Jun 11, 2018
im ugly and im proud
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im ugly and im proud
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brown
is the color of a smart man
an abused woman
no education
but home of Gold and Saffron
or just shit and a brick wall
the privileged american will say
a darker shade of brown
is the color of a single mother and her sons
who sell their psychedelics
just to dream of a good god damn earth
only to find themselves
In a field of cotton
it is the color of
pollution and guns
the privileged american will say
yellow
is the color of an only child
beside a river
who picks rice off the field
weaves Reds into Silvers
and is struck with a ruler
with their grades written on it
or maybe it is just
the color of a Handbag
the privileged american will say
White
Is the color of a businessman
Blue fucking collar
Who bought five houses
Or a woman who owns pearls
Like the hue of her teeth
And red boas
or it is simply
The face of a dead man
Who had too much money in his back pocket
To weak to carry it all
The privileged american will fucking say
@thermonous @halstride
ok i wrote some poetry and i really really dont want anyone to be offended by it so i dont know if i should post but its an important poem
help me @thermonous
It’s Complicated- DxC
Pairing: Destiel
Part: 3/? WARNING THIS PART IS PRETTY LONG
"Cas? Cas wake up. We gotta get goin'," Cas twisted under the sheets.
"Dean," Cas mumbled sleepily.
"Hey, buddy. Get up. Up up up," Dean replied as he pulled his boots on.
"Oh, alright."
Dean raised his eyebrows and blinked.
"What?"
"Cas, where is your shirt?"
"Oh, sorry. It got really hot. I smell awful too."
"Its alright Cas. Just take a shower." Dean tried his hardest to take his eyes off of Castiel's body. He stared at him all they way until the bathroom door shut. He continued to stare at the door for a while before slapping himself.
They drove back to the bunker. It took a good four hours. The drive was silent, Baby hummed as Dean hummed to the faint sound of the engine sputtering every now and then. Cas would ask questions too. Like why sleep feels so good, how much better food tastes as a human. Dean was glad Cas was curious.
It's been a week since then, they never really left the bunker. Sam was sick, but he'd tried to keep Cas company. He never met the human Cas. Jimmy Novak doesn't count anymore. Cas helped himself to netflix.
"You ok, Cas?" Dean asked.
"Im... mostly confused. I'm not sure how orange correlates with black in a way that's new."
Sam rolled his eyes.
"Step away from the netflix."
"Sorry."
"Its ok, we've all had a binge."
---
"Hey so I think I got a case," Sam wheezed.
"Yeah, Sam?"
"A guy's heart ripped out in Oklahoma City," he coughed, followed by a nasty sneeze.
"Alright, me and Cas'll take it. You stay here. Get some canned soup or something."
"Yea, ok. Call me Dean, when you get there."
"Cas! Lets go! We got a case!"
"What is it?"
"Werewolf."
"Ok."
"Take it easy Sammy!" and with that they left.
"It's Sam." he mumbled dryly with a chapped smile.
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The drive was about seven hours long. Cas slept through about 3 hours of it, until waking up terrified to the sound of Dean's loud music.
"So what are we doing?" Cas asked, turning down the volume. Dean rolled his eyes.
"Well, Cas. We are gonna be some "real" FBI and ask em' some questions."
"Oh."
So dull Dean thought. So dull but so cute.
They arrive to the morgue shortly after. Dean fixes Cas' tie. It was always backwards, which Dean did not mind at all, but they are planning on seeing professionals.
"Why do humans lie, Dean?"
"Because that's how you become president, my dear. And stop saying human. You are one. "
"Sorry, Dean."
"Stop apologizing! We are chill."
"Sorry." He took note of chill.
"Let's just go."
It’s Complicated DxC
Part: 4/?
Pairing: Destiel
It was Cas' first time being FBI. He had to embarrass Dean. He held his badge upside down, interrogated the cat, and fainted at the sight of the first victim..
So it was confirmed. Werewolf. They set out to kill it. Done. Mission accomplished. They only made it out with a few bruises. And not to mention, a blasted leg. Dean's that is. That was a teeny tiny problem.
"I'm sorry Dean. I would heal the leg but..."
"Yea yea, mojo's gone. Would you help me up?"
Cas pulled Dean up, a little too hard. Their noses touch, and they wait for a minute. Just like that.
"Sorry, Dean. Um, I know the rule." he was referring to the personal space rule. The awkward no space encounter happens almost every day, and Dean would push Cas away. Only now Cas had realized that it was uncomforting too. But in a way it was the warmest and best thing around to the both of them.
"Cas, wait. Can I just say-something?"
"You can tell me anything."
"Forget about the personal space rule."
"I... think we should fix your leg," Cas panicked and hated himself for it. Dean looked down to his calf.
"Yea. Yea we should. Sorry."
Cas was driving now. Dean was in the backseat, laying down belly-up air drumming to some music. They were heading to a friend of Bobby's who said she could patch him up.
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Cas grabs Dean's arm and throws it over his shoulder, carrying him to the doorstep of the old, unfamiliar home. Cas knocks shyly, followed by the noise of a few locks opening and a quick swing forward. A tall, thin woman pointed a gun at them.
"Woah! Woah easy. I'm Dean. Dean Winchester. Family with Bobby."
"And who's that?" she asked, now pointing the gun towards Cas.
"Cas...Castiel."
"Castiel who, boy?"
"Castiel. Angel.”
“Didn’t know you swung that way,” the woman raised an eyebrow,
“Angel of the lord, good God I just need some help here."
The woman picks him up with the help of Cas.
---
"My my, haven't you grown to be handsome. I remember you when you were about 12 years old. Ugly duckling you know." She laughed a little and Cas rolled his eyes but his lips curled up just a little.
"Hey I was not!" Dean winced at the pain in his leg, also feeling offended.
There was a little silence.
"Eh you kinda were." She replied late." Aaaand we're done here! Want some beer? Pie maybe?"
"Yes." Dean gleamed.
"No, thank you."
"God dammit. No thank you." Dean hissed.
"We'll be on our way. Thank you so much for your help, " Cas said shyly.
"Well isn't he a gentlemen." she gestured sarcastically.
"Yea yea. Thanks again uh- Pamela."
"Don't mention it." She winked.
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It’s Complicated- DxC
Part: 2/? But I know it’s gonna be long
They ended up stopping at a motel, booking a two-bed bedroom.
Dean lay on his bed in the motel staring at the cheap lights overhead. Cas stood by his own, rubbing his eyes.
"Cas, that means sleepy time. Just go to bed. You'll be aces in the morning." He gestured to the bed.
"Will you...will you teach me how to sleep Dean?"
Dean raised his eyebrows and they were full of concern.
"Cas it's day three. You haven't slept yet? Not at all in all the three days you've been a human?"
"I didn't really think it would be necessary I tho-"
"Cut that bull. You’re not superman. What do you do all night?"
"I watch you sleep Dean. I always do" Cas replied, monotone as ever.
"Oh come on man that's just creepy. Look, I'll show you then it'll be easy and you'll get the hang of it. 'Kay?"
"Oh...Okay, Dean" Cas frowned. He felt as if he was a burden on Dean.
Dean began to push Cas back onto his bed. Cas was tense.
"Hey, hey relax ok?"
Of course Cas didn't know how to relax.
"Dammit Cas! Come here. Look at me. Look at me alright? Just look."
Dean laid back on his own mattress.
"Now you're gonna do the same thi-" Cas slid into bed with Dean as gracefully as water. He sets his head on Dean's shoulder. Dean looks down at Cas and Cas looks back up. They both blush lightly. Dean knew Castiel didn’t understand what he meant by do the same.
"Your eyes are very green, Dean."
"What? You've never seen my eyes?"
"No. Not really. Not at all." Cas falls asleep instantly. Dean looks up and blushes harder, biting his lip, closing his "very green" eyes, and falls asleep with his cheeks till flushed.
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