Listening to this certainly made me take a moment of introspection. What have I been snacking on that is hindering my growth in Adonai? As I strive to move forward in Adonai, growing to be bold and stand for His laws & truths, I need to truly guard my heart and be wary of what I am “snacking” on. Shoot...or just stop my worldly snacking in total. I truly cannot afford to be pulled back. I have worked too hard to build a relationship with my Abba, Adonai, and I REFUSE to let it go again. I was listening to “I wont go back” by Bro. William McDowell. and one of the lyrics says “I have waited for this moment to come and I won’t let it pass me by.” Out of all of the times I have listened to this song, it was now, while I am in the process of developing a VICTORY mindset, that it truly stuck out to me. I have waited for so long to be in a FOREVER PERMANENT consistent flow with Adonai that I won’t let this moment pass by. In the past, I would fall back into “worldly things” not necessarily sinning, but not being 100% for Yeshua. I was lukewarm. And it was because of what I was “snacking” on. I would watch things and hang around people that were filled with lies, deceit, lustful actions, sex, cursing, anger...it was spiritually unhealthy but my flesh couldn't get enough. I would know it was wrong to be around people who did embodied these things, but I was not bold enough in Christ to let them know they were wrong, or even stop being around them because of fear. I was afraid they would dislike me or wouldn't understand. But now as I am constantly pushing myself to “snack” on spiritually healthy things, I am flourishing. I am not perfect, and I still have things I need to eliminate, but I am keeping Adonai first. And that is a great step!









