Nov 3, 2020
"Betty Lou" voted. @schecterguitarsofficial. #UltraVI @soulofadarkmachine #SOADM (at Worcester, Massachusetts) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHI6ryknrMF/?igshid=1iqa4hhaip6xh
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"Betty Lou" voted. @schecterguitarsofficial. #UltraVI @soulofadarkmachine #SOADM (at Worcester, Massachusetts) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHI6ryknrMF/?igshid=1iqa4hhaip6xh
@soulofadarkmachine #resurrected #metal #SOADM (at Worcester, Massachusetts) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFyuj-9nHel/?igshid=1pkn49h8quga7
"Going Back to Värmland" #suburbanbehemothpresents #soulofadarkmachine #SOADM #atmospheric #postmetal #shoegaze #dreampop Dedicated to the Fahlbeck family... #past , #present and #future #värmland #sweden #sverige (at Värmland County) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_9BWt6nHk0/?igshid=1isp6cwfbsc5f
#suburbanbehemothpresents #soulofadarkmachine #SOADM "OUAKE" was one of the first tracks recorded with a @kalium_music Quake Bass tuned down to F#. All tracks recorded with a @zoomsoundlab. #r8 . Drums provided by Jamie "Supah" Powers ( @jsp122072 ) #doom #dirge #postmetal (at Band Practice Space) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_8IZc9HEek/?igshid=gk64554xp2nh
Waiting for @jsp122072 to come grab me so we can make music to take down small buildings to. #musiciansofinstagram #SeismicSupershear #SOADM #lasttraintoperdition (at Union Station (Worcester, Massachusetts)) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9NeXCynObL/?igshid=dcfofv3wdd9o
12:06 am
Its just 6 minutes past midnight and im already fucking drunk.
I finished a bottle of vodka and i guarantee this was one of my best idea ever. Im happy that i found a pack of cigs under my bed, i think i kept it there when i was really fucking high that i woke up next to an empty pack of solid cheese.
I realized that im following 777 people on twitter now, why did i noticed that there’s so much to notice in life. (??)
I’ve been a ghost to my friends im extremely sad, okay, depressed. I cant get out of bed and ive been treating myself with mad pills, it makes me calm. I like it.
“avoid your friends for weeks even though they’re the only sense of consistency you have left in your life, if they really wanted to see you they’d come, but they won’t, who cares?”
“but most importantly drown every single one of your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to love the taste of it dripping down your throat find comfort in the warmth coming from your stomach, you’re drinking bottled love now you don’t need other people to drive away your loneliness you just needed to find a way to talk to it “
im pathetic.
I like not being sober, that’s jsut it. i dont know what im talking about sorry bye
Considering suicide is a certain option