#snapbax

[metallicprince]

Deep Breath

It all hurt. Everything hurt and the IV that was dripping down through the tube and into your body made it a little easier for your body to relax.. but everything had already taken its damage, already caused the bleeding and it was just by sheer willpower that you were holding on.

You were afraid to sleep cause you didn’t want to die in your sleep.

You were afraid to relax, because you knew that your body would take that moment to shut down..

But the heaviness in your eyes and the slowness of your heart made it so. It hurt and your body was screaming ‘please let me rest’. Blood was still everywhere, and despite titching things up internally and externally, your body was fighting to recover. 

And that was a losing battle.

With your hand on KZ’s, you asked him for a favor. “Can you get me something from the cafeteria? Just a chocolate bar? I’m so sick of this hospital food..” It was a simple request and KZ did as he was asked, giving you a kiss. In all honesty, you just didn’t want him to see this. Flower wasn’t in the room and Scuttles was at work.. It was all going to be okay. You had given your bro a few messages for him to come back to whenever that would be. The thought of you going before him this time made you laugh a little. He was already so old and yet, perhaps this was something that needed to be done. Now it was your turn to leave him behind, as morbid as that sounded.

It was all going to be okay..

As soon as he left, you closed your eyes, a shaky breath leaving you as you finally let your body do as it’s been begging you to do.

Everybody would be okay.

Scuttles would be fine. There were places for him to go, friends to be with, and the house had the ocean behind it, so he could always go swimming. KZ would have the garage all to himself and he could do so many great things now. He could help Sun and Mickey, he could be there for them and he could be there to make sure that they were taken care of. Sebastian would be fine, constantly looking after everybody.. KZ would make sure that he got the necessary upgrades. Damien would be good, too.. He had other partners for him to lean on. He had a leg now, and that was good. Without you there, he wouldn’t hurt like that again. Damara.. She seemed so keen on healing you, but you merely did not want her to see you like this. You didn’t want her to waste that energy on you, didn’t want to see her cry against you.. She deserved better than that.

How curious that it was all black. No special colors, no lights.. No hand to guide you. Just the sound of the machine’s continuous single note and the clamoring of doctors coming in to save you.

They could try, but your body had already given up.

They would put you on life support, but how long would it be until they learned that you had already left in more ways than one..?

[autocaton-blog]

[ @snapbax ]

So many ppl’s tags don’t work. A pity.

Anyway, I’m Harley, an automated messaging service 4 Dirk Lalonde. No relation 2 John Harley, we just so happen 2 share a name. 

How r u this evening?

[cakesandpranks]

snapbax replied to your post: DOES ANYONE ELSE WATCH YUKA ON YOUTUBES? I ENJOY...

no is she good

jagerbombingreplied to yourpost:DOES ANYONE ELSE WATCH YUKA ON YOUTUBES? I ENJOY...

Yuka?

SHE’S WONDERFUL. HERE YOU ARE!

[metallicprince]

@exasperatedmechanic @crabbyprince and @snapbax

Okay. Here’s the low-down. We’re running out of room like.... Have you seen this place? It’s a two floor place, sure, but that’s it. It was just for me and you, Bro. But then here I am. Picking up a Stray Kitten and a lost Betta Fish and keeping them with me. Not to mention Goldfish, TK and Sebastian.

So. Uhm. If. If you guys want. Would you like to. You know, find a new place? Someplace bigger so that we all have our own space instead of tripping over each other? Some place where Bro, you can work on your scripts in peace. Some place where Scuttles, you can swim around happily and make a little underwater hide away. Some place where Kitten, you can work again and have a place for your projects and a place where I can do my projects. A little sparring area.

I dunno. Would you guys be up for that instead of constantly being cluttered together in a small house?

[wickeddeed-blog]

Looks like I missed meeting some wonderful motherfuckers while I was turnin’ a cave into a proper motherfuckin hive.

Nice to meet you. :)

@voraciousvice, @asomatousaria, @metallicprince, @terminallycooking, @snapbax, @trashmime, @auriustaziam, @tempestattribution, @blaseecouturier

ooc; Hey! Some of you only just followed me, and the rest of you didn’t show up in my activity feed until now, so I missed you. You can reply or reblog. :)

[metallicprince]

talk about us

What they define their relationship with your muse as:

“We’re siblings-- he’s my dad? I don’t know anymore, to be honest. He’s still my bro and the first dude in my heart. I care a lot for him, but we’re... a little messed up.”

Something they like about your muse:

“You came back. You also taught me about the sword and shit. It’s also nice to say ‘hey, my bro made that movie’.”

Something they dislike about your muse:

“You’re constant leaving, I would say.”

Their first impression of your muse:

“How should I remember, I was a baby.”

Their impression of your muse now:

“Don’t leave me.”

How they feel about your muse:

“We’ve.. Got a weird thing? Trust. Issue. Thing.. I guess, is what you would call it? Closed off? I dunno the right term for it... But there’s something like the Great Wall of China between us.”

Something they are hiding from your muse:

“This really nasty neck scar from recent.”

Something they wish they could to tell your muse:

“Everything.”

[binaryrevolutionary]

@snapbax

i see u mnames roxy lalnde sometimes calld rox or rbel bitch whore u an whts ur story