#solassaniamh

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Sketch page of Niamh done by @felassan-enansal in exchange for some edits!!! 🥰🥰🥰 My lil baby ouighhghhf. She's so cute and pretty and ouigh. Their teefs....

Lil gremlassan attached to them cuddling Solas. Ogh ogh. Thank u so much!!!

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" you see? he has always loved you, then, now, forever. " " then why did he leave? " " because he cannot free himself, da'fenlin. but we will. i promised you, did i not?" - a conversation overheard between Felassan and (former) Inquisitor Niamh Lavellan

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"Will it hurt?" she asked softly as he knelt down in front of her, hands raised to cast his spell and to remove the markings etched upon her face, “I can handle it of course, but I do not want you to be upset, Solas.” Her words sparked a memory he had long since repressed - of a bloodied hand reaching up to him as a small and thin voice asked one final request of him, scared not of the death that approached her but that the spell to release her before her death would cause pain to the three of them as she slowly faded away - so close to a freedom they could have all shared together. Felassan's silent tears turning into a choked sob as she spoke so sweetly despite the ugliness of her impending departure- Will it hurt? I am not scared… I just do not want you to think you are hurting me. I do not want you to regret and blame yourself, or each other - thinking you caused me pain in my last moments instead of giving me the most beautiful gift… Solas hesitated - a brief second that she did not catch - before shaking his head, "No, vhenan… it will not hurt."

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one of the many reasons meal times are left to Felassan.

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CODEX ENTRY. THE LIGHTHOUSE ‘CURIOSITY’S LIBRARY’

Two letters written by Solas and Felassan, during the Rebellion in Ancient Arlathan. av'ahn'su'vi'in - curiosity.

[ Found in a hidden room in the Lighthouse. A curious array of wolf statues molded into the trimming of the Meditation Room. A friendly hand that does not shy from the predator’s teeth, is shown the path to da’lath’in. When the snarling wolf is pet - the hidden door is revealed. ]

Date Unknown I know in my heart it is as Mythal said - she does not wish to see me. To see either of us. Felassan says nothing, and he does not need too. He throws himself into the rebellion, into helping the refugees, but I know with each new arrival, it is her face he hopes to see in the crowds. While we still take what little comfort we can between one another, I am far too aware that he is angry with me for not taking more action. But we cannot lose focus, and if she does not wish for us… we must respect her wishes. She changed her mind, who am I, who are we? To force her otherwise… And yet, though Felassan thinks otherwise, I do have hope. Why else would the Lighthouse manifest this room beside the meditation chamber? If not because the Fade knew before I, how desperately I wish for her to be at our side, then why? For her to be safe, that is my wish. He thinks I do not worry, but she is perhaps in greater danger than most… Mythal cannot temper Elgar’nan forever. Not as the rebellion continues to swell and grow with each passing day with our - with my actions threatening the Evanuris' hold. Of course I fear for her safety. But I will not steal her away and cage her… she has made a choice, I will respect it. And yet the Lighthouse has made a haven for av'ahn'su'vi'in. The bookshelves reach to the ceiling - and while there were a few tomes when I first entered, not nearly enough to fill the emptiness. Each time we venture out now, I return with more. I have filled at least one shelf… - but it is as though the room is a personal Vir Dirthara. I will still need far more tomes and works to fill the space. I have... also tried to make it as comfortable as I can. I know she will fall asleep in there more often than not, pouring over every book. A bed for her to curl up in - large enough for us to slip in beside her when we have the rare moment to steal away and be with her when we are not held to our duties. I am hardly a gardener… Felassan is more suited for such things. But the Lighthouse provided a small garden by the windows. Herbs, I think. Intermingled with flowers… I have been trying my best to keep them alive but. I am not her, who can coax life out of even that which I thought was surely dead. And while Felassan is not quite as adept at such magic as she, he is less forgetful than I - he would be better suited to remembering to water them. I do not know why I haven’t shown him this place. It is hardly out of a desire to keep it secret, or to keep some piece of her for myself. Perhaps it is a desire to keep it a surprise for them both. If I could, conceivably, bring her here, if she changed her mind… show them this room, perhaps they both can forgive me for all that I have put them through.

[ A secondary note, started on the space left behind on the last page. ]

Solas, you are meant to be Wisdom. How you continually be so foolish is astounding, if I did not love you as I do, I may actually consider throttling you. Forgive you? Forgive you for what? I do not agree with you, yes. I think you are blinded by your loyalty to Mythal’s words - you have been fighting for so long that you are unable to conjure the wisdom to know that something does not add up. In that field of flowers when we last all laid together, she spoke eagerly of a home with us, to be together. Bellanaris. She said, while tickling our chins with the petals of a flower she had plucked. And then she speaks to Mythal. Who then speaks to us, and sorrowfully informs us she no longer wishes to see us at all? It’s absurd. You have seen through the lies of all the Evanuris save for hers… and while I could understand at first, before her, before Persephone. Now? You would have Mythal speak for her? Solas… Still, after seeing this room - I think you know all of that, deep down. Even if you will not admit it to me, let alone yourself. The Lighthouse knew what we wanted, it always does. A pity that it cannot manifest our little curiosity herself. But I could almost forgive you for your refusal to take action, after seeing all this. I am sure you would say otherwise, that you are not thinking of such a thing - but it gives me hope that maybe you are - maybe we will be mounting a rescue for her. I know that is selfish… there are those in far greater danger. But as you said, Mythal cannot hold back Elgar’nan’s ire for long, and I know you fear there will soon be a division among the Evanuris, and that will put her in danger that exceeds no other. Curiosity was never a fighter… I do not think either of us care to see her take up arms… or believe that she could survive such a slaughter. I took the liberty of adding a few things. The blankets you chose were so stiff, I conjured up softer ones. She may have to get used to life outside of a palace, but she can still enjoy a soft blanket. Also brought in a piano - you know she likes to sing when you play. Do not worry, I watered the plants. I’ll remember, until she comes.

uhhh a/n? i guess. this is just a fun little Codex entry I thought up after making it canon for Niamh to have been alive in Ancient Arlathan, a spirit of curiosity, and Mythal's younger sister. There's. Obviously more to it and I'm working on putting together a carrd with all of Niamh's extensive ass lore, because this of course, has ramifications for the present day Niamh, and both Solas&Felassan. but. I hope you enjoy a bit of ancient arlathan solavellassan.

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Really low effort tbh but whatever.

Niamh gets away with things with both Solas & Felassan, however Felassan folds in the most exaggerated ass way possible versus Solas who doesn't even try he's just like yes vhenan, whatever you wish for. Felassan meanwhile is like Da'Fenlin I Would Die For You 🥰😍 and shes just like felassan?????

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The Solassaniamh experience.

Felassan, to be fair, would not be as nihilistic as the first half of this meme. However, Felassan da bus driver who lives in my cerebral cortex would have demanded i make one of him regardless because he sees niamh and goes OMG da'fenlin!!! I do Not have a choice when it comes to this mfer. He is RELENTLESS.

Anyway.