your own adventure!
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This came out of a completely irreverent discussion with my fellow smutketeers @burkygirl and @peetabreadgirl, and is rated M for coarse language, sexual situations and terrible puns. Reader discretion is advised.
Gone Rogue
“This is pretty slummy, even for here,” Katniss breathed, looking up and down the deserted street. Desolation and neglect were evident in every abandoned storefront, every crumbling façade. But the marquee over the cinema, Sala de cine, had most of its bulbs illuminated.
Peeta nodded, distracted, as he triple checked his phone. He was sure this was the place, trip advisor listed it as the only English movie theatre in the province. “I can’t imagine it’s very popular,” he said, staring at the empty display boards where movie posters should have been, but where only pieces of torn paper remained, faded to unreadability by the relentless sun. “I haven’t heard a single word of English since we stepped off the bus.”
“I hope it’s air conditioned,” she grumbled, and he sighed.
It had seemed like such a good idea when they planned it. Take a semester off college, spend three months in the southern hemisphere with his best friend, rebuilding earthquake-ravaged schools and community buildings. Good karma and bonding, away from the bitterly cold Panem winter. Away from his family and hers, away from school and the day to day drudgery of his parents’ bakery and her job at the diner. Away from Gale-fucking-Hawthorne, the stupidly tall and buff asshat who had his eye on Katniss.
But four weeks in, Katniss was obviously miserable. She hated the oppressive heat and was endlessly frustrated with their inability to understand the language. Peeta suspected she was homesick too, though she never mentioned that. Even in front of her closest friend, she tried to hide her feelings behind an almost impenetrable wall. Selfishly, that was the main reason Peeta had agreed to this service trip when she suggested it. He’d hoped that being out here, away from the real world, she’d let down her defences.
Let him in.
Because as much as he loved being her best friend, he also loved her, and wanted so much more. And he wanted to tell her that, to show her that, while they were together in this new place, where maybe she’d be able to look at him with new eyes.
But he needed to lift her mood first, if there was any chance of her being receptive to his words.
So he suggested an excursion to find a movie theatre where they could watch the new Star Wars movie in English. Katniss was a huge Star Wars fan, and he knew she’d been steadfastly avoiding social media since the movie’s release, trying to avoid spoilers.
She’d jumped at the chance, the first time he’d seen her smile in days.
Peeta reached for the handle of the heavy wooden door, pulling it open and peeking inside. It was dim - everything in this country was dim - and while not airconditioned at least substantially cooler than outside. He stepped back to allow Katniss entry; she wrinkled her nose as she stepped through the door. “Smells funny in here.”
“It smells funny everywhere,” he grumbled. He was generally a patient guy, but Katniss had been whining practically since the moment they boarded the bus to the city. “Do you want to just leave?”
“No,” she said, her tone softer. She grabbed his hand, squeezing gently, and Peeta relaxed.
The lobby did smell funny, musty and old, and there was no concession stand, but they made their way to the ticket booth. The man inside eyed them both suspiciously, but Peeta managed between rudimentary Spanish and a lot of pointing to buy two tickets.
Peeta wasn’t surprised to find the actual theatre completely deserted, though he was pretty sure that the ticket seller said the show was starting in ten minutes. He and Katniss made their way to the middle of the second-to-last row, which she always said was the best place to see all of the action, and settled in the threadbare but reasonably comfortable seats.
They chatted while they waited for the movie to start, and she seemed much calmer than she had all morning, happier. Peeta told jokes, teased her. It was comfortable. It was good.
He wasn’t sure how much time had passed before the house lights went down and the screen flickered to life. Once his eyes adjusted and Peeta could see the title shot for the movie he frowned. It didn’t look quite right. Katniss clearly noticed it too; she snorted as she pointed to it. “It’s misspelled,” she giggled.
Peeta squinted. It was indeed misspelled. Rouge One. “Must be a bootleg,” he laughed. “That’s better than subtitles anyway.” A huge explosion filled the screen, drawing their attention, before fading to the inky blackness of space dotted with stars. She grabbed his hand, and he grinned.
But as the music started playing - that’s definitely not John Williams, he thought - it became obvious this movie wasn’t the one they were expecting. A ship that almost passed for a star destroyer came on screen, and then the scene cut to two women with their hair in side buns, a la Princess Leia, but definitely not dressed in rebel alliance uniforms. In fact, they were dressed in practically nothing at all, strips of flowing fabric and thigh-high boots that were not at all suitable for space travel. When a tall stormtrooper whipped out his rouge one, Peeta sucked in a horrified breath.
He sat frozen for what seemed like hours as his mind tried to understand what the hell was going on.
“Holy shit, look at his lightsabre,” Katniss murmured beside him, and he tore his eyes away from the screen - where a ripped Jedi was using the force to direct a scantily clad alien’s head as she blew him aggressively - to look at his best friend.
His shy, pure best friend, who he had apparently dragged into a porno theatre.
Her eyes were wide as saucers.
He finally snapped out of his stupor. “Shit, I’m sorry,” he gasped, dread knotting his gut. She was going to be so fucking pissed at him. “Let’s go,” he said.
“Yeah,” Katniss murmured, but she didn’t make any motion to leave. Her eyes remained locked on the screen, absolutely unblinking. As he watched, her tongue poked out to wet the lush lower lip he’d spent years dreaming about. She was breathing heavily, her chest heaved in the reflected glow of the screen, and her nipples were erect, sharp against her thin tank top.
Katniss was aroused.
His best friend, and the girl who’d starred in every damned one of his fantasies, was sitting beside him in a fucking porno theatre and getting hot and bothered.
He wondered if she was wet.
Nothing happening on screen was as big a turn on as watching Katniss squirm. Her hand still clutched his; through it, he could feel the way she was shifting in her seat.
He was going to blow his load in his pants. “Katniss,” he whispered, pained.
She turned to face him, her quicksilver eyes locking onto his, pupils blown wide. Her pink tongue snaked out again, slid sinuously along her lips. Under a soundtrack of guttural grunts and over-the-top moans she whispered, the barest puff of air over his lips. “Kiss me, Peeta.”
Some small, rational part of his brain offered a weak protest. It was a bad idea. It wasn't real. But maybe he’d dreamed of it long enough for it to become real? Real enough anyway, reasoned the part of his brain that was connected to his throbbing cock. It strained against his shorts and the girl of his dreams was leaning in, lust in her eyes and a plea on her lips.
So he kissed her.
It wasn’t how he’d imagined their first kiss would be. It wasn’t gentle or tentative, it wasn’t a soft mutual exploration. It was hard, frantic. It was wet and sloppy, her tongue thrusting greedily into his mouth, taking.
It was perfection.
She groaned around his tongue, hands tangling in his hair, tugging hard - but the pain only made everything so much fucking better. Peeta growled, pulling her closer, cursing the armrest between their chairs. Her breasts pressed against his chest, pebbled but softer than he imagined. And when she shifted side to side just enough to drag those hard little nipples across his chest, the blood pounding in his temples chased decorum to the wind.
He pulled back, but not enough to separate their lips. Only just enough to snake his hand between them, sliding down into the neck of her camisole. She was braless; when his fingertips brushed against her nipple she shuddered. He cupped her breast in his large hand. It was small, but firm, the skin soft, silken. He plucked and played, rolling and teasing her taut peak while she writhed. She begged against his lips, words tumbling between kisses. More. Please. Peeta.
His name in her voice, husky and hot, was nearly his undoing. He shoved the strap of her tank top down, freeing one perfect peak, sweat-misted olive skin glistening in the faint light of the screen. Her dusky nipple stood at attention, begging for his mouth. She was breathtaking.
Wrapping his lips around her was a wet dream come true, and he knew the noises she made would be the soundtrack to his every fucking future fantasy. Her hands clawed; his hair, his shoulders, his back, grappling for purchase. Further inflaming him. And when he bit the rigid peak she buried her face in his hair, moaning more loudly than the actors onscreen.
He trailed kisses up her neck, laving the salt from her skin, listening to her breathing hitch. “Katniss,” he whispered against her ear. “I - I want to get you off. Can I?” It was a risky request he knew, but she only swallowed hard and nodded.
Peeta undid the little snap on her jean shorts one-handed, reaching in to cup her over her soaked panties, and he nearly bit through his tongue at the sensation. She lifted her hips, rocking against his hand, her head dropping back.
He shifted, slipping his hand under the fabric. Thick fingers parted her folds, sliding in all of the wetness. His groan was louder than hers.
She pressed her face against his neck, panting, hot puffs of air and whispered praise as he worked her, thumb circling her clit while two large fingers plunged and curled. High pitched whines filled the air, competing with the noises on the screen, and even though anyone could have walked in, she seemed unable to quell the sounds of her pleasure.
Peeta kissed her, claiming her lips, swallowing her moans. She rode his hand, awkward though the space was, kissing him until she couldn’t, kissing him until her lips went slack and she pulled back just enough to lock eyes with him.
She gasped his name breathlessly as she shattered, slick walls pulsing, pulling his fingers deeper. And he couldn’t tear his gaze from her face, her gorgeous face - always beautiful but more radiant than the sun as she came down from her climax. Her eyes were so soft with affection, her hand tender on his cheek, stroking the sweaty skin delicately.
Katniss leaned in to kiss him as he withdrew his fingers, and the gentle press of her lips to his was enough to make him almost forget about his aching dick. She laid soft little kisses all over his face, loving him, and he held her close. It was almost perfect.
Except that they were in a porn theatre.
The rebellion was still raging on screen, the hero in danger of being seduced by the dark side - which was apparently a euphemism for anal. Peeta carefully repositioned her tank top and Katniss laughed and fastened her shorts before grabbing his hand to tow him out of the theatre.
They practically ran out into the street, into the wall of heat, the relentless sun stabbing their eyes. Both squinted and staggered, the breathless fantasy of the theatre melting away in the face of bright sunshine and heat.
They made their way back to the bus stop slowly, almost reluctantly. She still held his hand, but there was a tension in her body. And though he was normally so silver-tongued, he found himself wordless. He wanted to ask her if what had happened between them was going to change anything, everything, but he couldn’t. She was flushed and looking everywhere but at him. Peeta’s heart sank as each step took him away from the most incredible experience of his life, and back towards reality, towards that place where he and Katniss were just friends.
By the time they were sitting side by side on the bright orange bus that apparently had no shocks, Peeta was close to despondent, and Katniss was again scowling. The tension got the best of him. “I’m sorry,” he murmured.
Her entire body stiffened; he knew she would be running away if she wasn’t sitting next to the window, caged in by his larger body. “Sorry?” she asked, steel eyes glinting dangerously. “You’re sorry?”
He swallowed hard. She was more upset than he’d hoped. Not that he could blame her. He’d taken advantage of her. “I shouldn’t have-” he started, but she cut him off.
“You regret that? W-what we did?” Her voice shook a little and it gutted him.
“No! I mean, yes, sort of. A little. But…” Peeta trailed off, then banged his head against the seat in front of them, groaning loudly. An electrically-charged silence hung between them. He broke it first. “Katniss,” he said softly, turning his head to look at her. She was staring straight ahead, silhouetted by the bus window, expression tight and tense. So incredibly beautiful, fierce, proud. Fiery. But he knew her, having breached her walls at least a little he could see through the angry mask, to the hurt beneath.
He couldn't keep lying, not to her. Not to himself. Couldn't keep pretending it didn't destroy him when she dated other men. Couldn't keep wondering if there was any chance there could be more between them. “Katniss,” he tried again, more firmly. Her chin trembled. “You have to know by now, how I feel about you.” She shook her head slightly, side to side. It could have meant no, it could have meant she didn't understand. It could have meant she knew but didn't want to accept it. He tried to push that third possibility out of his mind.
“I have wanted to kiss you for as long as I can remember,” Peeta murmured. He heard her suck in a sharp breath, but she remained steadfastly facing forward. “I’ve wanted to touch you like that forever.”
“Then why are you sorry?” Her question surprised him, the lack of anger in her tone gave him hope. She was still facing forward, but her silver eyes flicked to his.
“Because you deserve so much better than a copped feel in a porn theatre,” he said, regret evident in his voice.
Katniss turned to fully face him. They stared at each other, as if perched on the precipice of the unknown.
“Why do you think I asked you to come with me?” she said softly. “I though maybe here, away from home and everyone, maybe you’d see me as more than just your buddy. Maybe you’d see me as a woman.”
“I have always seen you as a woman, Katniss,” he groaned, one hand reaching up to cup the back of her neck. “I have fantasized about you so many times.” The slow smile that spread across her face spurred him on. “But it's more than that, Katniss. I-” He swallowed hard. “I'm so in love with you.”
“Me too,” she whispered. Then she kissed him.
This was the kiss he'd always imagined, sweet and sensual. Unhurried. A confession. “Finally,” she murmured when she pulled away, and he laughed. Her fingers stroked the scruff on his jaw, ruffled his curls. His arms pulled her closer. Then they were kissing again.
She laughed against his lips when the bouncing of the bus bashed their noses together. But they were undeterred, making the most of their vehicular captivity. Stolen kisses, breathless whispered revelations. Relieved laughter and promises. A new hope filled his heart.
And when they finally reached the village where they were staying, far, far away, Katniss again took his hand and led him at light speed to the dormitories.
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The minute I heard the hum of Peeta’s new truck in the driveway, I was unimpressed. It was the first major purchase by either of us since we moved in together a few months ago, and I guess I’d just assumed we’d buy our next vehicle together. After all, both of our college cars are entering into their geriatric years. His Jeep wheezes and gasps up the hill toward our little house. Every bolt in my shitty red Corolla rattles the minute I turn the key.
He was barely out of the driver’s seat before he started going on and on about how useful it’s going to be and how much he’s going to save on Jeep repairs. He showed me the extended cab with the front bench seat and laughed about how I could snuggle up beside him.
I couldn’t enjoy his enthusiasm. I was too upset that he left me out of the decision-making. But since I’m the one to blame for that, I can’t complain.
His. Mine. Ours. When we set up our house, I neatly divided everything in my mind. His money, my money. His crap, my treasures. My couch is in our living room. His easel is in what should be our dining room, but since neither of us had a table and the light was best in there, that’s where it ended up.
I’m the one who insisted on maintaining our separate accounts and each writing a cheque for half of the rent every month. Our shared bills were divided equally and in spite of his protests that he could cover the groceries every week, I faithfully stand at the cash every second trip to the market, while he packs the bags and I ignore his frowns.
And so the shiny black half-ton shouldn’t have pissed me off. After all, its his, paid for by his money from his trust fund. I shouldn’t have scowled at the way it sparkled in the late afternoon sun, shouldn’t have pursed my lips and sniped that “it must be nice.” Shouldn’t have taken satisfaction in the hurt look on his face as I flounced self-righteously into the house. But that’s exactly the way it went down.
Now it’s getting dark outside and I’m lying alone on our bed (his mattress, my frame) and I’m feeling increasingly petty and horribly, overwhelmingly guilty for spoiling his joy over his new purchase.
Peeta’s feet thud up the stairs and I hold my breath, hoping he’s coming in to check on me, but he doesn’t. Instead the bathroom fan buzzes while he bangs around in there before pounding back down the steps. He opens the front door, slams it closed and then it whooshes open minutes later as he comes in. Back up the staircase, more banging, then out the door again.
Next, he’s rattling around the kitchen beneath me. The cupboard doors clatter, the dishes rattle, the fridge door opens and closes a few times then he’s out and in the door one more time. It happens again before I figure it out.
Peeta is leaving me.
I’ve done it. I’ve finally pushed him away. I suppose it was just a matter of time before he figured out what a selfish, insecure pain in the ass I can be and decided that enough was enough.
Alone in the growing darkness, I listen to him moving about the house while my heart bleeds out onto our bed. I clutch his pillow, inhaling the musky male scent that permeates everything he owns and appreciating the way it mingles with the spicy smell of his shampoo. My tears fall a little faster as I realize this is the last time I’ll be able to enjoy it.
The bedroom door swings open and I’m bathed in the overhead light, squinting toward the door frame where Peeta stands with his hands on his hips, watching me with a displeased look on his face. He sighs.
“I need you to get up.”
I scramble off the bed, still clinging to his pillow. I watch, the golf ball-sized lump in my throat growing ever larger, as he strips the mattress of its comforter and my pillow. I want to scream, to cry, to beg him not to do this, but the words can’t make their way past the suffocating barrier and even if I could reach down deep enough to pull them out, anything I’d say would probably just make things worse anyway. Nevertheless, when he attempts to pull his pillow from my clutches, I manage to gasp out two.
“Peeta, please.”
He stares down at me for what feels like an eternity. I’m afraid to move in case I jinx it all. Finally, he closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, pulling the pillow from my arms. He’s on his way out the door, his arms full of our bedding, when he glances over his shoulder at my crumpled frame standing in the middle of the room.
“Get in the truck, Katniss.”
I can’t speak without crying, so I just follow. I can’t even look at what’s heaped up in the backseat as I clamber up into the truck. Peeta shoves our blanket and pillows on top of the pile and jumps into the driver’s seat. Before long, we’re on the main road leading out of town. I stare out the passenger’s side window, refusing to enjoy how much higher the truck sits than my little car. I don’t notice how comfortable the seats are and pay no attention to the glow of the satellite radio or the gizmos and gadgets on the dash.
Instead, my eyes flit toward Peeta. He’s drumming on the steering wheel while he chews on his lower lip. I wait for him to spit it out.
“You know I don’t care about the money. I’ve never cared about the money.”
I snort. Peeta and I went to the same private university. I was there on a scholarship, which meant I spent every minute that I wasn’t with Peeta studying or working, just to be able to stay there. Peeta had a wrestling scholarship, but even if he’d been dropped from the team, his successful parents would have been able to cover his tuition. Frankly, they could have paid for any school he wanted to attend. “So says the guy who’s never had to worry about money a day in his life. Trust me, it’s important.”
“Fuck! Katniss!” Peeta slams his hand on the steering wheel. “You’re being completely unfair. I don’t waste money. I live a simple life. And yeah, I have a bit of a cushion, one I’d share with you if you’d let me, but you won’t.”
I huff and resume watching out the window. Peeta’s mother has been looking for evidence that I want Peeta for his money since the day she found out about me. But I don’t say that to Peeta. I don’t say anything, I just stare into the night as the the streetlights stretch farther and farther apart until the only light left is the glow of the headlamps on the pavement. When we pass a meadow and enter the woods that span between our town and the next, Peeta hangs a right onto a dirt road.
Usually, we take his Jeep when we travel off road, but even in four-wheel drive, the old beast would struggle with the grade of the hill we’re climbing now. The new truck, however, handles it just fine and before long, we’re parked in a clearing at the top of a steep hill overlooking the valley where we live.
Peeta turns off the truck and we watch the twinkling lights below us in silence. A sense of tranquility steals over me.
“It’s beautiful,” I say.
“Yeah,” he acknowledges. “I’ve been wanting to bring you up here for awhile. C’mon.” We climb out of the truck and Peeta opens the back door. He rifles through the pile until he pulls out an old blanket I had stuffed in the bathroom linen closet. “Grab some of those cushions,” he directs as he rounds the bed of the truck and lowers the tailgate.
The pile in the truck turns out to be mostly blankets and pillows, and strangely enough, the cushions off our couch. I grab a couple and pass them up to Peeta, who has spread the blanket on the bedliner. He accepts them gratefully and send me off for more. We work quickly in the dark, me tossing cushions and blankets and pillows up to Peeta until he’s made a cozy bed. I find a cooler on the floor of the truck and hand that up as well.
When I pass him our comforter, he gives me a soft smile, one I haven’t seen since we woke at the beginning of this awful day I wish I could start over. “Get our pillows and get up here,” he instructs. Before long I’m scrambling up beside him. Peeta takes a pillow, settles into the plush surroundings and then holds out his arms to me. I snuggle up beside him, grateful for the armistice. We stare up at the stars and listen to the crickets.
“I really needed a new vehicle, Katniss,” he says into the night.
“I know. I need one too.”
“I thought if I had a truck, we could enjoy the outdoors more -- camping and dates like this in the truck bed, that kind of thing. I know how much you enjoy it.”
He’s right about that. The great outdoors is my natural habitat. My need to be in the woods is as important to my survival as breathing. I chose environmental sciences specifically so I could get outside for at least part of every day. And while Peeta has always been willing to load up his Jeep on a Saturday morning and travel off the beaten path with me, the truck is more powerful and more practical. We’ll be able to do some serious wilderness camping.
But if he were buying a vehicle for his purposes alone, it would be a sporty car or another Jeep. With that thought, I can no longer ignore the obvious.
Peeta bought the truck for me.
“Fuuuuck,” I hiss and bury my face in his shoulder.
He snorts. “Finally figured it out, did you?”
I nod, but I don’t lift my head. I’m too busy trying to calculate how to contribute to the monthly payments.
“Whatever is going on in your head right now, Katniss, you can just forget about it. It’s my truck, which I decided to buy with my money. You can replace your piece of shit on wheels with a good used car and we’ll have what we need.”
“Peeta, I-”
He puts his finger over my lips. “We are not going to argue about how I spend my money.”
I open my mouth and close it again.
“Later I plan to give you shit for doubting me,” he scolds, and then the frown on his face twists into a crooked smile that makes everything alright with the world. And it will be, as long as we have each other. “So,” he pauses, one eyebrow quirking up with mischief. “Now that we’ve settled that, I’ve been thinking about getting you in the back of this truck since the moment I saw it on the lot.” He urges me on top of him. His hands slide into the back pockets of my jeans, pulling me close enough to feel his erection through his pants. His hands slide down my hips before curling under to stroke the backs my thighs that straddle his. I press myself against him and enjoy his grunt of pleasure before slipping my hands under his shirt and tugging it upwards.
My tongue flicks across his nipples and then my lips find the spot where his pulse flutters at his throat and I suckle it shamelessly. He gasps a little and my hips grind against him again. Peeta curses, quickly removing my shirt and effortlessly unhooking my bra before tossing it aside. I rise up, gazing down at the man I love, enjoying the way the stars sparkle in his eyes. I continue to grind against his hardness, enjoying the little shock of pleasure it brings. I lick my lips and reach for the button of my jeans.
“I need you to fuck me,” I tell him, drawing down my zipper. The next thing I know, I’m on all fours in the next in the back of the truck, Peeta positioning himself behind me before driving deep inside.
I let out a low moan of pleasure as we begin to move. The cool night air is tingling against the wet heat clinging to my lower lips. Peeta’s hand snakes around to rub my clit and I buck back against him. In the dead of night, with no one but mother nature as our witness, we are as wild and untamed as any of her creatures.
His free hand tangles in my hair. I clench around him , milking every bit of pleasure I can as we race toward our destination. I can feel it, just out of reach and I strain toward it as Peeta’s thrusts begin to lose their rhythm.
“Katniss,” he calls and his touch between my legs becomes both more determined and more frantic. A high-pitched keening noise fills the air as my soul takes flight and Peeta joins me soon after. We fall into a sweaty heap on the pile of blankets.
“Don’t ever doubt me again,” Peeta whispers into my shoulder. “I love you, Katniss. I’m not going anywhere.”
I nod. “I’ll allow it.” I can’t see him from behind me, but I know he’s rolling his eyes. “I love you too, Peeta. And I’m sorry about today.”
He shrugs. “It’s over now. And I should have told you my plans. I figured it would be less complicated if I surprised you.” We both dissolve into snorts of laughter. “Now, tell me about the stars.”
I take his hand in mine and begin to trace the constellations, showing Peeta the daydreams of the ancients, and for the first time all day, I think the truck might actually have been a good idea.
Going for Gold is the most wonderful little bit of perfection, I love the tension, the way you sustain is throughout the entire story even as the characters grow and evolve. Every time I read one of your stories all I want to do is throw my own writing away and live in your incredible imagination. Please keep sharing your words with me!!
Thank you, friend! You always know just what to say to make me feel good about my stories, (and validated in my writing). Thank you for all your input on that story! It wouldn’t be what it is without you! Pbg