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"'Scuse me! Outta the way -- sorry!" Rose nearly bowled over a young brunette as she rushed forward, eventually coming to a sudden stop and looking around. Damn! She'd lost it. "Oh, c'mon!"

#paigeatyourservice #i hope this works xD #so randommm #gingerbreadverse

#ouatedit #once upon a time #ouatgif #ouat #so randommm #im gonna puke rainbows tho #1k

seoulfulwishes replied to your post “someone copied an ask I sent on anon to someone..to someone else”

People do this? Lololol

Apparently they do o.o I don't even know what to say, lol.

#seoulfulwishes #likeeeeeeeee #what's so hard about writing your own ask??#why the need to send around a random anon ask #so randommm #/facepalm/#i've seen your url on my dash alot omg

#purrsonal.#so randommm

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#aservantincamelot #asks #so randommm

GUYS HE FUCKING SAID IT.

he said i love you. im not ready to say it back. so I FUCKING SAID NOTHINGGGG. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. i do love him, but things are going a tad bit fast for me!! a week and a day and hes already told me this?? too soon. sure i throw around that word a lot but those 3 words, in a serious situation, have a hell of a lot of meaningg! and that weight behind them scares the living shittt out of me!! hes so fucking perfect for me, in ways i couldnt even imagine. i just need to talk to him about my itty bitty problem. and its like we make out all the time. not to say i dont like it, cuz trust me I LOVE IT but its like all the time and whenever were alone. sometimes, i just kinda wanna relax with the person i care most about, and not make out. like tonight, we were making out a lot and for a longgg time, i didnt really want to after a while, especially since we were watching a movie and stuff and i was super tired. after a while i was kinda just like, uhh ok, were making out again... cool. i shouldve said something, but i didnt really want to. he just makes me so happy and i like kissing him, a lottt, just maybe we should lay off on the making out. i like the sweet stuff, and occationally a bit kinkyy but only occationally.

to sum things up, im scared. ive never been so in love with someone who is as much or more in love with me. past fears haunt me. like what if we break up? i will feel so vulnerable and empty, because ive let so much of myself go to him. id feel so exposed, someone who knows so much about me and who ive placed so much trust in, suddenly gone? i dont know how well id be able to take it, or if old habits would come back. at least i know that if we ever did break up, it wouldnt be for a veryy long time. that feels like a good comfort, but i cant handle all of my past fears, about everything! im still paranoid about my seizures, and i sadly think i always will be. theres not a day that goes by where i dont think about them. i need to move on already, but that fear of them coming back when im not expecting anything scares the living shit out of me. or insecurities, like my eyes or lisp, both of which he said dont matter because they make me perfect to him.

what if at some point i become too much?? or revert to old ways?? he already thinks im anorexic or something, well up until today he probably did, what if i started scratching again?? i kinda want to, its such an easy way of relieving pressure and stress and it relaxes me... FUCK NO IM NOT STARTING THIS AGAIN.. the urges to scratch have returned. of course not as strong as before but enough that i can tell theyre there. it used to help me fall asleep, im thinking about doing it so i can sleep.. i cant start this again, but its so easyy. self destruction is so simple and easy, yet self construction is one of the hardest things. its just that im sick, that explaines everything. its all crap just cuz im sick and tired. fuck this im going to bed...

#so randommm #wow im rediculous