#socialstuff

[aikycosette]

keep reading at your own risk.. me complining about myself mostly....

Today i’ve meet one of those “new friends” again, she is the one who i really admire and like the character but is very similar to me about overtalking she just start and go and go without stop it’s something that i usually do in a conversation, but because she do that i don’t talk at all when we go out, and that’s good for some point of view cause i can see my mistake in social relationship i mean i feel forced to follow her argument and she seems angry sometimes when i interrupt her for say things (maybe it could be my perception of things ) but the point is  that’s something that i think i usually make to other people i always feel angry if i don’t explain something from my idea to start and end like the other person won’t let me talk but maybe i should try to fix that a LOT. Other big problem is that the other person just hear and hear and probabily want to share things too but won’t interrupt ( i already try to stop my self sometimes and ask random question to the other part in the way to let him/her/they express their things, but i ofter fall immediatly into something else and start another looooong talk so i should do it MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE).I also think this time is gone much more better than the other one cause i was prepared and i think in the middle it was all completely okay, maybe i’ve fall a bit in the last part when i try to talk and seems i just complain myself telling how much she was more good at things and that i wasn’t able to realize how to do well like she do, but was a nonsense argument cause she is like perfect do a million of different things and always complete them with excellent result, my only problem i think is that i don’t really work hard enought and that’s all but i’m a coward and deny that and won’t admit that in public acting like i was the poor victim of the system what a dumb am i.....btw i think at the end she was a bit bored i don’t know, so i won’t contact her for the next time, if she want to see me again ( and that’s would make me very happy) she will call me i hope, in this way i’m sure she won’t do that just for be gentle with me since she knows i don’t have many friends... (none).

(fairylarva if you read this i know i’m iperanalizing the things is just something that i can’t control XDDD)

[shes-perfect-not-me]

Does anyone want to follow me on Instagram?

Message me off anon if you want follow me. Good chances are I'll probably follow you back.

[nickallen1003]

A performance of the hit song Puttin’ on the Ritz: a song that was popular in the 1920s

[violethyena]

coloursagainstthewall replied to your photoset: I’m sorry, I just thought this was relevant to...

Does that mean the one on Sam is mystery flavored?

It's demon blood flavored...

[asouca]

Resolutions for the College Soul

Cut back on beverages-- reduce to only water, milk, coffee, and hot tea. Coffee is essential. I am a college student. I need it.

Cut back on sweets-- reduce to only Twizzlers/Red Vines and chocolate (of any kind because really chocolate doesn't fall under candy in my brain; it falls under freaking delicious). 

Finish up a script by the end of February. Show my mom what's what. IN YOUR FACE MOM. 

Get straight A's. Because I get something special if I do. Something special and important and YES. (Not a car or anything. Why would you think it's a car? It's totally not.)

Get a significant other. Because I'm tired of being alone and inexperienced and I have desires, people! 

Have a blast during my college experience-- GO, IDAHO!

[asouca]

Ky 101: To the Best Year Yet

It’s odd thinking back to this time last year and how much has changed since then. I helped build and competed in my last FIRST robotics competition. I created my first mosaic of my own. I created a Where the Wild Things Are themed chalk mural. I participated in my first MUN conference. I snuck into an R rated movie while underage for the last time. I went LARPing for the first time. I went to grad night. I graduated. I spent hours toiling away getting very frustrated with ground penetrating radar. I went out to lunch with my fellow interns. I went to the county fair and a deep fried Klondike bar. I ate at Big Kahuna Burgers. I made friends. I celebrated Canadian Thanksgiving. I went to my first frat party. I stole rescued a Christmas tree. I learned how to lapdance. I learned...SO MUCH I got my first B in my entire academic career. I came home. I saw old friends, family, and teachers. I broke into my high school the night before the world was supposed to end and planted asparagus. I celebrated the New Year with the best friends anyone could have.

This has been the best year of my life yet, and hopefully, the next will be even better.

[asouca]

Ky 101: Flying Back to the Nest

Another reason why Stanford is awesome: We get a full week off for Thanksgiving. Which means that this little bird got to fly back to the nest. I got back Friday night, and it is so odd being back home. It feels like I never left, as if those months away were all just a dream. The weird thing about college is that it feels like college and the rest of the world don’t run on the same clock. Even though it feels like I've been at Stanford for forever, it doesn't feel like I've been away from home for that long. It’s so nice being back. I missed my mom and my dad and my brother and my house and the ocean and the beach and aircraft flying overhead and my Queen sized bed and California burritos and showers with actual water pressure and my old stomping grounds and my friends. It’s not the same though. My room is almost completely empty now and doesn't feel much like my room anymore. I broke into my high school the other day as I have scores of times before, but for the first time, it could actually be considered trespassing because I’m not a student there anymore. My high school isn't really mine anymore. Unfortunately, I always think that a week is much longer than it actually is, and I always overestimate my productivity during a break. Not only do I have to cram in a lot of quality family time, shopping, and time with friends, but I also have a huge amount of schoolwork that I need to/want to get done over break which is making me more stressed than I’d like to be. For now, I’m just taking the break one day at a time, and enjoying it for what it’s supposed to be: a break.

[asouca]

Flay You Alive

Ah, yes! Being home for the holidays.

And, by holidays, I naturally mean for Thanksgiving. It's refreshing, honestly, getting to come home to my mom after months of not seeing her-- of only hearing her voice on the phone. So far the experience is great. I'm enjoying my time and looking forward to Turkey Day. 

However, a couple of things suck. 

One, my dad isn't here. For reasons. Military reasons. Curse you military reasons! CURSE YOU!

Two, I do not get to see any of my old friends. Why? Because-- and, once again, curse you military reasons-- my parents are currently living elsewhere. So instead of getting to go back to the hometown, I'm in Washington with my mom and my two dogs. It's not terrible, but it's not exactly hip-hopping-a-hip-hip-hop-you-don't-stop, you know? 

But besides all of this, I am still enjoying my time off. 

Word of advice: Enjoy your time off! It goes by quick, so grasp onto it and spend as much time with your friends and family. Keep those bonds strong. 

Word of other advice: Do be sure to remember that you might have an assignment or two due right after said break. It could be your untimely doom if you do not. 

Signing out.