Hi, hello, tl;dr: I’m so sorry for disappearing, and I’m so sorry if anyone noticed and it worried anyone. Shit just REALLY sucks across every aspect of my life. So much
I know isolation is NOT a healthy coping mechanism. I got so overwhelmed and got really close to making some pretty terrible decisions and didn’t want to use that pain against myself or anyone else. I still feel really overwhelmed, and I do not want to keep going, but! Yeah, my health and my loved ones’ health are down the toilet, pet problems, appliance problems, everything, all at once, still ongoing. I’ve gotta sell like all of my remaining weeb merch, and once my body agrees with me, I’ll be back to making poms. And I feel like I’m bad at making friends, and I’ve spent a lot of this time doubting if anyone considers me a friend—but if my radio silence didn’t scare you off, I do miss you guys ;^; And I do know I owe y’all the rest of HAOHB!!!
Things just still seriously suck ass, and I feel like I’m constantly at my breaking point, but I’m not planning on ghosting the internet. I just don’t feel like I can survive atm, and I’m just, y’know. Trying to keep at it :’D Again, I’m sorry
