Mar 29, 2021
always finding myself torn between
sticking to what is most likely canon w stella
to
ok but what is more fun to write and play with.
#OOC / Out Of Hellfire#LIKE YK I KNOW#STELLA IN CANON IS PROB GONNA BE#IREDEEMABLE AND LIKE#i dont love stolas at all actually or my daughter and im just a snooty rich bitch#BUT LIKE...#I WANNA WRITE... A LIL SOMETHING DIFFERENT...#I THINK. ITS MORE FUN !#SPODKIFJ#i like to explore the complicity#i like the idea of stella and stolas loving each other once upon a time. and stella still holding affection for him its just.#so stunted. and like... muted..#AND HER GETTING SO LOST AND MORE LIKE.#heem heem.#caught up in being such a rich princess and holding up her image and being a socialite#nd already she lacks. that maternal gene so she isnt close w octavia and kinda neglected her cus of it#LIKE.#I WANT TO MAKE HER. COMPLEX.#SPDOLFKG#lemme be clear also im not trying to like#excuse her shit or anything#but more so like#theres more to it all than just something. one dimensional and set straight#i wanna make it complex.. and also a chance 2 heal cus im weak but MOSTLY LIKE#ITS MORE FUN.#ODKFIGJ