#snuff tag

[fizzlesfagzone]

Prior to any of this, I now know I only had a little taste of being scared to the point of feeling like cornered prey. But after today, I think I understand why some people are really really into all of this.

Under the cut; All of this happened in a roleplaying video game group. No harm was done in real life.

I grouped up with Sunken and Puppy since it was my first go around, and we explored the map for a good bit before we managed to come across anything too scary. There were a few creatures hiding in dark corners and all of that, but none that actually jumped out or tried to grab us. Yet it wasn't too long before we saw this weird mirror thing. Being a cat, I had to go get a closer look. Which was a bad idea because I got our whole group threatened jkhgjsdkhs

Another good one was getting captured by a creature with these big blue zappy hands and getting a spiral put in front of my face. I didn't really drop, I just played along for the sake of the roleplay part of things, but I was made to turn against my Prince and kill him myself. Then got a chainsaw shoved through my torso, which,,, fucking. Hot.

There was another encounter where my Prince and I were walking through an area and heard someone crying out in pain, so I offered to check on them. And they were apparently possessed, and the possessing spirit took over and shoved their claws into me. Replaced my blood with... something else. And was able to use that influence to break my arm, then did the same to my Prince but with breaking his leg.

Another really good encounter was the mercernary! He practically popped out of thin air and scared the daylights out of me. My Prince got killed as an example, and then the rest of us were given time to run, but I think he found me first. Chased me down a hallway before I backed myself into a corner and got shot. He allowed me my last words beforehand, which were; "I devote myself to my God and my Prince, even in death". And then I got shot, and he shot my body a good 6-8 more times before leaving. I didn't respawn until he left, that was a really fucking good character,,,

I can't forget about the big scary Godzilla monster either. It was rampaging through the halls, and once it found us, I ended up backed into a corner whimpering for a few minutes and I took a little break to let that wear off. Except it found us again and I got separated from my Prince, running through the halls by myself, pinned by those red eyes glowing in the dark. Fuck.

I think that's all I can remember off the top of my head? I had a really really really really REALLY good time and this is definitely getting added to my weekly calendar. Holy shit.

[fizzlesfagzone]

I managed to temporarily forget about the horniness cos of The Awful Heat but I reminded myself by accident and now my dick is twitching and it's way too hot in here to do anything about ittttt. Someone please put me out of my misery preferably by sticking a gun down my throat and making fun of how I can't beg with my mouth full

[fizzlesfagzone]

Mmmnn thinking about sucking off the end of a gun, fully convinced by my God that it's his dick. Being told he's getting close, pulling the trigger as he "cums" down my throat. Using the hole left behind to get himself off with instead,,

[fizzlesfagzone]

Welcome back to "apparently my libido is craving a lot of fucked up things", I need to deep throat a gun. Not a pistol, something much longer and scarier. I don't even know much about guns, it wouldn't be too terribly hard to hypnotize me into thinking a thick metal pipe is a gun. Make me invent the danger entirely, little white lies. "This thing doesn't have a safety, you know"

[fizzlesfagzone]

"You are so completely and utterly, in every sense of the word, pathetic"

I. Am feeling about 90% dommy and yet that. I need the pipe of that fucking gun shoved down my throat. And vis dick.

[fizzlesfagzone]

The endless internal struggle between whether I want to be a small sized plushie so that someone's regular dick going into my body could easily scramble my non-existent plush brains. Or a big plushy to accommodate a big dick that could also easily scramble my brains-

[fizzlesfagzone]

I'm thinking. About long, spindly claws wrapping around the head of a plush toy, akin to a claw machine. But sharper. Tighter. Pulling the plushtoy to something else. The clawed creature neatly sliding their claw across the seam, opening up a hole between their immobile, plush legs. Wrapping a massive clawed fist around the toy's body and thrusting into the hole, the inner stuffing pushing out of the way, the toy so much smaller that the tip is inside their head. If there were a brain in there, it'd be scrambled, full of dick,,, Fuck.

[fizzlesfagzone]

I meed my phantom sens worked on because I *need* to be able to feel someone shoving a gun down my throat. Need them to use my blood to lubricate my throat for their dick.